-Now-

Kendall had returned from the media press, "Any change?" "Yeah, he moved a little and moaned but other then that no." Landon said. Just then James entered along with Carlos close by his side, "Carlos buddy how are you holding up?" Kendall asked as he pulled him into a hug. "Not good but I'm hanging in there." Carlos said. "You know for Logan." "Okay." Kendall stated. "Carlos honey how are you?" Mrs. Mitchell asked. "I'm doing good Mrs. Mitchell, I'm sorry about Logan." Carlos stated. "Thanks honey." Mrs. Mitchell turned her attention back to her son who was still showing no signs of waking up. "Listen guys I'm a little hungry so I'll be right back if he wakes up please someone come and get me." Mrs. Mitchell stood up, "Sure thing." Kendall said. Landon followed his mother out of the room he didn't want her to be alone. "Hey James can I speak with you out in the hall?" Kendall asked. "Sure." James said. Both Kendall and James stepped outside leaving Carlos with Logan. As the door closed Carlos sat in a chair next to Logan's bed, "Logan, you have to wake up, you just have to." He began to sob, "Logan, please wake up. I...Love you." He placed his head down on Logan's arm. "I love you, too." Carlos' head shot up, "Logan? You're awake!" He then shot up and pulled him into his arms. "Oww Carlos that hurts." Logan said. "Oh, I'm sorry." Carlos released Logan from his hold. "Logan, you scared us." "I'm sorry I didn't mean to it's just when you reacted the way you did it hurt to much to stay there and see you. I'm sorry I ran off like that." Logan said. "No, Logie I'm sorry I shouldn't have hit you." Carlos said. "And I'm also sorry that I was scared of my true feelings." "It's okay Carlos I'm not mad at you, I love you remember." Logan said. "I know but I still feel bad about what I did." Carlos said. "Wait the guys they're right outside. Hold on." He got up and went to the door, "Guys Logan's awake." "What!" Both Kendall and James said. The both ran into the room, "Logan!" "Wait, someone should go get your mother and brother." James said. "What my mom is here?" Logan asked. "Yes." Kendall stated. "She hasn't left your side since she got here." "I'll go get her." James stated. "Logan what happened?" Kendall asked. "I really don't want to remember that night." Logan said. "Okay say no more." Kendall said. A few seconds later James along with Mrs. Mitchell and Landon entered the room, "Logan sweetie, you're awake." She pulled her son into her arms, "Oww mom that hurts." Logan said. "Sorry baby." Mrs. Mitchell released her son. "Hey bro, you gave us quite a scare." Landon said. "Sorry about that." Logan said. "Nah man it's okay." Landon said, "I'm just glad you're okay." Dr. Andrews entered the room, "Well, welcome back, son." He then went over to check his vitals, "Well everything appears to be fine. Your vitals are normal. So you should be okay to leave in a few hours but I want to make sure." "Doc, how bad was it?" Logan asked. "Well, you suffered quite a few kicks to your stomach, you were stabbed twice in your right side, you suffered a few blows to the head and you were shot in your back which is why you fell into the coma but we were able to fix everything." Dr. Andrews said. "Well, I'll leave you with your family." He walked out of the room. "Wow that was bad." Logan stated. "It doesn't matter anymore you're alive and awake." Mrs. Mitchell said. Logan smiled at his mother, "Mom how did you fly out here with Lamar?" "I didn't I came with Landon. Michael stayed in Minnesota with Lamar but they are flying out here soon." Mrs. Mitchell said. "Oh okay." Logan said. "How's grandma?" "She doesn't know what happened." Landon stated. "What?" Logan questioned. "We didn't want her to tell dad." Landon said. "Oh." Logan stated. "Listen if it's okay with all of you I would like to be alone with Carlos." "Sure, honey." Mrs. Mitchell stood up and pushed the boys out of the room, well, all but Carlos. Once the door was closed he sat in the chair next to Logan's bed, "Carlos I want you to know that I meant everything I said that night. I'm in love with you I have been since that night you found me heck I only came out to L.A to be with you." Logan said. Input song: S Club 'Have You Ever' "Logan I know and I love you. I have since freshmen year in high school. When I saw you in those gym shorts I know I had to have you they made you look so hot not to mention you have sexy legs." All of that made Logan blush, "Logan when I found you night I wanted to do was pull you into my arms and hold you forever never wanting to you to feel fear or pain again. I wanted to kill your father for what he did to you." "Carlos come here." Carlos glanced at Logan, "Are you sure?" "Yes." Logan held his arms out, Carlos stood up and climbed onto the bed and laid next to Logan who wrapped his arms around him and held him tight. "So what now Carlos?" "I want to be with you if you want to be with me." Carlos said. "Of course I want to be with you, Carlos. If I didn't I wouldn't have said everything I said." Logan smiled as Carlos looked up at him with those big chocolate brown eyes.

-Next day; Rocque Recorders-

Big Time Rush is sitting in Gustavo's office, "What do you mean Griffin wants Logan out of the band?" Kendall shouted. "Well enlighten of Logan's coming out he thinks that it would best for the band." Gustavo said. "But there is no Big Time Rush without Logan." James said. "Yeah we are a band not a trio." Carlos said. "I'm sorry guys Griffin calls the shots it's his money." Gustavo said. "We don't care if Logan is out of the band then Big Time Rush is over!" Kendall shouted. "Kendall calm down." Logan said, "Guys it's okay if he wants me out of the band then I'll leave besides being singer was never my dream. I have always wanted to be a doctor." "Logan, we can't be Big Time Rush without you." Carlos said. "I don't want to lose you." "You won't lose me Carlos. I'm not moving out of the mansion." Logan said. "Listen guys, you don't have to kick him out of the band I said Griffin wants him out of the band not me." Gustavo said. "But Gustavo this is his recorder company?" Kendall questioned. "True which is why I asked Griffin to release BTR from their contract." Gustavo said. "You did what!" James shouted as he shot out of his seat. "James sit." Gustavo said. James sat back down, "Now I also called a very good of mine." The door opened and in walked a man with short dark hair and wearing a nice blue shirt with blue jeans, "Hi my name is Ace Halliwell." "Hi." Kendall stated. "Now Gustavo called me cause I own a company called Pride Recordings and we sign artists who are gay." Ace said. "And I just signed BTR." "But we not all gay." James stated. "True but two of you are. And at this rate no one has to be kicked out nor will you have to hid who you." Ace said. "Why are you willing to sign two openly gay artists?" Logan asked. "Well, to simply put it I'm gay myself." Ace said.

-BTR's Mansion-

Logan and Carlos are laying in their bed now that they are a couple they share one room. Carlos has his arms wrapped around Logan who has his head placed on his chest, "Do you think we'll still be big even though we are both gay?" "It's hard to say Logie but we have to try." "But Carlos I don't want to be cause of the downfall of BTR." "Logie if BTR falls is just proves that we didn't have what it takes and I'm sure James and Kendall wouldn't blame us if it didn't work out." "I know but I will still feel bad." "Well, I tell you what if Kendall and James get mad I'll kick their ass for you cause no one makes my Logie bear feel bad." Logan smiled up at Carlos. He knew that being with Carlos is gonna make him so happy and that all will be right.

-Speechless by Michael Jackson-

Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There's no mountain high I cannot climb
I'm humbled in your grace
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am far away, and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that's how you make me feel
Though I'm with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
SpeechlessYour love is magical, that's how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words
Words like, "I love you."