Holaaaa ! This is the first fic I've actually done on-line before. Anyways the content of this fic contains a lot of Profanity (strong), abuse whether psychological or physical, and rape. I mean this when I say this is a warning. This shieet contains Guy on Guy lovinnn in the most obvious ways. Leave if you cant Handel it. You have been warned!
Also, point of view will be switched.
Pairings in this bad boy are:
Roxas X Xion (slight)
Roxas X Axel (main)
Ven X Terra
Hayner X Seifer
Riku X Sora
Cloud X Sephiroth
Cloud X Leon
and much much moree
I apologize in advanced for spelling mistakes... They suckkkkkkkk
Disclaimer: I don't own shiiiiettttttttt ! :'[
Roxas Strife
7/10/10
Mr. Leonhart
Creative Writing
3rd Block
Dear Journal,
Hello My name is Roxas Strife, as the header said. Let me start out by saying I AM BEING FORCED TO DO THIS. Okay so basics I guess right?
Age: 16
Grade: 10th
Hair Color: Strawberry Blonde
Eye Color: Electric Blue
Height: 5'6
Weight: 128
And I guess that's all for the basics. Class is about to end and i am soo HUNGRY. Well Gotta goo,
Peace
Rox
As Roxas closed up his Journal and put his pen away, he glanced at the clock, only 5 minutes until lunch, and he couldn't wait.
"ROXAS" a stern voice called out.
'Shit' Roxas thought. "Yes, Mr. Leonhart?"
He got up, and walked to the front of his cherry wood desk, and lowered his glasses at Roxas.
"I don't remember telling anyone in this class they could pack up 5 minutes before the bell, You care to explain to me.." 5 "..why.." 4 "..you.." 3 "..took.." 2 "..the.." 1 "Initia-" Mr. Leonhart was immediately cut off by the bellowing of the bell signifying that it was the end of his class, and the end of his attempted lecture at Roxas.
"I would love to stay and chat with you, teach, but I gotta go!" Roxas said as he made a dash for the exit and disappeared into the heard of students gathering in the halls.
"Damnit.." Was all Mr. Leonhart could say as he readied himself for the next class.
Roxas hurried to the Cafe, only to be greeted by his best friend Hayner. Hayner and Roxas have been friends since time could tell. Way before the pimples, and much much before the obsession with girls. Hayner and Roxas shared everything, and did everything together. Shit, it was Hayner who got Roxas through his tough break up with Namine, and it was Hayner who helped him with Xion. Thats right, Roxas was dating Xion Onix. One of the hottest girls in Grade 10. It's pretty easy to say that Hayner and Roxas were basically brothers.
" Yo, Roxas" Waved the taller blonde, as the shorter one came closer.
"Hey, Hayner..." Roxas spoke as he rushed passed Hayner to the lunch line, not caring if he budged or cut anyone else, he was hungry damnit and he wasnt going to wait any longer! Roxas quickly grabbed a cheap plastic food tray and began to lay on the burgers, fries and pizza. Yes, it was alot, but a fast metabolism will do that to you.
Hayner just walked to the table and chuckled. Roxas was a eating machine, any type of poor defenseless food caught in his way would be mowed down violently. As Roxas approached the table Hayner took a long breath and exhaled equally long. He looked off into the crowd, it wasnt like Olette and Pence to be late for lunch. It was wierd, pigs must be flying or something. His thoughts were haulted at the sight of a hand waving in his face.
"HELLO! Earth to Hayner, you going to answer that or not?"
"What? What? Answer what?"
"Your phone smart one" Roxas said as he shoved the greasy treat into his mouth gruesomely; Hayner looked at him astonished that he could fit a slice that big into his mouth. He shook his head and reached into the pocket, and clicked the touchscreen to unlock. Instantly a message appeared and opened. Hayner was not prepared for what he had seen in that text message, nor would he be prepare to tell his best friend.
-Later That Day-
Roxas' POV
I truly wish I knew what the hell was up Hayner's ass. I mean one minute he's okay, the next minute he's acting like a shy little freshman. UUGH! It's official, Olette's got him whipped. I walk home from school with the warm September air brushing against my face and through my Golden locks. Thinking what could possibly be wrong to have Hayner's panties in a bunch.
-Beep-
I look down at my phone to find a new text message. I unlock the screen, and see it's from Xion, quickly I begin to read it.
ROXY BABY! Sowwy I wasnt in school todayy, I had a doctors apt,
and I didn't feel like going after all of that. I am thinking about
You LOTZ 3 Txt me back hunnyyy!
3 Xion bby3
I text back almost as fast as I opened it.
Hey baby, how are you feeling? Was the appointment okay?
I'm thinking abt you too. Whats up?
The message was sent, I was already half way home, before I noticed a message Icon on my phone.
"wierd, I didn't feel it vibrate.."
I look at the phone, and its a message from Hayner. I begin to read.
Roxas, Look, I kno I was acting wierd today lunch nd everything, I scrolled down reading extra slow so I dont miss anything.
Bt tht was only bcuz of something I gt.
Roxas, u r my best friend. Nd I dnt wanna hurt u
Bt there is no easy way 2 tell u this, so I have 2 show
u. Below is a pic, I gt lunch. Plz dnt b mad me
Rox.
I continue to scroll down, and eyes widened in disbelief. It was a picture of Xion... kissing another guy... passionately. I drop my phone, I heared it clank against the ganite sidewalk. She cheated on me. How could she cheat on me? On FUCKING ME? Of all people?
"I should of known all this shit was too good to be true...what would a girl like Xion want with a nobody like me?"
I thought I we were okay you know? I really and genuinely thought that we were okay and everything was good. I mean, Im not the most popular person, and I know I am a bit secretive... but to cheat on me and then text me like everything was okay? WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU? What the hell gives you the right to be that self-entitled that you can just fuckin' kiss someone when you have a fuckin' boyfriend, who tries his ass off to make this relationship work? No, Fuck this, Fuck this shit, I am so done with this. As I started to walk down the street, I stop just short of my house only to find a car parked in the drive way. 'shit' was all I could think to myself because it was only 2:40 which meant that my dad had about a good 4 hours before work was over.
"That's just fuckin' great, tell me god, could this day get ANY better?" I screamed at the top of my lungs, not caring if people saw me or not. You don't understand it.
I know you must think I am being over dramatic, over a text message, and to be honest maybe I was. But, all I ever deal with is the endless bullshit that resides in THAT house right in front of me. That house with its perfectly paved walk way, and two alabaster colored columns supporting the frontal look of that house and white picket fence. This, is my fucking Hell. All night, all day, all the time. Now, I was being forced to confront the nonsense on a perfectly shitty day already. I approach the alabaster steps, and take my keys out of my pocket. With one last breath I turn the knob and push.
It was too quiet.