My last love letter.
Hinata and Sai oneshot for now.

I own nothing.

Hinata Hyuga was writing the most important letter of her life thus far. The letter was for her childhood crush Naruto Uzumaki. It was time for her to tell him how she really felt but being the type of shy person Hinata is she thought a letter would be the best way to convey her feelings.

Dear Naruto-kun,
I'm going to make this sweet and blunt because I fear that I am wasting your precious time. Naruto Uzumaki I love you and I fear that I always will. Naruto you face many troubles each and every day and yet you keep a smile on your face and overcome. There's a fire in you that matches no one else's. Naruto you will become Hokage I believe in you and you should never doubt yourself. Naruto I do love you but if you can't return my feelings I understand. I'll wait for you at team sevens training grounds tonight for your answer.
~ Hinata

It was finished...not the best love letter ever but simplicity is the best. Hinata had just finished her letter and was on her way to deliver it. Hopefully Naruto wouldn't see her while she slipped the letter in his pocket or something.

Roaming the streets looking for Naruto Hinata spotted Sai. A replacement for Sasuke on team Kakashi.

"Umm e-excuse me Sai-san but do y-you know w-where N-N-Naruto-kun is?"

Sai turned to Hinata with a smile on his face.

"Hyuga correct?"

Hinata clutched the letter to her chest and gave a nod.

"Oh Naruto is with Sakura in the training grounds."

"Ano thank you Sai-San b-but are y-you okay? You seem troubled."

Sai kept a smile on his face as he turned to leave. "Just fine. Why would you think that there was anything wrong?" With that Sai was gone.

Okay then. Hinata made a quick dash to the training grounds masking her chakra as she went. Being sneaky Hinata decided it was best to drop the letter in his bag and be on her way. The only problem was Sakura what would she say if she saw Hinata.

Its okay Sakura knows about my crush anyway. A vivid memory of all the girls at Ino's sleepover sharing secrets flashed through her mind.

Getting ready to put her plan in action Hinata froze and it was a good thing she did to.

" Naruto I know that I've pushed you away all those times before but I really mean it when I say that I love you."

Hinata ducked behind a bush after Sakura spoke. I'm not supposed to hear this but... Hinata angled herself so she could get a good look at both Naruto and Sakura.

"I love you too Sakura." Just like that Hinata's breath was caught in her throat and her heart skipped a few beats. " I would do anything in the world to make you happy Sakura. I love you." Naruto walked up to Sakura and wrapped his arms around her. Then he did something that would scar Hinata for life. With love shining in his eyes Naruto looked at Sakura as if she was the only one in his world and kissed her.

Hinata yet out a small yelp and hid herself further in the bush. After getting over her shock Hinata put a sad smile on her face.

As long as he's happy.

With one last glance over her shoulder Hinata saw Sakura, Sakura whose eyes gleamed with nothing with but lust and sorrow.

It wasn't long before Sakura and Naruto went public with their relationship. Hinata received many "Sorry's" "There are other fish in the sea" and random pats on the back from her comrades and townspeople that she was acquainted with.

What did everyone know that I had a crush on him?

Every ounce of pity that everyone tried to give to Hinata was smacked away with a fake smile that fooled everyone.
"As long as he's happy I'm happy."
" Its okay it was just a childhood crush anyway."
" Its okay I'm fine."

Lies lies and more lies.

Two weeks pasted and Hinata's facade kept up, hiding her hurt with a fake smile that no one noticed. One day Hinata made her way to her special spot deep in the forest. It was a clearing that lead to a cliff that overshadowed a waterfall, beautiful yes but if someone were to jump the impact could kill them.

Making her way to the middle of the clearing Hinata sat down and looked at the letter in her hand. Closing her eyes a chill went down her back as she thought about what she was feeling right now.

Happiness, Sorrow, Contentment, Pain, Jealously and something new...something different.

Sudden movement through the forest caught her attention . It was Sai.

"Sai-san" Hinata put on a smile.

"Hello Hyuga-san "

"Here to paint?"

He nodded and settled himself at the end of the cliff. Hinata looked from Sai back to the letter.

"Does it hurt?"

"Excuse me?"

"Does Naruto and Sakura's new relationship hurt?"

Hinata looked down at her feet as shame washed over her. "How did you know?"

"I read about it in a book. I also read that it would be less damaging on your body if you let it go."

Hinata left her spot to go and sit next to Sai. " I don't think I can."

"Why?

"Because I've had these feelings for so long I don't think that I can let them go."

Sai gave a nod as he started painting. "Then why don't you replace your so called feelings with new ones. Like replacing the old with the new so to speak."

" But what would I replace them with?"

Sai gave HInata an observing look. " Hurt with Rage."

"R-rage but why rage."

"Because that's the type of emotion you need. You don't look like a person that has ever experienced rage."

Hinata gave an understanding nod. "Rage huh." Was that it? That unkown feeling rage?

"Sai thank you but how did you know I was hurting?"

"You're not the only one that can see through a fake smile. Oh and Hyuga your face is beautiful when you're not faking a smile."

A blush crept across Hinatas face while she laid back on the grass let her feet dangle off of the edge of the cliff and let out a sigh. "Hinata...please just call me Hinata." A true smile washed over Hinatas face as she enjoyed the sun's rays.

Looking down at the now crushed letter in her hands Hnata engulfed it with chakra. In flames Hinata then threw the letter over the cliff.

The paper burned and burned as it fell. The letter her sorrow...her hurt, pain and her crush was now gone.

My new start.

My new attitude.

My new stand.

My last love letter.

All typed on an ipod. Sorry for mistakes.

If asked ill keep adding new chapters to this story.