Well here it is my first story ever

Id like to say that I'm not the only author of this story iv been writing it with my amazing friend Doubt But Never Regret be shur to visit her stories i highly recommend

we don't own twilight or its characters (i wish i was that creative)

J(pov)

I was on a beach, sitting on a piece of wood that had washed on to the shore. It was midnight and I was watching the stars, millions of them shone so bright it almost hurt my eyes. You'd think with all the air pollution going on they'd be a little dimmer. A breeze swayed through the trees filing my nostrils with the salty scent of the sea. I looked down to see my chest bare as usual. But there was something wrong and suddenly I understood what bothered me so much across my chest and up and down my arms where symbols lines and shapes. then I realized the only thing I was wearing is strip of fur that went around my waist I blushed a deep scarlet that even the sun can't compare. A sound snapped me out of my trance. I soon recognized the noise as footsteps. Then I realized that if anyone saw me like this I would never hear the end of it. I sprung to my feet and looked for a place to hide. Meanwhile the steps where getting closer by the second. So instinctively I took a nose dive behind the log I just sat on and prayed to whoever was up there that the person that was coming wouldn't find me. The footsteps came closer and a figure stepped into view. I strained my neck to get a better view and a voice drifted to my ears." Jake…" it whispered. "Jake..." it said again this time louder. And just when I was about to ask what in the world it wanted, it called me again only this time it wasn't a whisper it was an ear piercing yell."JAKE! "

I sprang up from my bed so fast I banged my head on the headboard. "Ooooooowwwwwwwww." I yelled griping the back of my head that was now throbbing with pain.

I glanced at the clock on my nightstand grimacing when the glaring red letters wrote 4:30 am.

That's when I noticed my dad sitting by my bed with a small smirk on his face. "Time for patrol." He said rolling out of my room.

I groaned and rolled out of bed hitting the floor with a soft thud. As quickly as I could tide some jeans I found on the floor to my ankle and jumped out the window.

Phasing wasn't a hard thing for me. It came up to as natural as breathing.

The heat that burned down my spine was familiar and comforting. In less than a second I was a rusted fur ball the size of a horse.

I turned around and sprinted into the forest, the world becoming a green blur as I zoomed past.

I went to the north border barely feeling the ground under my paws.

Stupid reeking blood sucking red head! Causing Sam to give me patrol in 4:30 in the morning. And as always, thinking of the red head made me think about the leech and thinking about the leech made me think about Bella.

I shook my head trying, and failing to get the hunting thoughts away.

How could I be so stupid? Of course the moment the leech came back she would go crawling back to him. But me being the dimwit I am let myself think that maybe just maybe life would go the way I wanted for a change.

It all felt like some cruel joke of fate.

All my life has been laced with pain. The car crash that took my mom is a good example. My mom …

I closed my eyes feeling the sting in my heart that came every time I thought of her. Her long black hair, beautiful dark brown eyes, her wonderful voice. I practically fell on my face with so much pain that was consuming me

She would have known what to do. She would have smiled timidly and ran her hand through my hair saying everything will be all right, Just like she did when I was little.

I snapped out of my thoughts when I felt someone phase.

"You are such a jerk. I'm going to rip your face off!" Snarled Embry.

"Oh yeah? Bring it on you stupid pup I'll turn you into wolfkabbabs." Yelled Paul as he pulled his lip back and mirrored Embry's snarl.

I could see what they were doing from their thoughts even though they where miles away. And I could also see what they were fighting about. Which was as usual stupid. They circled each other once and pounced, Becoming a flash of gray and white fur, huge black claws and gleaming white teeth.

Soon enough Jared and Sam went wolf too.

"Paul, Embry! If you don't knock it off right now I swear I will hang your canine behinds upside-down from the highest…"Sam cut his threat short while they all turned their attention to me.

Of course they could see everything that I was thinking of. Through the freaking mind link and I cursed myself for not phasing back as soon as I realized they where going to join in.

Embry was the first to snap out of the shock "oh, Jake man I'm so sorry"

Pity was the last thing I needed but I just sighed and said "I'm ok."

Suddenly Paul was flooded with anger and he exploded in my face "NO YOUR NOT OK. Can't you get it through your thick head? THAT GIRL ISNT WOURTH IT! You've fussed over her for months and what do you get? NOTHING! You knew that the second he came back she will dump you like a used rug and go running back to the leech. Ther are so much girls in the world and you have to pick the leech lover? AND WORSE YET! SHE MAKES YOU THINK OF THE MOST PAINFUL THING OF YOUR LIFE!"

That did it. "DON'T YOU DERE TALK ABUOT HER LIKE THET. WHAT IF I THINK ABOUT MY MOM? YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHO EITHER OF THEM ARE AND I SUGEST YOU CLOSE YOUR MOUTH OR I'LL RIP IT OUT FOR YOU!" I screamed louder than I thought possible. Paul backed away and with wide eyes. I snarled and he backed away faster.

"All of you BE QUIET! I have had enough of you. Until the end of patrol I want silence. And that's an order."

So I shut my mouth and kept running but I couldn't help but think that only a miracle would bring Bella to love me as much as I love her and bring my mom back into my life

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