Hey guys its me again! This is my new story! I hope you like it! Please note that its set after Edward left, they are already werewolves and Jacob has no feelings towars Bella. Also Bella might seem a little out of character further on in the story and the reason it s M rated is because it has strong language and later on there will be the usage of Lemmons. But please do enjoy

Bella POV-

Fuck. He fucking left me. He promised to stay with me, but as he told me once you can't trust vampires. Not one single one. And mainly him.Bastard. I couldn't even say his name, my heart was so shredded. I was so angry at him- at all of them. Alice didn't even say goodbye to me! Some best friend she is. Even... a dog would be better best friend than she is. At least it stays faithful and loyal to you, unlike a vegetarian vampire.

Why did they have to do this to me? I finally felt like I belonged somewhere but then they left and I felt more alone than I ever did. I had given Edward my heart and he ran off with it and stabbed it into a million pieces. That fucked up piece of shit that I miss. And yes I do miss him- he was the only good thing in my life I'd ever had. Of course I would miss him.

But they hurt me, and I was angry at that fact- they broke me into tiny pieces and didn't give a shit. Since they had left I had kept to myself. I didn't interact much with my human friends- only answering their questions they now so very rarely had for me. Sure, I would go to work and do my homework and eat and sleep but that was it. I wouldn't go out with any friends and in my sleep I would have nightmares about him.

"Bella?" Charlie called up the stairs to me.

"Yes Dad?" I asked him

"Someone is on the phone to you." He said.

Oh god. I was going to have to speak to them. I didn't want to speak to them. Shit. Maybe I should ask who it is. Yeah that's a good idea, ask who it is.

"Who is it?" I asked as I walked down the stairs and into our dull kitchen, where Charlie stood holding the phone out for me.

"It's Jacob." He stated.

"Jacob?" A wide grin spread across my face for the first time in what seemed like years. Jacob was the son of my dads best friend, and we had known each other since we were little.

"yeah." He smiled and handed me the phone.

"Hello?" I said in the phone and the smile was still plastered on my face slightly.

"Bella. Hi. It's Jacob!" I heard the cheery voice on the other end of the retriever say.

"Hey Jacob. How are you?" I said as my dad walked out the room.

"I've been good Bella, um so I was wandering..." Jacob trailed off at the end, sounding nervous at the end.

"Yes Jacob? What were you wandering?"

"Would you like to come over? I know it's sudden, but I haven't seen you in a while." He rushed through his sentence.

I giggle at his nervousness, surprising myself. "I'd love to Jacob. I'll just grab a jacket and I'll be there in fifteen minutes."

"Okay Bells, I'll see you then. Bye." He said happily and hung up.

Wow. I haven't felt this alive since... he left. There was something about Jacob that just seemed to brighten me up. Obviously I still felt like my heart had been toren whenever I thought about him, but I felt close to happy when I spoke to Jacob over the phone. Shaking my head, I grabbed a jacket and called out to Charlie as I headed for the door, "Im going to Jacob's Ill be back tonight."

"Okay Bells. Don't have to rush back." I could hear the cheerieness in Charlies voice as to the fact that I sounded happy, and that I was going somewhere.

"Bye Dad." I called once again as I stepped out on to the porche and down the drive way into my beat up chevy.

Today was a nice day, so maybe me and Jacob would go out to the beach or something.

This day really was brightening up for me I thought as I started the engine nd made my way down to La Push, the small reservation outside Forks where Jacob Stayed. When I arrived at his small house, I parked my car to see Jacob peak his head out his bedroom windown, no doubt hearing the noise of the engine.

I was taken by suprise when I saw his face- his hair was cut into a short crop. He used to have long hair.

"Jacob?" I called, squinting my eyes from the sun as I hopped out the truck and stepping on to the damp grass.

"Yeah it's me Bells." He beamed at me before dissapearring from view. He opened the front door moments later to reveil a tall muscular body... with a tatoo. He really had changed. I bearly recognised him.

"You look...different." I stated as I trudged towards him.

"Do I?" He chuckles as he ran towards me, scooping me up into a tight hug.

"Can't... breath Jake." I choked out. "wow, Jake you're... hot...temperature wise!

"Oh sorry." He smiled appologetically at me as he set me down on the grass again. "Yeah, it's genetic."

"Yeah jake, you've got muscle, you're taller, you cut your hair and you have a tatoo. Has it really been that long?" I joked, looking up at him.

"Yeah, I've just been filling out and I had a majour groth spirt over the summar. My hair was annoying me and I just thought I'd be a rebel." He laughed and stepped back looking me up and down. "You look a little different yourself Bells."

"Yeah... long story." I smiled weakly at him. I didn't want to bring the subject up. I knew he was their that night sam had found me and his dad probably explained what had happened.

"No worries, we have pleanty of time. Why don't we go over to my garage and we can check out that motorbike I've been telling you about." He grinned at me as he started walking off in the direction of the woods that surrounded his house.

"Sure." I said as I ran to keep up with his fast pace, stumbling a few times.

"Easy there, klutz." Jake chuckled as he held me steady for the fifth time in two minutes.

"Well I wouldn't be such a klutz if you slowed your pace down." I teased him.

"Alright, klutz I'll slow it down. Just don't fall again okay?" He laughed as he slowed his pace down to match mine.

"So where is the garage?" I asked as we reached a shabby looking building.

"Right here." He said as he rattled the door open and stepped inside.

I peared round the door to see a large area of concrete filled with rubbish and a car. "Is that the rabbit?"

"Yeah. Its nearly complete, I just have to fix a few things. You could watch me if you like?" He smiled as he picked up a box of tools.

"Sure, I could do that." I smiled and looked around for a place to sit.

"Here." Jake said, opening the rabbits door and motioning with his hand for me to sit in the passanger seat.

I sat in it and looked around. "Wow Jake. You're pretty good."

"Yeah, it's taken me ages." He laughes as got on his knees and started work on the rabbit.

We sat like this for a couple of hours, Jacob fixing the car and chatting away to me. I would reply to him with my answers and tell him stories about school, Charlie and My school friends- and skipping out them.

Jacob told me about all his friends but mainly Embry and Quill and how funny they were. He also told me about La Push and Billy and some of the old legends they had. He also told me about his school and how much he wanted to leave. Typical teenage boy.

We were up to the point where Jacob was finishing his car and starting the story on how Embry and Quill would kill you for making a full of their names when to voices were heard in the distance.

"Jake?" One called.

"Are you there?" The other one shouted.

"Shit." Jacob muttered as he pulled himself out the car and holled himself up. "Sorry Bells, looks like we have company."

"That's alright." I smiled as the two voices came closer.

Jake opened the door and popped his head out. "In hear."

He left the door open as he trudged back over to the car. "It's Quill and Embry, do you mind?"

"Not at all." I smiled and looked up to see two boys walking into the garage.

"Hey Jake, thought we'd stop by." One of them, the taller one, said and turned to notice me. "Oh who's this?"

"This is Bella." He said and then pointed to each of the boys in turn. "This is Quill and Embry."

Quill was the taller one, who had spoken first and as I had turned my head to see what Embry looked like I had my breath taken away. He looked absalutly... handsome. More handsome than him even, if that was possible.

His hair was cropped, but longer than Quill and Jakes and he was tall, lbut not as tall as Jake. He had the right amount of muscle and he wore a sweet smile on his face. He was just... wow.

"Hey." I smiled shyly at them before dropping my head to hide my blush. Fucking blush- I wish I could go and see a doctor about that.

"Hey. It's nice to meet you Bella." Embry spoke up, and his voice sounded husky and sexy... shit what had gotten in to me. That was not a Bella like thing to say.

"You too." I mumbled still looking at the floor, blushing beat red as per usual.

Jacob and Quill watched our interaction back and fore, stiffiling laughter.

"Why so shy Bella?" Jacob teased, burting into fits of laughter as did Quill.

"What?" I asked, frowning.

"Don't worry about them Bella. Their just idiots." Embry smiled at me, walking over to the part of the car where I stood and motioned for me to move over.

"Tell me about it." I giggles as I moved over to the other seat for him and he climbed in.

"Well I had to put up with these two since kindergarden- I'm telling you it was a task." He chuckled as he looked over at the two boys who were now playfighting.

I rolled my eyes and giggled, trying to keep my eyes off him so I would let my speach faulter. "Yeah you win there."

He laughed at that and we continued to watch them fight, laughing and talking lightly to each other. I learned that he stayed with his mother who was from the Mekka reserve and he never knew his father. He also grew up with these two and then only met the rest of his friends a couple of months ago, around the time when he left. I told him basically what I told Jake and we were now talking about our favourite stuff. I also recognised as I sat next to him that he ran a temperature like Jake did.

"Uh Bells, its 8 'o' clock." Jake interupted us as he stood up from his fight with Quill, who was rolling about on the floor groaning in pain. Jake looked a little bit scruffed up but that was all- obviously the better fighter than Quill.

My eyes widened and opened the other side of the door. "Shit. I better get back- Charlie will be dying of starvation!"

"Aww Bells don't go. Have tea with us" Jake pouted and then added on at the end mischeviously, "And maybe Embry could join us if you want."

"Jake!" I whinned and stuck my tongue out at him. "I can't- Charlie can't cook and he will be rading the kitchen looking for crumbs to snack off of."

Embry laughed and smiled, "Well I'll maybe see you the next time you're over at Jacob's?"

"Yeah- that will probably be tomorrow!" I laughed as headed for the door. "Bye guys."

"Bye Bells." They shouted after me as I trudged into the now sodden grass. I realised it was raining. Great.

As I ran back to the truck I realised that since I had met Embry I had completely forgotten about Edward. And yes I said his name- and hey it didnt hurt anymore- it must be Embry's doing. It didnt even hurt to think about him. Wow. Embry was like a painkiller for a hangover!

Okay so what do you think of it? Please review! They make me very happy and I will update alot more!

Okay second chapter will be up soooon! Byeee x