Have you ever had a feeling that you were worthless, and no one needs you any more? Well that has happened to me a lot lately. See, I am never needed anywhere.

My mom died four years ago in a car accident, and i don't have any friends. I have a little brother, Jack, he's is almost eight and the most annoying thing in the world. My dad works a lot and we see him maybe once a day, even on weekends. He works three jobs, and we still barely scrape by. We never have had much money, so I'm used to it. I'm 15 as of yesterday, and the best present i got was a coupon that says jack will leave me alone if I use it. I don't mind though. I was never a person that needed material items.

I have this feeling inside me that is saying it wants something. I'm not sure what it wants, but it is like it is killing me slowly from the inside out. I can't get rid of it, and it won't give even a little. As if a monster is inside of me saying "Feed me! Feed me with your very soul!"