Hello everyone, and welcome to my new story.

Disclaimer: these Characters are in no shape or form owned by me i just make them do what I want MUHAHAHAHA(evil laughter)

BETA: x3CAMden: A VERY kind, new friend who is graciously helping me out.

Warning!: I have drug use and probably language. Oh and sex. What can i say.. i like it when they have sex. If you guys have read any of my other stories you should also expect Zero not to have sex with just one person i usually am evil and give him at least one other partner. His lover in this story is a secret... well until you get to the end of the chapter at least. OHHHH! AND I DO NOT CONDONE DRUG USE OF ANY KIND! Well except Advil :P i looooveee Advil.. Oh and the stuff the doctor gives you that he explains but you never really listen or know what it is … ahhh you get my point. ROFL

**Remember me**

The beats from the club were deafening. The flashing lights hurt his already dilated pupils as the silver haired teen laid on the couch. He did not move, however. He did not leave the pumping club nor did he see that as an option. Instead, he just lay there, hating the place but unable to free himself from it.

He would be back again tomorrow, same as the day after and the day after that. He was lost in a whirlwind and only brought lower with every shot of LSD that ran through his system. He came down from his high, the euphoric sensation of nothingness having left him feeling even more depressed.

"Hey, sweetie. You got anymore acid?" Zero forced his eyes to look at the figure in front of him. Yuki. At one point he had hoped she would save him from this fate. He had thought she would become his train out of this lifeless hell; he had brought her to this club for the first time and she never left since. Stuck here forever, just like him.

He grabbed the small gel tab from his pocket, handing it to her. A smile grew across her face and then dropped.

"I-I don't have any money…" Her eyes were trained on the little tab; she did not notice anything else as she spoke, "b-but I could give you something else. A blowjob maybe?"

Zero's eyes widened. There was a time when he would have torn off his right arm to even kiss the woman in front of him, but as she stared at the object in his hand he realized she probably didn't even remember him, lost in the moment. He looked into her once innocent eyes. Remembering when she lost that part of her. Her brown eyes were lifeless, having seen too much but no longer caring. 'A blowjob? She probably would have sex with him for this little packet. There is no doubt about that. I haven't seen her in year but I heard she got into coke. Poor thing, not like I'm doing much better though.'

"Take it." He couldn't expect anything more from her. He had already taken her life away by dragging her into his hell. She grabbed the patch from his hand quickly, holding it close to her body as if she were worried he would take back his generous offer. She looked into his eyes, the black orbs large. For a moment, he worried if that little packet would be too much for her frail body to handle, especially with all the other drugs she had probably taken.

"Thanks Zero."

'So she did remember me.' He nodded his head as she walked away towards the other side of the cub. He reached into his pocket, noticing he had no more of the packets. "Shit!" He cursed and got up, walking through the hordes of sweaty people and into the cold night. His tee-shirt provided no shelter from the harsh wind and he stuffed his hands into the pockets of his old and tattered jeans in an effort to keep them warm. His buzz had only worn off a while ago and he could already feel the urge to succumb the feeling of numbness once again. His already depressed feelings had been made worse by Yuki's presence. It reminded him of what he lost and his past mistakes. He kept his head low but walked quickly; he would check his stash when he got home, but already knew he would be looking into an empty cubby hole in the wall.

He heard a scream and looked into the dark alleyway, fingering his gun. A woman was pressed up against a wall screaming and laughing as a man pumped into her. He walked a little closer to be sure it wasn't rape, but took a step back when the face lolled towards him. Yuki's dead eyes stared back at him, her face distorted with pleasure. She didn't look like she really recognized the situation. He thought about helping her out but figured she would probably be madder at him for interrupting then anything and turned on his heel, walking away.

When a figure bumped into him he spared a look at the passing person, ready to spit cuss words at them for their rudeness. Instead he stared straight into kind brown eyes. The person's head was held high and he looked like he could easily dominate any man at the pervious cub he attended. Although his form was thin, he could see muscles rippling under the dress shirt, the man held a sense of pride as though he had never been on the streets. Never had seen the horrors of this life. Zero sighed looking back down towards the ground. He wasn't about to fuck with this one. 'I wonder what he is doing on these streets. This is no place for a man of his stature.' He walked away, still picturing the dazzling eyes that had held his gaze.

Kaname stared at the guy he recently bumped into. He had an unusual mop of silver hair and captivating amethyst eyes. As the figure turned the corner he sighed. He began walking forward once again, looking around the street as he passed. People were lying on corners covered with rags, the drugs having allowed them to pass out. He could smell the dirt and grime these people relished in and drew up his arm to his nose, trying to get away.

"Hey baby, you want a ride." He moved to get past the woman who was blocking him from continuing. She stepped in his way again.

"I promise I can show you a good time, sweetie. I'm very good at what I do." She winked at Kaname as he took a moment to look her over. Her black hair was pulled up into some sort of clip, the frayed strands sticking out. She wore a long shirt with black writing on it but he couldn't tell what it said because of all of the holes; her fishnet stocking leading towards large white pumps. But what shocked him the most was how young she looked. Her eyes were fearful as she looked around. She looked like this was her first time out on the streets, scared of every sound. Her smile held a lie of confidence and he put his hand on her shoulder.

"No thank you." He spoke seriously and she nodded, looking into his eyes before walking away. He heard gruff screaming and noticed a brunette in the alleyway throwing her head back in lust as a man pumped violently into her. He quickly walked towards the club, not turning back. The loud music made him cringe and the sharp lights danced around him. He waded through the large sweaty crowd towards the VIP section. The bouncer looked him over, and noticing he didn't belong, shook his head to send him away.

"I'm looking for Rido! He's my uncle! My name is Kaname!" The bouncer seemed unsure and poked his head through the curtains for a moment before returning to him and letting him pass. An arm was instantly thrown around him and he looked up to see his uncle's smiling face.

"Ahh, Kaname. What are you doing in this part of town? This is no place for a pureblood." As he spoke he looked at a nearby female. She had a small straw and was drawing up a small white line into her nose. After she finished she threw her head back and began to laugh hysterically. Rido gave him a good hit to the shoulder before moving back towards his guest. He held her in his arms and swayed with her odd hazy dance.

"As you should know, I have been disowned from the family for killing Shizuka Hio." His voice was formal even though his eyes held the pain he was feeling when he spoke these words. He hated asking for favours from his uncle. He hated asking his uncle for anything Rido was selfish, a loose cannon, anything could happen when he was around and now Kaname's own fate was in this lunatics hands, "I heard that you do not follow most of our traditions and are growing your fortune as well as power in a different way. Our nation thinks of you as a lost cause, and you are known for not holding any regard for our ways. I was wondering if you could consider… helping me. I have lost my fortune and my home-"

"You aren't very good at convincing me, you know." Rido cut him off with a smile looking directly into his eyes as he continued to sway. "Even if I'm seen as a … 'lost cause'… I still have some standing because of my pureblood status. If I take you into my home people will shun me completely. That would be my last straw, so to speak." He laughed at the girl, noticing she had stupidly grabbed the straw, twirling it between her fingers and laughing again as if he had spoke the funniest joke. Kaname was shocked she even got the pun.

Kaname looked lost. "Please, I have nowhere else to go. No money-"

Rido pushed the girl away. "Aw don't give me that look… Alright, how about we make a deal. I'll give you a place to stay and money but you have to do me some favors for rent. You will of course get more money than most because you are my nephew. Just don't tell the others out there." He winked, laughing slightly, going to his desk to write down an address.

"I hope you enjoy your new home, son." He looked back towards the female, swaying his hips as she danced around him. Before Kaname completely closed the curtain he noticed the woman unzipping his uncle's pants.

Zero looked at his door, pulling his bangs back and scratching his head. He jammed the key into the door and cranked it a few times before he heard the rustic lock open. He shoved his body against it pushing it open and stumbling into the room. A waft of smoke hit him hard and he breathed in the deep, thick scent.

"Hey man," a creaky voice called from inside the room. A bunt was held in his mouth and he smiled cockily at Zero, ruffling his orange hair as he leaned back into the broken couch.

A smile came across the pale face of the silver haired teen and he walked towards his friend leaping over the couch. He grabbed the weed, put it between his lips and inhaled. After a few puffs he smiled, beginning to feel the hit, slumping into the couch.

"It's blue cush you douche, it's more expensive than the normal shit so don't hog." Zero laughed again, taking one long drag and leaning towards Kain. He put his lips to the orange haired male's and blew the smoke in hearing his lover moan deeply. Kain grabbed the back of his head and pulled him roughly on top before breaking the kiss, blowing smoke out of his mouth just above Zero's head. He smiled sheepishly at the boy on top. Zero's legs sat comfortably around the other vampire's, his hips swaying on Kain's growing erection as he hummed gently to himself before taking another puff and repeating the kiss.

He put more juice into the kiss, adding nibbles and sucking his tongue into his mouth. He wanted more than just this tonight, and he wanted Kain to know it. Kain instantly got the hint, sitting up on his elbows to push Zero up a bit before pulling the shirt off of his muscular shoulders, showing off the toned abdomen that must have taken months of weightlifting to acquire. Zero stopped the rapid kiss to appreciate the body below him as Kain lay there, proud and unashamed of the lustful eyes on his form.

Zero put his finger into his mouth, slipping it into the dark confines and sucking on it roughly, hearing his lover moan beneath him. He pulled the finger out with a pop and placed it on the top of Kain's collarbone, his eyes following it down, over the rippling muscles. It made a small wet trail just above his waistband of his pants. His lips soon followed, making detours to suck on his nipples and adjusting his body to fit Kain's own as they arched in union with a particularly hard bite followed by a suck and soft licks to soothe the abused skin. Zero watched Kain in lust, his cheeks blushing slightly and hot from the arousing feeling. He brought his focus back to his now fading trail, biting hipbones hard enough to leave little scratches and undoing the belt.

At that moment he hopped off walking away from the boy below who gave him a frustrated scowl. Zero simply continued his strut, removing his shirt. Before he knew it, although he did expect it, Kain's hard body was against him, his erection solid against his clothed ass. He leaned back, rubbing the hard on though his pants and heard a husky voice in his ear.

"Where do you think you're going?"

Zero chuckled, looking at the forgotten bud lying on the floor, the small stream of smoke captivating him for a moment as he watched it fade away.

"Kain? Do you think anyone will remember us when we die or will we just fade away too?" His voice was soft as he continued to watch the smoke, the world becoming slightly hazy in the small foggy room.

"Huh? Aw come on love, this isn't proper bed-making talk… cheer up, what happens, happens, right?" He leaned down to nibble on Zero's ear, trying to get him back into the mood. Zero instantly brightened up, forgetting the smoke and focusing on his carrot haired friend, pushing his lips onto the other's and slipping out of his grasp in a playful manner. He raced the small distance to the tattered mattress on the floor and jumped on before spreading his legs apart so that Kain's could fit in between. His eyes focused once more on the smoke stream as Kain pulled off his pants and lay between his legs.

Kain stared at his lover and then followed his gaze to where Zero was looking. He sighed, resting his head on the thinner boy's muscular abdomen.

"I'll remember you, Zero," He said softly, smelling the natural musky scent of Zero and smiling into the warm stomach.

"Huh?" Zero tore his gaze away and focused on his lover, just now seeming to realize the position they were in. He lifted himself on his elbow and put his other hand on Kain's head, running his fingers through the messy locks. "What are you talking about?"

"When you die, Zero, I won't forget you, so you will never fade away. I promise!" His eyes held determination as they caught amethyst ones. Zero let out a gentle smile, putting his nose in the soft hair and closing his eyes.

"I know you won't, Kain…" he reached under the carrot head's chin and pulled up his face to meet his own, laying soft kisses upon his lips. They moved together in a subtle motion, swaying back and forth before Kain pulled up one of Zero's legs, hiking it over his shoulder. He kissed Zero's neck and took a forceful bite that made the ex-hunter scream in pain as he shoved two fingers inside his entrance. Curving his fingers and pulling his lover's legs farther apart, he looked as the job he was doing, his euphoric state made him loose focus and he became mesmerized. He plunged his fingers inside the hole and tore them away as Zero, unheard, moaned in pleasure.

Zero grabbed him roughly to sway him from his dream-like state, the smaller vampire's checks were blushing a faint pink from the gratification and he was wearing a light sweat, he looked exhausted from the intense pleasure and yet needy, "Please Kain, I can't take anymore, just do it." The orange haired teen leaned his head back, relishing in the words and feeling electrifying waves of pleasure run down his back as he continued to push his fingers inside Zero roughly.

"Kain!" Zero shouted more urgently, causing the man on top to pull his fingers out and shove himself in instead, his un-lubricated erection rough inside the tight hole, but this wasn't Zero's first time and he moaned in pleasure, arching the top half of his body. Kain grabbed the leg that was over his shoulder, holding it tightly in place as he pounded himself into the lovely teen below. He felt Zero's toes curl up on his back and felt his other leg wrap around his waist, bringing his erection in deeper and he moaned at the sensation, trying different angles in order to find Zero's prostate. He tilted slightly to the right plunging deep and…

"AHHH!... K-.. Kain!" The carrot top smiled roughly, letting out a gasp of his own and continuing the assault, their voices finally becoming one as they found their pace…

Kaname looked at his door, plain and old. #24B. He examined the area around the hall, noticing the peeling floral wallpaper and the stained rug, sighing heavily to himself. He looked at the room next door, hearing lusty moans, sighing agitatedly again. 'How did I get myself into this mess, what was I thinking?'

He shoved the key into the lock, working it a few times before realizing that the damn thing wouldn't open. He pulled roughly on his brown locks, leaning against the door and slid down towards the disgusting floor, trying his hardest not to think about what diseases it must have held. After trying several times to tune out the increasingly loud moans, he leaned his head back to listen. Both must be males, their voices throaty and deep. They sounded very passionate as they moaned loudly in union and then he heard silence. He tiled his head sideways thinking of what they would be doing together now, 'They're probably cuddling into each other's arms, feeling loved and special… Argh, I need a girlfriend. This is just pathetic.'

He heard some scuffling and then an orange haired male tore open the door, his hair messy and a very pleased look across his face. He stopped, taking one look at Kaname, letting his grin drop as he stared at him. He didn't say anything but instead, zipped up his falling pants and pulled out a smoke from his pocket, smiling again widely and stuffing the smoke into his mouth. Not even bothering to button up his shirt, he simply folded it across his chest and began walking down the hall, leaving the door wide open and calling a "SEE YA ZERO!" over his shoulder. He opened the door to the stairs and left without another word.

Moments later Kaname saw the silver haired teen he had bumped into earlier, his mouth gaped at the other's beautiful looks. He looked tired and lazy but his silver hair was a tousled mess, flung around his shoulders in almost curly waves. He had no shirt on and was dressed in only a pair of silky black boxers.

He walked to the door and tugged it closed. His body seemed tiny and fragile but he packed a hefty lot of muscles from his biceps to his abs that showed off his true strength. He seemed to notice Kaname at that moment and his face turned into a look of shock, then anger.

"Are you stalking me? Did you follow me here? Who the fuck are you?" His eyes scowled and Kaname noticed the slightly bloodshot look in them. Zero (he assumed) seemed ready to fight him at any moment so he held out a hand in a gesture of forfeit and used the other arm to assist him in rising to his feet.

"I live here, just moved in today… I just can't get the door to open. My name is Kaname… and yours is?" Zero looked surprised and he could see his amethyst running over his designer dress suit and perfectly polished shoes, right down the manicured nails and sighed. 'He doesn't believe me…' "Yes I know, I don't fit in. Could you help me open this door?"

That seemed to startle the teen out of his gaze and he replied with a rough husky voice; he sounded as if he was parched and Kaname hoped the teen wouldn't pass out from thirst any time soon. "Oh right, yeah, give 'em here… you see the trick is.." Zero pushed the door in leaning all of his weight on it, "To push then pull…" He pulled the door back leaning all his weight as far away as possible, than jammed the key in quickly turning it a few times before he heard the rustic locks tumble open. "That's the only way to do it, especially on these doors. It's a pain in the ass, but what can you do?"

He examined Kaname's outfit once more. "Want to come in for a drink?" The pureblood asked. He didn't want to be alone in this ugly room, staring at nothing but blank walls until he fell asleep. He hoped the teen accepted his offer. On his way out of the club one of the bouncers told him his suitcases had already been brought to his room; it seemed his uncle had been expecting him after all… bastered. 'He had already planned on letting me live here he didn't need to make me go through all that horrid… BEGGING.'

Zero looked unsure for a moment but then nodded his head in agreement, walking into the room. The first thing he noticed was the large bed, looking brand new but still lying on the floor. There was also a half decent couch and table, and he bit his lip, slightly jealous by all this man had. Kaname frowned, on the other hand, for the pureblood who had lived in luxury his entire life the look of this place disgusting to him and he wished he could be back home in his own bed. He walked over to the small, beaten up fridge and pulled out a cold beer tossing it to Zero before grabbing wine and a glass for himself.

"Wine?" Zero chuckled, "you're in the poor strips now bud, wine is not an acceptable drink for when you are with men." He took a gulp of the beer, feeling the rough taste slide down his throat.

"You seem to have no problem dealing with men in that way, so it shouldn't matter." He looked at the bottle and despite his words, grabbed another beer for himself twisting the cap and taking a gulp before sitting on the bed beside Zero. The wine remained on the table, forgotten.

Zero simply glared, "You saw that eh?"

"And heard." Kaname said calmly, staring off towards another part of the room, his voice was uncaring but truth was he was shocked by how the orange haired boy just left his lover alone after sounding so passionate in their love making. 'If I had someone special, I would never let them go.' He was shocked that Zero didn't even seem to care that he had just been fucked and ditched. He looked into the amethyst eyes, "So, is he your boyfriend?"

Zero thought back to when he first met the fun loving orange haired man on a drug run while waiting for Rido. They had hit it off instantly, becoming close friends. Kain could take Zero's scowls that came with his darker personality and spent most of his time providing the drugs to lighten him up. One night Kain brought him E and after the long night of sexual intercourse that followed, they became… "lovers.."

However, Zero knew they would never be anything more. Kain was in love with another woman, after all, he often talked about her, even when they were making love. Zero didn't mind, as long as he got his fix and was in good company, the carrot head could have talked about the Mona Lisa and he still wouldn't have given a crap. But he didn't reply to the man's answer about this topic. 'If he starts acting too weird I could use Kain as an excuse of why I can't see him anymore." Instead, Zero calmly gazed at him, "Why? Are you interested?"

Kaname gave him a surprised look as Zero smiled leaning back slightly so the pureblood could get a full view of his body. Normally, Kaname would have instantly answered with a no; he would have screamed at the teen to get out, that he was a disgrace and disgusting for treating his body to such an impure fate. But these were not normal circumstances. Kaname was lost with no friends, no family, and nothing that was special to him. He was lost with nothing to tie him to this world… 'Nobody to remember me….'

He looked away from Zero for a moment, towards the empty room and the ancient apartment… what was left of his life. He took a deep breath before answering, his voice sounding lost, "So what if I am, are you dating him or not?"

Now it was Zero's turn to be shocked; he hadn't expected the man to agree, he didn't give off any gay vibes or seem too interested… But Zero was in no place to say no, especially when it could get him some cash, "It will cost you." His eyes were determined but when they met brown ones they softened. The pureblood in front of him looked so sad, his obviously confident features now having left his face, leaving the look of a younger child. Zero leaned forward towards his knees, no longer interested in showing off, but he kept his eyes locked with the others.

"I don't have any money," Kaname's voice was soft, 'I need comfort more than sex now anyways. 'He expected the other to leave and lay down on the bed closing his eyes, ready to tune out the sound of the door shutting and forcing himself to accept the silence that would soon follow. Instead, he felt soft lips sucking gently on his ear, and moaned slightly looking into the amethyst eyes above him. "But- "

He was cut off by Zero's grin and a rough bite to his earlobe, forcing another moan from between his lips. "I never said you would have to pay me in money…" Zero smirked, knowing that was what he had intended but the sexy looking pureblood would be payment enough. He leaned down once more to capture the pureblood's lips, his pink tongue slipping out to caress the bottom lip before his teeth started tugging on it slowly. Kaname instantly kissed back, slipping out his own pink muscle to wrestle with the other's. A shock ran through both of their bodies as their lips were smashed together and they gasped in amalgamation, but did not stop-

HEY! this is a new story that I have a few chapter's finished and edited for it but i wasn't going to put it up until I had a few more chapters however, today is MY BIRTHDAY! I'm 19 YAY! so i figured I should put it up for that reason alone. BECAUSE I JUST LOVE SAYING IM 19 (legal age to drink in Canada-for all those who don't know why i would be excited) HEHEHE.

Ummm I have decided to put up a drug info sheet at the bottom of my chapters in case you don't understand what drugs I'm using and there effect. I don't have harmful effects on these drugs just stuff people usually experience when they are on there. If you want more information i strongly urge you to Google it :P that's how I find everything out :D

LSD (ACID): Some people have been known to feel very creative, most begin to see things for instance you are able to see music. Some say they feel more in tune with the earth, everything feels fresher, and you almost feel as if you are causally drifting through life. Doing anything is interesting but most people say that going out and experiencing life makes you feel more alive, almost as if you are at one with nature. Coming off the high usually leaves heavy users and maybe even first time users with feelings of anxiety, depression, dizziness, disorientation and paranoia (I showed Zero with the disorientation and depression but in the future I will show the paranoia)

Weed: a bunt is when weed is wrapped up so it is easier to smoke. The world becomes fuzzy if you have enough people can begin to look almost cartoonish. You usually laugh a lot (Even though i didn't show that side of Zero... I didn't let him smoke enough I guess lol) your voice becomes raspy and dry sounding. Your eyes become red and chink (half open).