Love is never fair.

He sat on the edge of his bed with his head in his hands and shoulders heaving up and down from the heavy sobs that over whelmed him. He was giving up. He could not do it anymore. His body was becoming weak and he had given every sign he could of love to Shuichi. He remembered the kiss on the balcony in new york and sobbed harder. It wasn't fair. He wanted him no, he needed him. Ryuichi finally opened his eyes to a massive blur and blinked his eyes. He had been crying for hours since he had turned on the TV in his room watching Shuichi perform his first gig at the club house. Every time Ryuichi heard his voice he remembered the day his heart first fluttered and he fell in love instantly.

"Shuichi...i..." Ryuichi Whimpered as Shuichi sang the longest note in the song and ended with a perfect smile of completion and success on his face.

A tear ran down his perfect soft complexion as his heart shattered and his head fell once again into his hands.

Shuichi sat on the end of his lovers bed. once again Yuki Eiri the most popular romance novelist in japan was working himself to death on the keyboard. Shuichi could not take it anymore. He loved the angelic blonde so much that it would kill him to see him dead but Yuki was cold and unloving and he had cheated on shuichi more times then shuichis poor heart could even bare. It was not fair. Shuichi had given everything to yuki and the only thing yuki wanted was sex. Shuichi looked out the small crack in the door hearing the tap tap of the keyboard. That was it. Shuichi slowly got up and went to the small dresser which held some of his belongings.

" If yuki cannot love me... then he does not deserve me." at that the keyboard stopped but shuichi did not hear and kept packing pieces of clothing and notebooks in his small orange back pack.

" ill go stay with hiro for a while.. I'm sure he wont mind.. he hates this asshole anyway." As shuichi slipped on his worn red converses a creaking was heard and shuichi turned his head to see a silhouette of yuki.

"where do you think you are going you damn brat."

shuichi tried his best to look brave. " I'm going out for a while." shuichi tried to walk past yuki but he had grabbed his wrist with a painful death grip.

" if you walk away from me shuichi..you realize the press will hear about our break-up."

shuichis eyebrows went into a angry stance.

" what the hell do you care... you never loved me anyway. go back to praying to Yuki Kitzawa. Im sure one day he would love to show you his face in hell anyway."

Eiri stunned by shuichis cold words let his hand slip and he fell to his knees. shuichi did not dare to look at his long but was lover and walked away out the door to what used to be home.

XD! i know it was a very short chapter but i wanted to make sure that everyone would be ok with this story before i decided to spill my heart and time over it. I realize at this point its very confusing at how the story might play out but trust me it will get better.

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