Dear Readers,
Oh this is so hard to say… I'm sure most of you have probably caught on that I'm done with this story. I had so many great ideas for it, and everytime I got a new review I wanted to update. But I've simply lost sight of the plot and where I want to go with it. I do hope you understand. I'll leave it up on fanfiction just incase I feel like picking it back up, so you can think of this as more like a long term hiatus. If you really enjoyed my writing, as I hope you do, I am going to start working on a new ff. I'm hoping to have the first chapter up tonight! So please don't lose hope with me… I look forward to all of your reviews for my next story. Just so you're intrigued I'll give you a lil' sneak peek! xoxo
(not sure exactly what I want the thing to say so bare with me)
(EdwardXBella)
"Edward, how long are you going to keep the lies up? I want answers. Now. I actually have a future and I need to know where you are in it. I can't keep risking everything I've worked for, for some… fling." Bella's big, brown eyes were soft, but she was serious. I didn't want to keep lying to her, but there were some things she wasn't ready to know.
"You know I love you, Isabella. I can't… I can't tell you what happened. I wish, so badly, that I could."
Tears were forming, "Okay. I understand."
"You do? Bella! That's great! I knew you would!" I went to wrap my arms around her, but she turned away.
"When you decide I'm important enough to you, I'll be there. But for now, Edward, I have to go and live my life. I'm sorry."
I don't know what came over me. I wanted to stop her, pull her into my arms and kiss her, tell her everything, but I froze and watched the love of my life walk away.
And that's what I have for you. That's really a sneak peek… hahaha that won't show up in the story for quite some time. Guess maybe I should say spoiler? I hope you all enjoy the new story. Expect it late tonight, early tomorrow. Depends on how much time I get it! I miss hearing from all of you! And… I am looking for a beta for this story, a beta or two. I want one that is VERY experienced and that I can count on. I'm not really sure how "finding a beta" works, but if you are interested shoot me a PM. I will ask for a sample of your writing, and I'll want to know why you think you'll be good and what you can do for me. I mean business. Love you all!
~BetterinBlack1234