Author's Note:

Okay, can I just start off by saying I'm really really sorry it's taken this long to get the second chapter onto Fanfic, I will try and get chapter three up without the three month wait. X

Also, thank you so much to everyone for your reviews, they really mean a lot to me.

Hope you like this chapter x

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Look away children...

Oh, and change of POV. We're now with Bella

Chapter Two

After finally getting dressed (and after Jake eventually stopped trying to persuade me to get back into bed with him), we had sat down in his cramped little kitchen, and been served breakfast by a decidedly silent Billy.

I quickly sent off a text to Charlie... I didn't particularly fancy having to explain why I was here as soon as I got home...

I had then said my goodbyes and driven home.

Charlie was there. Which was weird... I guess he had had the day off.

I parked next to the cruiser, and walking inside I found Charlie eating ( - apparently non take-out - ) food, and watching ESPN.

"Hi Ch - Dad! I'm home." (Mental 'duh'.)

"Hey! How was staying at the Blacks?" He asked

"It was... fun. Me and Jake watched TV all night and then went to bed..."

Not to mention the mind blowing sex, with Billy just three doors down.

"Cool... Where'd you sleep?"

Crap.

"... I slept with Jake... He snores really loud though." I giggled. Yeah... He's loud alright...

"Oh, that's nice... So how is Jacob?"

"He's good. He wants me to come back later today I think. After i shower and change."

"Oh... Cool."

Awkward pause in conversation.

"...Right, well, I'd better go get ready."

" - Yeah, yeah, umm, have a good time."

"Uh, will do Dad."

I practically sprinted upstairs..

I hoped I hadn't tipped Charlie off that me and Jake had been doing a bit more than watching Friends re-runs...

I really couldn't tell whether his lack of comment on my trip to the Blacks' was just his usual 'man-of-few-words' way of asking me about my day, or if my armature attempt at leaving bits of the truth out had made him suspicious...

I went to the bathroom took off my clothes and dropping them in the wash – bin.

I turned on the shower, pleased to find that Charlie had not used all the hot water, and jumped in.

Examining my reflection I saw I had slight bruising on my neck, and a bit more on my hips.

If I wore my hair down hopefully Charlie wouldn't notice...

I thought about Jacob, and what we'd done.

I wondered if he was a virgin, or if he just knew what he was doing... He'd been great.

I liked the animal side of him, but I could tell he had tried to keep in control last night... Up until the last part.

I laughed, remembering...

Getting back to business, I washed my hair and got out. I blowdryed my hair, brushing it in an attempt at hiding the purple teeth marks on my neck.

I went into my room and slipped on red panties, some jeans, a black bra and a V - neck shirt.

I wanted to see Jacob but I needed to kill some time. I didn't need to give Charlie more reason to be suspicious..

So I started my computer. While it was starting up, I started clearing up my room.

I normally kept it pretty tidy, but lately I hadn't been spending much time up here, apart from getting ready in the mornings and sleeping. (What with the frequent visits to see Jacob, not to mention school/work.)

I pulled open the door of my wardrobe, shoes spilling out... Along with a black bag.

Ah, the black bag full of the presents from my disastrous 18th birthday.

I leaned against the door, preparing for the wave of pain that usually hit me when I thought of Edward...

I waited.

Nope, still no crippling pain.

... What?

I stood straight and started pulling out the objects from the bag.

I remembered them. Each of them reminding me of the giver.

The plane tickets from Esme and Carlisle...

And the CD player that Emmett had fitted in my car... The wires stuck out of the box in a way that didn't look healthy...

I decided not to question how or why I wasn't currently doubled over in pain... Like my heart was being ripped out of my chest... I would just enjoy it while it lasted.

I considered opening the shiny silver boxes which I hadn't opened in time. Just out of curiosity.

And decided against it.

Instead, I walked over to my window, opened it, and dropped the bag-full of presents out.

They landed next to the porch. I'd have to remember to put them in the trash.

After a minuet, I turned and sat at my desk. A million pop-ups had opened while I had been de-cluttering. I closed each of them, clicking the email icon when I was done.

Five years later, my email home-screen appeared, telling me I had an email from Renee:

Bella

Whats going on? you haven't emailed me in 2 days. I'm getting worried.

Hows Jacob doing? and Charlie? do anything fun recently? i miss you. Me and Phil just bought a new car... well new to us... it's used but its nice. It's a 2006 something. I just know its a Voltswagon. Phil gets all technical and confuses me. Email me soon... I'm worried.

I thought back.

All of my talking had been to a minimum, even when I was happy with Jacob. So I decided to e-mail about every detail of what had happened.

Mom

Sorry I haven't emailed. I've been busy.

I fell in love. again. but this time its right. You can probably guess who it is.

I kissed Jacob and everything fell into prospective. I love him, so im with him. ;) I'm happier now. I feel complete with Jake around...

Jacob couldn't be happier with the decision. He's practically radiating with joy.

Charlie's okay. He doesn't know about me and Jake yet... I'm gonna keep it from him until we have it all sorted... It hasn't quite sunk in for me yet..

I haven't done anything too fun recently. Jake took me for a walk on the beach. It was beautiful and we got stuck in a storm. I had to stay the night at his house.

something big happened.

DO NOT TELL CHARLIE! This is a mother daughter thing, and since I'm 18 I figured I was old enough to make my own decisions on this matter.

But me and Jacob decided to go all the way. I lost my virginity to him. last night. DON'T TELL CHARLIE!

I will tell him when the timing is right, but yeah mom. It was amazing. I'm really in love with him. He's 16, but he's really mature. He's perfect for me.

He healed my Edward wounds. I love him so much!

What kind of voltswagon? Jacob fixed a Voltswagon Rabbit. He built it all himself. It runs good too. And mom, no need to worry. I'll email when I get time. I promise.

I love you.

Bella xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I wondered to myself if she would be mad about the sex. But I felt like I had to tell someone.

I sent it and went downstairs. I saw that Charlie was still watching TV, his plate sitting on the coffee table. I went in and surreptitiously picked it up, intending to wash it up with the rest of the dirty cutlery that had somehow accumulated while I had been gone.

Charlie gave me an odd look as I went to pick up his plate.

"I thought you were going up to Jacob's?"

"Um, yeah, I was just emailing Renee... Thought I might wait around to see if she emailed me back. You know how she gets if I don't reply immediately."

I tagged a laugh onto the end of my sentence. It sounded fake even to me.

"Okay, when do you think you'll be leaving?" He was now completely ignoring the TV... His attention focused on me.

"Uh, a few minuets time? Why?"

Oh fabulous, now I sounded guilty.

"Just wondered if you were gonna have lunch before you left. Don't want Billy to think I don't feed you." He said smiling.

"Yea – yes, I'll have something before I go. You don't need anything do you?"

"Just had lunch," He said, indicating to the plate in my hands. "you don't have to do the dishes you know, I was gonna do them straight after this game."

His attention was now back with the TV, I silently thanked ESPN

"No, I might as well..." being as they will be sitting there when I get back anyway... "I'll say bye before I go!"

"Okay, thanks." He said, not looking up from the screen.

After I had washed up the mountain of dishes etc in the sink, I went to see if I'd got an email back from Renee.

Sure enough...

Bella,

I'm happy that your happy... and I'm really happy you moved on after Edward... Jake seems to be doing some good in you.

Your sure the sex was your idea, not Jakes? Young men can be so pushy sometimes...

It's a big decision, and sometimes one you'll regret. I'm not scolding you... your old enough to choose, but why so soon?

Jacob sounds like a good guy, and I couldn't think of a better person for you to be with though.

It's a voltswagon bug by the way... Jacob built an entire car himself? Amazing.

Well I have to gooo... Phils ready to go for lunch.

I love you.

Be safe.

I was glad my mother approved of Jacob, even if she had only heard about him through me (and probably Charlie). I should get him to come with me to visit her sometime.

I was also glad she wasn't mad at me about the sex thing.

It kind of hadn't come up while I was in Phoenix...

Mom,

I think that Jacobs the one, and I wanted to and he wanted to so... we did.

Thank you. For the approval. I'm glad you like him. He's beautiful, he's an Indian. He lives over in La Push. He had absolutely gorgeous skin.

I'll send you pics... Or maybe you should meet him sometime.

I would like that a lot.

I will be safe, don't worry

Bella xxxxxxxxxxxx

I decided it was time to leave for Jakes house.

I went downstairs, stepping into the living room quickly to say bye to Charlie.

He didn't seem at all worried or even interested. I took this as a good sign...

Closing the door behind me, I picked up the bag of reminders of Edward, and dumped it in the trash.

I got in my truck, carefully backing out onto the road.

I felt like I had been away from Jacob for days instead of hours... I drove as fast as the truck would allow, and as I pulled up outside Jakes house, I saw Billy making his was towards me.

I got out.

"Hey Bella... Back so soon?" He said, looking half amused, half disgruntled.

"There's not much to do back at mine... And I promised Jake I'd see him later." I said

"Well I think Jacob's out in the woods..." I didn't doubt in wolf form. "...but I'll call someone to tell him your here."

He rolled himself up the ramp, into the house. I followed.

He dialed a few numbers on the phone hanging in the kitchen. Within a few seconds someone answered.

"Emily?" He asked

"...Yeah, if you see Sam tell him to tell Jacob to come home? Bellas here... Oh, alright.. Thanks Emily." He hung up

"Shouldn't be anymore than ten minuets... I'm headed over to the Clearwaters. If he's not here in half an hour give me a call and I'll have someone go look for him."

"Thanks. Billy." He smiled at me and went out. Closing the door behind him.

I sat down on the couch turning on the TV. I didn't really watch, I couldn't seem to concentrated.

I was worrying about Jacob...

Suddenly I heard a howl, and I knew it was Jacob.

The door banged open and he strode into the room. He grinned at me and I felt my heart stop for a minuet...

- Jacob's point of view -

I strode over to her, pulling her into a tight hug. I was pleased that she wanted to see me again so soon.

I wondered aloud where Billy was. I didn't want to think about the conversation I'd just had with him, but Bella would want to know.

"He left a few minuets ago..." She was saying. "He phoned to get you over here, and said he was going to the Clearwaters' and left."

"Oh."

"What's wrong?" she asked, looking me in the face.

I decided to lie.

"No... nothings wrong." I answered leaning to her lips and kissing her. With any hope it would distract her a little.

"There's something, I can tell... You might as well just tell me."

"Well...Okay... Billy this morning, after you left, asked me if I had sex with you... I would have just admitted it but I figured Charlie would have a cow."

"Ooh... So he heard us?"

"No, he heard me snarling... I don't know how he missed you unless he's too embarrassed to admit he did. But hes all suspicious..."

"Well, he can't be that suspicious if he left us here all alone..."

She said smiling, sliding her fingers up and down my stomach. It twitched a little and she smiled at the movement... I wanted her then. Bad,

and she seemed to want it too...

I jumped to my feet.

"What are you doing?" She asked smiling,

"I'm gonna make the bed, and then I'm gonna fuck you in the bed." I answered.

She blushed a little. I rarely ever swore around her. But usually my mouth was something only a sailor had.

I ran upstairs, carrying her over my threshold, and sat her in the rocking chair at the foot of my bed.

I walked out, grabbing the sheets I had washed this morning, and walked back in. I made the bed as fast as I could, grabbing her hand. Pulling her onto the bed with me.

I was on top of her as fast as I could get there... I wanted her

My body had been aching for her all day. My lips crashed into hers and we were instantly kissing, our tongues entwined.

I pushed back, slipping off her shirt and bra. Her breasts were a little bruised from last night, but no human eyes would have detected it.

I growled deep and loud as Bella ran her hands all over me.

I could feel myself shaking... I was loosing myself again, but this time I knew what to expect, so I let Jacob go away and the wolf in me take over.

I rolled over and pulled Bella on top of me. She was surprised but I could tell she wanted to be on top. She liked it.

I rubbed her thighs, unzipping her pants she slipped them off...

God, I was throbbing... I pulled her tiny red panties off, not waiting for her.

A growl escaped me as I got a full on look of Bella naked.

She leaned down on top of me, running her fingers over my muscled chest. Pushing herself against me.

I ran my fingers through her silky dark hair, kissing her as I did.

I wanted her. She wanted me.

She moaned lightly against my lips as she kissed me.

I could guess what she was thinking...

"Bella..." I whispered

"What...?" I wasn't quite sure how to ask, so I motioned downwards, hoping she would get it.

She looked a little scared so I quickly back-tracked -

" - You don't have to..." I said quickly

She slid her body down mine and looked at my face for a second.

She blushed a little and slid her hands up my body, which made me all the more harder.

I looked up at the ceiling, trying to relax slightly... And then I felt her take me in her mouth. A groan escaped my lips.

She started going up and down on me, shoving me deep into the back of her throat.

Another groan escaped my lips. I could feel my body tremor.

As Bella sucked me, I could hear light sucking sounds. I couldn't think too hard or I thought my head would explode. She pulled back, her tongue trailing all the way up my erection.

I felt the animal in me rearing it's head... I couldn't relax... I was trying to resist...

Bella's sucking your dick... Haven't you ALWAYS wanted this? You thought about it all the time... Now it's reality... Just let it happen... Relax.

I loved her and she loved me. I couldn't hurt her, so I might as well just enjoy it.

She started again, her tight mouth sucking up and down my dick... I put my hands in her hair and gently guided her movements. She sucked hard.

I wanted nothing more than to just cum, but I pulled her upwards, flipping her over, and pushing her onto the mattress.

She pulled my lips back down to hers', spreading her legs. I was instantly in her, thrusting roughly. She was so tight. I was having a hard time controlling the profanitys that slipped through my teeth.

"Fuck... your so tight..." I growled the words.

"Jacob!.." She screamed my name

"Yeah... Scream my name..." It turned me on when she moaned my name like this.

I started going harder hoping to hear her say it again. She wrapped her legs around my stomach pulling me deep into her. She gasped, grinding herself against me. If I could sweat I would have been.

I leaned down, kissing and sucking along her neck... Her chest... Moving harder.

She was groaning in pleasure. Every time she moaned my name, I moved faster and harder.

I could feel the bed snapping under us. I pulled her up, keeping inside her. She held on with her legs, spreading wider... She wrapped her arms around my neck, while I held her ass up.

I stood up, pressing her against the nearest wall. I slid deeper into her from this position. She moaned my name again... I could feel she was close was close...

She wrapped her legs tighter, I thrust in deep...

I felt her tighten around me, cumming.

"Jacooob... Oooh Christ...Jacob." She moaned, arching her back.

I started cumming in her. I could feel my cum dripping down her leg as the orgasm pulsed through both of us.

I was breathing hard, and a weird sound ripped out of my chest. It was weird in this body... I didn't know I could howl in this body. She moaned a little more and then it was done. I kissed her on the lips.

"Ooh... God, that was amazing." she whispered the words, I smiled.

I was happy that she thought I was good. I slid out of her but keeping her against the wall, kissing her on the lips, sliding my tongue into her mouth.

We kissed for a long time and she kept her legs around me. I moved down her neck kissing it and sucking gently.

"Ooh don't do that unless you want to go for round two." she said breathlessly, smiling seductively up at me.

"Maybe I do... but we'll have to re-locate." I said, grinning in responce.

"When's your dad coming home?"

"Not for a long time..."

"God Jake... you were amazing." She said the words again.

"Lets go shower..." I said smiling.

"I cant stand up... I'm jell-o." She, pulling close against me, looking up through her lashes.

I kissed her again.

"Thats not helping..."

"Ooh, I know." I stood strait, carrying her naked body to the bathroom and setting her down on the counter. I turned on the water, trying to estimate a good temperature... My sense of hot and cold were a little screwed up.

She was staring at me, studying my body. I wanted her again. I was ready.

As she stared into my eyes she leaned over and kissed me.

I kissed her back, carrying her into the shower. I ended the kiss and pulled back smiling lightly at her.

"Bella, Bella, Bella... What are we gonna do with you?"

"I don't know... You tell me." She winked up at me and I leaned in kissing her again.

"What would you like Bella?" I murmured against her lips

"I want you."

"What do you want about me."

"I want you in me."

I growled

She grinned at me

"Oh yeah?"

"Yeah..."

"Tell me why you want me in you"

"Because... Because your amazing. I doubt anyone is better than you. And I want you all to myself..."

I grinned down at her... She liked the way I did it. And she wanted me. Forever apparently.

"So let me get this strait... You want me IN you, because I'm amazing in bed and no ones better... oh, and you want me all to yourself?"

"Yes... Exactly..." I stared into her eyes. I wanted her... But I was having fun.

"Okay... So tell me... What makes me AMAZING?"

She kissed me on the neck and i growled

"The way you move... The way you taste... The sounds you make." We were tangled in each other by the time she finished her sentence.

"Really? What's so good about the sounds I make...?" I growled the sentence, looking deep into her eyes.

"They're so animal... It's wonderful... Especially the one you make when you start cumming..."

"Oh, this one?" A low growl ripped through my chest.

"Yeah... that one..." I kissed her and she pulled herself closer to me.

"So... Tell me Bella.-"

- She cut me off

"Please... Jacob... Just take me... I cant take this any longer..."

I smiled, leaning in, kissing her. It was a kiss of surrender.

I was aching for her, it was getting pretty uncomfortable. I pressed into her thigh and pushed her up against the shower wall... She was wet, rivulets of water ran down her thighs... I slid into her, thrusting hard

She moaned my name loudly as I pushed into her deeper.

She winced. I knew I must be hurting her a little but she didn't seem to mind right now.

She was moaning louder than before as I thrust into her.

I held her hard against the shower wall. She groaned and I knew she was close but she was holding it back.

"Jacob... Fuck me harder..." she groaned... I'd NEVER heard Bella say anything like that. It turned me on.

I shoved deep inside her and moved harder than i really should. But she certainly wasn't complaining. She was screaming out my name now.

I was pretty sure the people on the beach could hear us.

I held her hands over her head, holding her ass up with my free hand.

She was really close, I could feel her twitching around me, but she was trying to fight it. I didn't know if she wanted me to make it easy for her to hold back or not. So I kept going.

I was close, a snarl ripped through my chest as I pumped into her. I felt her start to tighten around me. She was loosing her battle

"Stop..." She groaned the word. I slowed.

"Did I hurt - ?"

" - No... I... I just want this to last longer... than three minutes..." She panted.

I leaned in, kissing her sensually, still thrusting slowly and softly inside of her.

She moaned...

"Ooh Jacob... That feels so good..." She groaned the words.

I pressed my lips to her neck, kissing while pushing into her.

I wasn't fucking her anymore. I was making love to her.

She liked it.

I moved slow inside her, she was groaning long drawn - out moans. I sucked on her neck, nibbling down to her collar bone.

"Jacooob..." She moaned

"Want me to stop?" I whispered

She shook her head quickly. I moved down licking all the way up again.

I could think more clearly when I had sex with her like this

"Jacoooob..."

"Do you like it?" I asked. Wondering if she wanted it harder.

"... It feels so good." she moaned into my hair.

I kissed her on the lips, still moving slowly in and out of her.

She moaned against my mouth. I let her arms go. She clutched at my back, dragging her nails into my skin. It didn't bother me. It healed almost as soon as she did it.

I felt her tighten around me again... she was close. I'd been close the entire time. I was just waiting on her.

"Jacooob..." She groaned. I moved a little harder but at the same pace and then she clenched around me, screaming my name.

I started cumming right after her and I exploded. A snarl ripped through my chest. She moaned my name for what seemed like forever and then she was done.

I slid out of her and held her to me. I was still throbbing from orgasm.

She held her legs around me, kissing me deep. It was seductive. And made me want her again, but I was lucky to get it twice in a day.

I don't think she would last three.

The way she kissed told me she was no where near done though. I smiled, pulling back

"Jacob...?" She asked

"... Don't tell me three times..."

"Yeah... I want it again." She said, grinning mischievously up at me.

I smiled and pressed her against the wall.

"I'm not gonna last three times in a row." I lied, as I kissed a trail through her breasts and moved back to her lips.

She looked a little sad. I laughed at her expression. Deciding to please her.

I layed her down in the shower, leaning in on top of her again, kissing.

I kissed a trail down her body. Okay, so she wanted another orgasm...

I was willing to try

I slid down and kissed down her thigh, lightly biting her soft skin.

I moved in, gently spreading her legs. I slid my finger past her clit, licking it lightly... She moaned.

I didn't know if I was gonna be any good at this, but I was good at everything else so far...

I licked up through her again... She tasted good. I slid one finger into her, while I did it and then another as I licked her.

She started cumming in less than three minutes. I slid up her body and she laughed lightly.

"Jacob..." She said kissing me on the lips. I kissed her back, pulling her against me and standing up.

"Jacob, that was amazing..." She whispered against my skin as we got out of the shower.