Chapter 4

Jakes pov

It's been a few days since I have kissed Edward. I did think much of it there wasn't what one would call a spark. It was a kiss and nothing more. I wasn't gay. I wasn't gay at all everyone experiments and he was my experiment.

I came home from school and put my bag on the floor. I jumped as my phone vibrated in my pocket. It was Alice

"Hello?" I said puzzled as to why she was calling

"What would happen if one of us broke the treaty and crossed over to the reservation?" Alice asked quickly

"What?" I said confused

"Well Edward is being all emo and decided to pay you a visit" Alice explained

"Whoa hold on when is he coming." I said not yet letting the information sink in.

"He's coming after sundown but he was going to break in your house before you go to bed." Alice continued.

"Why?" I was so confused this was all very random.

"He wants to talk to you" she said plainly

"He can't just call me." I respond

"It's Edward. Being stalker-ish is his thing" Alice says back

"I will meet him at the border when he leaves" I say trying to resolve the whole thing.

"Oh he already left." Alice adds

"SHIT!" I said I hung up the phone and got out the house as fast as I could.

I was in wolf-form rushing through the trees when it hit me. Why was I going out of my way for Edward? I was all stressed out panicking over whether or not I would make it. Praying that he wouldn't get caught. Why would it matter if he crossed the border and started something? All that would happen is they would get kicked out of the state and he would be depressed somewhere else. I didn't really want to admit it but

I didn't want him to leave.

This little epiphany had me creeped out a chill ran down my spine. Escaping my trance I realized I was approaching the border. I couldn't hear him. I ran thinking out loud hoping he was close by. We needed to talk not for my sake but for his sake too I was positive that if anyone else from the pack found Edward then they would use it as an excuse to kill him were he stood.

I was losing hope. He wasn't anywhere to be found my heart was sinking slowly. I sat down to rest and let out one loud long howl. While my face was aimed toward the sky the wind began to blow my fur flowed in the wind. It was then it hit me. It was the scent of flowers it was sweet and comforting. And I followed it I ran as fast as I could.

"EDWARD!" I screamed mentally.

"Jacob!"Edward screamed in excitement.

I ran toward the sound of his angelic voice. As he came into view my heart skipped a beat. He was smiling from ear to ear showing off his perfect teeth. But as I came closer instead of elated I found myself angry.

"What the hell were you thinking" I thought.

"I wanted to see you" he responded

"So you were going to cross the border break the treaty and put everyone's safety in jeopardy just because you wanted to see me?" I thought trying to make sense of what he was going to do.

"Look, I know it sounds weird but let me explain." Edward said reassuringly

"Please do." was my response

"I was thinking about our kiss and it just felt right."

"Wow that's not cliché at all." I thought back sarcastically. I was looking straight at him. This meeting was not playing out like he had planned and you could see it on his face.

"Jake I love you" Edward admitted

"Whoa! Back up there Romeo." I took a step back. "Two weeks ago we couldn't stand each other, and now you are all over me?" I pointed out.

" Jake please listen to me" Edward looked as if he was going to cry his plan was falling apart so he had no choice but to switch to plan B: emo .

"Fine." I said reluctantly

"Jacob you saved me from my biggest mistake I ever had made in my immortal life. And by doing that you showed me what I was looking for in this life. And that's you. You are everything that I want and need. You are just … perfect and I couldn't ask for a better person so Jake would you please turn back into a human so I can kiss you again, something I have waited so long to do." Edward looked so sweet and sincere I almost melted staring into his golden eyes time stopped. And realizing what he just said I came crashing back to earth.

"HELL NO!"

"Whats wrong"

"Edward please doesn't take this the wrong way but….how do I say this… YOUO NEED HELP you are just too confused and obsessed. When you have someone to call your own. You take it literally. You can't devote yourself tone person just because you they did you a favor. And when it came to Bella that wasn't' love it was some hopeless slut clinging to an insecure unstable person. You said at yourself you just loved her smell she wasn't pretty there was nothing desirable about Bella she was just your beard that anchored you to your own little closet. And now that you are ready to date a guy you can't just skip it all and run into the sunset. And another thing WATCHING SOMEONE SLEEP IS NOT ROMANTIC IT IS CREEPY. You need a serious reality check." I took an unnecessary breath, this mental rant was a load off my shoulders. But as I took another look at Edward I realized he was in major pain. I felt like a total dick for saying that but it was something he needed to hear.

"I see" Edward said shocked and hurt "I guess I better go"

"Wait" I called after him

"No its fine I get it now" Edward turned back to me tears rolling down his face rapidly. He continued to walk away.

Turned back into my human form to get his attention and let him know I was serious.

"Edward wait" I said out loud stern and seriously I wasn't going to be weak now.

It worked he stopped and faced me he look Edward at me from head to toe admiring my perfect form pausing at my abs because I'm just sexy like that. I could see now why he loved me, I would to if I where him, but getting back to the story.

"I'm up here" I said it was a small joke to make this serious moment kiss serious. It worked his tear soaked cheeks rose as he smiled at my joke

"Sorry." He chuckled

I began to walk toward him we were inches apart when I said

"Look I'm sorry that I flipped out on you. We could happen but it will take some work."

"What are you trying to say" Edward was staring into my eyes. I looked back into his. They were creepy who has gold eyes? Why was Bella so intensely fascinated with his gold eyes? Seriously if you read the actual book she can't shut up about Edward and when she was not talking about his perfect body then she was talking about his perfect eyes and how they are so beautiful. I saw the eyes of a monster but my answer to his question was

"I'm trying to say that even thought you have your creepy moments I still like you." I smirked

"And my monster eyes" Edward mentioned my little mental rant.

"Oh you heard that, sorry" I blushed

"Its fine" he smiled that beautiful glistening smile as his cheeks rose I took a second look at the stubble on his chin it reminded me of hobo and his skin was like sour cream cold and really white.

"So are you gonna keep staring at my face or are you going to kiss me" I said I was great at making smart remarks

He took a step closer to me and he wrapped his arms around me and placed a simple sweet kiss on my lips. He kissed me and I felt on top of the world in his arms I was unstoppable. I broke the kiss and I took a breath and I felt a breeze. I shivered as the breeze went below my waist took a step back and said

"I got to go"

"Alright I'll call you later" Edward said with a smirk.

"Ok" I said be fore I shifted and ran off into the trees. As I was heading home I realized what I just did.

"Shit." I thought "Alice was right"

A/N: Sorry there was not as much parody in this chapter but there will be more later on in the next chapter. And im also sorry for the long wait my computer was busted and it had to get fixed and it took a while. Thanx for favoriting the story. And please review not just the chapter but the story in general let me know how I am doing as a whole.