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Chapter Eleven

Tony….

The car ride home was taken in complete silence. I don't think either one of us knew what to say. I stole a few furtive glances at Gibbs profile, eyes straight ahead, back ram-rod straight; he was back in marine mode. What if he was starting to regret what we were becoming? He had barely said anything while Ducky looked me over, a few grunts here there, typical Gibbs. I turned and stared out the window and thought of my father. How can one man be so evil? I began to think back on my childhood, things that at the time I didn't pick up on, now began to make sense. All the times I blacked out and couldn't remember what had even happened to cause all the physical damage to my body. Could the bastard have drugged me?

"Tony, we're home." I turned to look at Gibbs, and indeed we were sitting in the driveway engine silent. I needed to get a grip. "You okay?" He asked laying a hand on my shoulder and giving a light squeeze.

"Yeah boss, I'm good." I quickly turned and opened the door feeling his hand slide off my shoulder and hit the empty seat. I felt like I was going to break down, I didn't want him to see me like this. I was broken, damaged, if he didn't know already I was sure he got the idea when he saw the photo album. This was too much, it was all too much, I had nowhere to hide, and it was all out there for the world to see. Poor DiNozzo, beaten and bruised, his daddy didn't love him, so he beat the hell out of him took some pictures and said hey, maybe there are some more sick fucks out there that actually like looking at stuff like this, let's charge admission. I was still standing at the door of the car, by then Gibbs had come around and stood facing me. I hadn't even heard him approach.

"Stop it." I looked up in surprise.

"What?"

"I know that look DiNozzo, stop it, this was not your fault. You were a child. It's his fault, not yours." He reached down and took my hand in his pulling me towards the front door. Once inside he closed the door, and for the first time ever I saw him turn the deadbolt. He released me long enough for us to take off our jackets and shoes, and then he interlaced his fingers with mine and led me up the stairs to his room. He motioned for me to get on the bed; he then went to the other side and joined me. We sat side by side for a while, neither of us saying anything.

"If it takes the rest of my life Tony, you will know that you are loved, and cared for. You're not alone in this anymore, and if it takes my last breath, I will see that your father pays for every scar he ever thought about marking you with." His voice was gravely with a hint of steel to it, and when I turned to look at him, I could see the truth burning in his eyes. This man would kill or be killed for me, and that's when I knew for sure I was going to make it, I would be okay as long as he was with me. I lifted my hand to his cheek and he covered mine with his.

"I won't let him break me Jethro." We stared at each other, an unspoken vow between us. Senior would not win. He slowly pulled my head towards him and opened my mouth with his own .His tongue felt like velvet against mine, little shoots of electricity started at my toes licking all the way up to my thighs. A moan escaped my lips as he moved to my neck. All thoughts fled my mind, I could only feel Gibbs lips on my skin, and I wanted more. I started unbuttoning my shirt with one hand, encouraging Jethro with the other. How many buttons did this damn shirt have anyway? Sensing my frustration Gibbs stopped and pulled his shirt over his head then helped me with mine. When it was finally off he sat back and looked at me.

"Are you ready for this Tony? It doesn't have to be tonight." I reached out and laid my palm on his chest covering his heart.

"I'm in love with you Gibbs. I know it's too soon, but I need you to know what all this means to me. I've never had anyone say the things you've said to me. I trust you; I want you to make love to me." Gibbs stared into his eyes for a second longer then placed his hand over mine.

"I've felt like this for a while Tony, and I don't care how soon it is I love you to."

I had always imagined our first time as being this explosive thing, like fireworks going off on the fourth of July, but nothing prepared me for the real thing. Gibbs took my hand from his chest and brought to his lips palm open giving it a feathery kiss. Coming forward on all fours he pushed me back onto the mountain of pillows. "Stay." He said getting off the bed long enough to take his pants off. I leaned up getting ready to be rid of mine to when he laid a hand on my chest pushing me back down. "I said stay." I could already feel the beginnings of an erection, and he hadn't even touched me properly yet. "I wanna' take my time, I don't want to rush, slow and easy baby." His voice sounded like sex, all gravel and sin. I was now sporting a full-fledged woody and was biting my lip. I could probably cum right now just listening to him speak. He straddled me then, still in boxers, but I could tell by the tent in front they wouldn't be there long. My pants were beginning to get really uncomfortable at this point, but I couldn't move, couldn't breathe. Gibbs was looking at me like a starving man and I was his next meal.

"Please…" I whispered the word but I knew he heard me. He leaned down slowly taking his time drawing it out. "Jethro, I need you." I was almost begging. Finally his mouth found mine, and I was burning for him. I tried to speed up the pace but Jethro was having none of it. He moved to my neck, under my ear licking and sucking, his hands seemed to be everywhere at once I was in a haze. He continued the path he was on till he hit the waistband of my jeans. He unbuttoned them then slowly pulled the zipper down. I was aching for him to touch me, but he just helped me wriggle out of them. I lay there painting I could feel him watching me, and then his hand was on the inside of my thigh and I almost came off the bed. "Gibbs, please, I need you, please." I had been reduced to talking nonsense.

"I'm right here Tony, just want to look at you, so beautiful." He reached up to the top of my boxers and waited for me to give permission. "This okay?" He asked I nodded unable to form a coherent word. He slid the boxers down, and now I was totally free. He moved off the bed and discarded his as well. He reached into his side table and pulled out some lube. I watched with heavy lidded eyes as he rubbed himself with it. Coming back over to the bed he squirted some in his hands rubbing them together to warm it up. I sat up on my arms and watched as he straddled my legs.

"We're gonna' start out slow with this Tony not too much too fast. Maybe work our way into it, but for right now I want us to enjoy each other, and I want to see your face when I make you cum." I was panting; my heart was beating out of my just, my cock straining towards Gibbs.

"Touch me." It didn't even sound like me, I think I actually growled.

"Close your eyes Tony, just let go and feel." I did as he told me laying back into the mound of pillows. He began to scoot up my legs; every inch of me was sensitized. I let out a moan that didn't even sound human. All I could do was feel Gibbs. The moment he touched me I almost came undone. He massaged me with the lube making sure I was covered in it. He slid up my body then until we were touching hip to hip, chest to chest. I felt Gibbs cock twitch as I looked up into his eyes. I could see his shields start to crumble as I thrust upwards. He captured my mouth with his and he started to move.

"Gibbs, god you feel so good, didn't realize it could be like this." I was breathless; I didn't know how much more I could take.

Gibbs opened eyes that were almost black. "Mine Tony. You Are Mine." He punctuated each word with a thrust of his hips. "Say it." He said.

"Yours Jethro, yours, I've always been yours." He let out what sounded like a roar and reached between our bodies grabbing both our cocks and rubbing them together. "Can't stop Gibbs…so good...aahhh."

"That's it Tony cum for me baby, cum, I love you like this so beautiful when you come undone for me." Gibbs picked up the pace and before long both of us were Cumming.

I was totally spent. Gibbs collapsed on top of me for half a second then rolled off onto his side. Both of us were breathing like we had run a marathon. He propped his head up on his arm and looked at me.

"You okay?" I slowly turned to look at him.

"I have no words to describe what you just did to me." He let out a laugh and rolled off the bed.

"Wanna' hot bath?" I sat up in bed and looked at him. He was smiling, totally relaxed, and I had helped bring out that smile.

"I would love a hot bath."

TBC

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