Uncontrollable Feelings

Hey Astril here, I'm a big fan of Toshiro and Karin as well as Ichigo and Orihime so I decided to make a fanfic of my own. Please comment and rate.

P.S.: please be kind this is my first time writing anything at all. This is the first chapter so please send me your thoughts on the second chapter. Thank you.

I DO NOT OWN BLEACH NOR IT'S CHARACTERS. IT ALL BELONGS TO KUBO TITE!

It was a couple of years after the long winter war with Aizen and the Arrancars, with the last of Aizen's army destroyed everyone was sitting around Orihime's table. Everything was quiet. Ichigo Finally broke the silence.

"So what do we do from here on in? Aizen is defeated, Orihime is safe, the last of the Arrancars are finally gone and Soul Society isn't falling into chaos."

Ichigo pulled the auburn haired goddess closer. Ichigo looked down into the beautiful warm grey eyes that had become as familiar to him as his own. The bright haired teenage boy was so wrapped up staring into his beautiful goddesses eyes that he almost didn't notice when Captain Toshiro Hitsugaya of the 10th squad rose from the table and headed towards the door.

"Oi! Where are you going? We have to plan what we will do next and what will happen to Soul Society with it missing so many Captains." Ichigo called.

"I will let you figure out what to do next I, being a Captain, have better things to do."

"But this is you duty isn't it? To figure out who would be able to fill in position of Captain."

"It's is not my duty to worry about the other squads that are not my own and since my squad isn't falling apart you do not need me here."

"But where are you going Toshiro?"

"It's Hitsugaya-taicho to you Kurosaki-san and I don't recall having to inform you on my decisions, but if you MUST know I am going for a walk. ALONE." he said shooting a glare at Rangiku, as she stood to accompany him.

"But taicho!"

"I don't want to hear it Rangiku, you stay here and don't follow me, that's an order."

He flash stepped from the room.

"What the hell was that about?" Renji said while staring out the door that Toshiro had just left through.

"The taicho has been out of sorts lately…..I don't know what is bothering him, he won't talk to me about it. It's best if we just leave him to his own thoughts, let him work things out."

Rangiku was also looking out the door.

Taicho what has gotten into you lately? You used to talk to me about whatever was bothering you…but now you seem like a stranger…..I hope you can find the solution to whatever is bothering you.

Rangiku turned back to the table to continue to talk to her friends new and old.

He flash stepped from roof top to roof top, not knowing where he was going or what he was running from. He came to an abrupt stop realizing that his feet had some how carried him to the very place where the source of his problems had started. Karin Kurosaki. He could not get the raven-haired girl out of his head, no matter how hard he tried. He sat looking into the sunset.

It's so beautiful, in Soul Society the sunsets are never this full of colour and beauty. It looks exactly the way it did when I first met Karin….she was running to get her soccer ball, the sun making her hair a mix of so many colours. She looked like she was from another world, just in the way she ran towards me. WAIT SNAP OUT OF IT TOSHIRO! You can't have these feeling for a human girl. It's just not done.

He gave a gutsy sigh as he went back to looking at the sunset. Putting his hands behind him he leaned back gazing wistfully at the sunset. He started from his position at the familiar reiatsu he felt coming towards him.

Karin. CRAP! Why did she have to be here! I can't get her out of my head as it is, I don't need to see her now!

He looked up just in time to see her walking towards him, she was looking down at something in her hand so she didn't see him yet. He knew he should leave before she could take notice of him but he couldn't look away. Her hair was still short but now it was styled that way, her bangs came down to cover her right eye, while the rest of her raven-hair was cut so that it flipped out slightly at the tips. Her hair was layered in such a way that it made him want to run his fingers through it to see if it was as soft as it looked. His eyes roamed down her body that was taunt with muscles underneath her creamy sun-kissed skin, making her look soft and supple yet strong at the same time. She filled out in all the right places, she was seventeen now as he recalled. Karin had a perfect hourglass figure, and it was making his mind go blank, he was starting to lose control of everything. She was wearing short shorts that showed off her incredible legs, along with a black halter top that stopped above her waist showing her midriff. Her halter top had a picture of a dragon that looked a lot like Hyourinmaru. Explicit thoughts started to enter his mind as he imagined taking off her skimpy clothes a piece at a time. Seeing if her bra was just as erotic as the rest of her.

No! No! NO! I can't be thinking about that! I should be leaving before she notices me, and before I lose even more control over myself.

Toshiro looked around to see that a light frost had covered the ground and the bulge that had started to form between his legs.

Oh shit! I can't let her see me like this! I can't let her see me at all!

As he started to rise she looked up. He was held captive by her ever changing eyes that couldn't seem to stick to one colour, they were grey, then black, then steel coloured. He had to look away but couldn't seem to move his feet as they started at each other.

Karin's mind had gone blank the moment she had sensed his reiatsu. It had startled her out of her deep thoughts. Now those thoughts had fled her mind as she stared at the man that had been the main focus of her mind for the past six years. She still remembered the way he smelled the last time she had saw him, he smelled of an early winter morning. With gorgeous brilliant silver-white hair that shone no matter where he was. His hair was the only untamed part of him, he kept his cool in every situation even when he was laying on the pavement bleeding after he had been run through by Aizen's zanpakuto. Karin would never forget that moment when she saw him lying there bleeding, he heart had stopped at that moment seeing him dying right in front of her eyes. He had looked up at her with his amazing teal eyes that could never make up their mind if they wanted to be more green or more blue.

"Run away" he had said "You'll get hurt." as he lay there bleeding.

She couldn't believe her eyes as she saw him standing there, he was alive?

"Hey Toshiro! Wait up!"

She couldn't run fast enough. She had to hold him, had to make sure that she wasn't just seeing things again and that this was really Toshiro. As he started to turn she started to yell for him to stop. He turned around again, as she launched herself at him, hitting him so hard that he fell back with her on top of him with her arms around his neck.

"Oi! didn't you hear me calling?"

"Sorry I wasn't really paying attention….wait are you crying?"

Toshiro pulled back to get a better look at Karin's face, only to see tears streaming down her face.

Karin NEVER cries though. Not in all the years I've known her not once have I ever seen her cry.

While Toshiro was wondering why she was crying Karin looked up into his eyes, tears streaming down her face. No matter what she did she couldn't stop the flow of tears. She started to beat her fists against Toshiro's chest still crying while he stared at her.

"Oww! That hurts you know! Why are you beating me! What did I do?"

He was so confused first she launched herself at him pressing her body against his then she's crying and beating her hands against his chest. After that thought had passed through his mind he remember what position they were in and he couldn't move without throwing her off him and potentially hurting her. She was lying on top of him, his legs on either side of her as he held himself up with his arms behind him. She had her face buried in his chest sobbing while she beat her hands against him.

"Y-y-you never even c-came to s-see me. I-I didn't k-know whether y-you w-were dead or n-not! Th-the last t-time I s-saw you w-was when you w-were lying b-b-bleeding on the p-pavement d-dying!"

As Karin sobbed even harder into his chest he realized what she was talking about. The day that he had been severely wounded by Aizen and was waiting for death to come when Karin appeared over him. Shock written all over her face, she had quickly ripped her shirt and his white captain's hiaori to shreds and tried to stop the bleeding that was coming from his chest. He smiled at the memory, even though he thought he was dying the memory had made him happy knowing that she actually cared for him. He sat up more to grab her hands to stop her pounding, he put but her hands in one of his. With his now free hand he tilted her chin up to look at him.

"Thank you for worrying about me Karin. Thanks to you I am alive."

While she was stunned at his words, he leaned his head down to lightly brush her lips with his. Silently asking for permission, when her lips parted slightly he took his chance to deepen the kiss. Moving his lips slowly against hers enjoying the taste of her, she tasted even sweeter that he imagined. She tasted like sweet wine with a hint of strawberries, he angled his head for better access, lightly sliding his tongue along the seem of her lips. Moaning into her mouth when she touched her tongue to his.

Oh my god! Toshiro, Toshiro Hitsugaya is actually kissing me! He tastes just like he smells, like an early winter morning, except his lips are so warm and soft.

Karin was just getting into the kiss when she heard a familiar voice call out her name. She cringed hoping that Toshiro hadn't heard the voice. She wanted him to keep kissing her while holding her hands to his chest. Unfortunately he had heard the voice calling her name, he broke the his and looked into her steel-grey eyes with his teal ones which were slightly darker than normal with an emotion flickering in them that she could not place. Then suddenly he stood up taking her with him, she squeaked in surprise.

Toshiro put her down lightly, kicking himself for what he had just done. If it hadn't been for the person calling Karin's name he would have lost all control over himself . He looked around noticing that the frost was back and that the bulge in his pants was even bigger than before.

"Goodbye Karin." was all he said as he flash stepped away.

"Hey Kurosaki! KUROSAKI! What are you doing over all the way over here? Hey are you ok? You looked a little flushed."

Karin jumped as one of her guy friends came up to her. So HE had been the one calling her! She struggled trying not to punch him in the face for what he had just ruined, but instead she just shook her head.

"Sorry I'm not feeling that well I'm going home, Tell the guys I'll play a game of soccer with them some other time."

As Karin turned around and left her friend standing there starring after her dumbstruck, she was already starting to plan on how to get Toshiro to kiss her again. She started to hum to herself as she realized that she would need Rangiku's help with keeping him here instead of going back to Soul Society. She grinned evilly as she realized he was now a good 3-4 inches taller than she was, and she had noticed that the ground had been coated with frost.

This is going to be fun taking away all his control and making him feel what he was just making me feeling. Be careful Toshiro Hitsugaya I'm not letting you get away that easily.