A/N: Stemmed from a suggestion for a songfic by indubitably-epic. If anyone has anymore songs they want to suggest go ahead, I've just written 2 in about an hour aha! Hope this does the song justice. It's 'Thinking Of You' by Katy Perry =)
Reviews please =D Kelly. X.
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
I watched you from across the room. You looked so alone. All I wanted to do was hold you. Tell you how much I loved you but, I couldn't. You told me to go back to him. Said it was right 'Do the right thing Meredith' you whispered to me as we sat in our supply closet. The one we made so much use of for 3 months. The one I wanted to drag you to right in that moment. But I couldn't. Because I was with him.
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
I never told anyone about us. Not even Cristina. It was our little secret. I swear I can see tears in your eyes as this song plays. I think you know that I requested it. Derek doesn't. He'll never know. He doesn't see me watching you. I don't think anybody does. I'm quite the expert at watching you from a far by now. It's been a month since the end of you and me.
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Derek pulled me into a kiss. I know he loves me. And I do love him he's just, not you. It's not his lips I want it's yours. I miss the softness of your kisses. The taste of your tongue on mine. I really try not to think of you, I try so hard. But now I'm watching as you wipe a tear from your cheek. I think you saw us. I'm sorry it hurts you. It hurts me too.
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into…
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
You catch my eye. I think you know I'm watching you. I mouth I miss you and you look away. It's ok. I know you miss me too. If I could go back I would tell you to shut up. To stop telling me to do the right thing. That I'm sick of doing the right thing. That I should just do the wrong thing, move away from Derek's embrace and kiss the hell out of you. But I won't. You'd hate me for it. I don't want you to hate me.
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay…
I'll never forget you or the time we had together. I'll always think of you. No matter who I'm with. I'll wait for you forever. For you to come to me and take me away from this place. Mark is with you now. He's making you laugh. I miss your laugh. I see you take his hand and my heart breaks. I watch you leave with him and I feel ill. Now I really know how you feel. I know I shouldn't but I hope you're thinking of me too. That you'll pretend he's me just like I pretend Derek is you. I'll never stop Addison, thinking of you, loving you, I'll never stop. And in my heart I hope you won't either.