Confuse…

This is confusing…

Rai looked at the birds at the nearby tree, singing its lullaby as if to cheer him up but it doesn't work. Indonesia had gone out earlier to attend the meeting. He's pretty angry when he suddenly stormed out of the room. He took a glanced at the clock. It almost 4 p.m. The meeting must be over by now.

Then, the door being opened revealed a tanned skin, dark brown hair and eyes woman. She went in and took a seat beside Rai. Her face was sad as she touched the boy's arm. Rai turned to her and smiled.

"What's wrong, sis? Why are you sad?"

Philippines gave out a sighed. "I'm worry about you and Nesia. Nesia seemed angry during meeting. He's being intimated along the meeting even Netherland afraid of him…" she said as she giggling at Netherland's face earlier.

Rai scoffed as he giggled along with his sister. "Really? He's afraid of his own ex-territory?" they continued to giggle with each other before both of them fell into silent. Philippines decided to break it.

"What were you doing with America that had made Nesia to mad?" Immediately, Rai's face went down. His old feelings came back.

"Sis… What is love?" he suddenly asked ignoring Philippines's question.

"Love? Why would you ask?"

"Have you ever experienced once?" he asked as he looked straight to her eyes. Her eyes were widening. She couldn't believe that her brother actually talked to her about something else than country business or about the world. Plus, the topic was interesting. She smiled as she patted his head.

"Yes, dear. I did experienced long time ago…"

"Yeah? To whom?" he asked curios.

Philippines coughed in her fist as her cheeks tinted pink. "T-That was a s-secret…" she answered as her eyes looked everywhere except for the nation in front of her.

His face fell as he looked at the floor. "Then, what does it felt like?"

Philippines returned her gazed to her brother. He was serious about it. "Hmm… How do I explain…? How do you feel this lately?"

"Me? Erm… I don't know… Confused, uncomfortable and excited… I think… Why?"

Philippines smiled as she closed her eyes and turned to the front. "See… You fell in love…"

Rai shocked hearing his sister words. "What? But I hate those feelings! It's… unwanted…" Philippines giggled as her brother face went red and he looked like a lost puppy. 'How's cute!' she thought as she stroked his hair gently.

"You are fallen in love but you denied it. You can't deny the feelings because it will come whenever you across or see the person that you love…"

"I can't? The person that I love?" he looked at the ceiling and his face suddenly turned redder as if he thought about something that he wasn't supposed to think. He looked at the floor as if it was interesting him and his bangs covered his upper face. Philippines looked at him with curiosity.

"Are thinking about it? The person that you love?" she asked but got nothing except the face that became redder than before. She giggled again. Philippines cupped his cheeks and forced their eyes to meet. She could see that he was indeed cute with those puppy eyes and red face.

"Tell me… Who do you think?" she asked. "Who's make you feel uncomfortable whenever he or she around? Who make you want to kiss him or her there? Who make you felt like it's wrong to have these feelings? Who make you blushed and insane like a mad man?" she asked again with a grinned.

Rai looked at his sister, looking for the answer in her determined eyes and the same time, the image that he really want to see now popped in his head. Yes. That's person. That's the person who made him like a crazy man. Felt uncomfortable. That person was…

Rai mumbled the name and Philippines smiled. She kissed his forehead and looked back in the eyes. "Then, go, little brother. Go, before someone takes him. Before you lose him to somebody else…"

Rai smiled and nodded. They stayed like that for a few seconds before Philippines said, "I think you should do it now… Or else, you will miss him before he got onto his flight…"

Rai laughed at his sister answered causes the Filipino to look at him with confused. "What's wrong? Is there something wrong with my accent?"

He shook and stopped laughing. "No… I think you forgot something. This is his place we at and there's no way he could late for his flight."

"Oh… You're right…" both of them laughed and it was a happy moment for them. Then, both stopped from laughing as they smiled to each other. Then, Philippines stroked his cheeks gently and said, "Just go, will you?"

Rai once again nodded and stood from his place. He then ran to the door and pulled it. Luckily, if he ran straight, he will bumped with Thailand who suddenly appeared there with their fellow ASEAN from behind. Thailand looked at his neighboring country also his closet brother with a smile. "Where are you going, Mas, ana~?"

Rai responded to the nickname that was used by his brother with a smiled as he went to the path on his right. "To fulfill my life!" and ran but stopped to turn at Indonesia who stood beside Thailand. "Nesia! I'm sorry because I had someone else I love. I hope you will meet with the new one that better than me!" and turned back in front.

Indonesia was stunned before Philippines voice came to them. "You had lost Indonesia. At least in his life. Don't worry. You had enough time with him during your younger time. Now, let he be with him during the present time," she said as every nations there shocked at her suddenly appearance. Indonesia smiled as he said, "You're right. I had lost to him. Maybe this is the perfect time for me to let him go…"

'And I hope you will live in a happy life. Not like your mother…' Indonesia thought again.

Finished chapter 11! Yay! Almost at the end! One more chapter! XD And Rai had finally made his decision! But I think this chapter is boring… But it depends on you guys! I love Sis!Philippines!

You noticed that Thailand called him Mas, right? Well, that the shorter version for Malaysia, Mas. Like, Indonesia = Indo/Nesia, Thailand = Thai, Vietnam = Viet, Philippines = Philli and so on!

To The Happy Stalker Bell, thank you for not hating me! XD And sorry about Indo-tan interrupt your moment. That's why I have a surprise for you later in this story.

Next chapter, Chapter 12: Finale: A White Rose means my first and pure love. Rai had made his decision and now on his way to express his feelings.

That's all! All reviews are accepted and it will make me happy! Ciao~