AN: Song – Enigma – Distorted Love

Sasuke smiled wryly at Naruto's unabashed admission.

"What happened to protecting my pure innocence?" He jibed, popping a square of brie into his mouth and chewing slowly, aware of Naruto watching his every move. It thrilled him to be so scrupulously examined, aware of his need for the blonde. He wondered if he really was too needy, certainly knew it was so wrong, which was perhaps the reason it seemed so right.

Naruto hadn't moved at all, yet it seemed to Sasuke that he had swelled in proportion, filling up the room and using up all the air; he felt short of breath and his hands had started sweating.

"Don't just sit there then. I want you to kiss me."

One blonde eyebrow shot up in amusement, but Naruto complied; slowly taking the plate from Sasuke's hands and setting it aside on the low table beside them. He crawled over to where Sasuke sat frozen stiff in his chair and climbed right over into his lap. Naruto was big, much too big to fit neatly into his lap, as Sasuke knew he himself would have barely managed. Naruto towered over him and would have been a submissive act turned overpowering by his bigness.

"Where would you like this kiss?" He bent down to whisper in Sasuke's ear. "here?" he trailed his tongue over the shell of the raven's ear and the latter shuddered. "Or perhaps here?" Sasuke's hair was grabbed, yanked hard and his head snapped back, neck fully exposed. It was here that the blonde attached himself, leechlike, to suck on Sasuke's apple and chuckle darkly at his quiet gasp.

This lasted a few heartbeats, and Naruto slowly made his way down Sasuke's neck to his collarbone, popping a few buttons as the ravenous mouth demanded every nerve in Sasuke's body to acknowledge him.

The raven wasn't quite able to move freely, one hand was pinned under Naruto's knee, the other however, reached out to trail along the taut neck, cheek and nose, touching slowly, trying to map out with his hands the hardness and softness alike. He buried his fingers in Naruto's thick mane and made his way to the silk ribbon holding the length of him together; he pulled this free and a curtain of pale, golden hair fell to his face. He inhaled deeply, reeling from the toxic cocktail of musk and smoke, a smell that was Naruto's entirely.

He looked up, into Naruto's eyes and found uncertainty there, and lust. "Please don't tell me you've changed your mind again." He whispered, voice hoarse. "I think I'd have to kill you if you did."

Naruto laughed then, a soft, low sound that vibrated through them both. He buried his face in the crook of Sasuke's neck "It's not that" he mumbled , turning lightly, one bright eye peeking up at Sasuke. "I am honestly torn. I want you Sasuke, I did from the moment you stepped into this house, but your life really is on the line here; this isn't some fucking fairy-tale, a story where everything turns out allrght. This is a bigoted, hateful world and if anyone gets a whiff of what we did they will make sure your life will be hell form then onwards…" He trailed off, burying himself deeper into Sasuke, one arm possessively curling around him, bringing the raven close. "Sorry for ruining the moment." He smiled sadly.

"You didn't" Sasuke nudged the head with his nose, wanting Naruto to look at him again. "I'm a big boy Naruto, well aware of the dangers and consequences. America is not that different from here as you might expect; certainly my family isn't… So just give me one night Naruto, this one night and I'll be content with that."

Naruto rose, hand still around Sasuke, dragging the raven up with him. He made his way to the bed, Sasuke in tow, and began to undress. The jacket and light shirt made no sound as they hit the floor. He was on his belt when he notices Sasuke, standing still, hand gripping the bedpost tightly, staring.

"Well, you did say you wanted this," Naruto chuckled. "You can't very well make love dressed Sasuke…" he thought about that. "Well you could, technically, but not for what I've got planned for you." He smirked as the onyx eyes widened in surprise.

"Come on" he neared him, finishing the unbuttoning he had started earlier. Pulling Sasuke's shirt out for him and casting it aside. In the dusky light Sasuke looked paler than ever, his sculpted body glowing. Naruto noticed he was gripping the post tightly, his other hand was shaking lightly.

Naruto slowly kneeled before Sasuke, confidently undoing his pants and pulling them down the long, muscular legs. Sasuke's hand had again found itself in his hair, and he wondered how anyone could be so hot, demanding and fragile at the same time. He palmed the front of Sasuke's already tenting undergarment. The grip on his hair tightened, another hand flew to rest on his cheek. Naruto closed his eyes and the distance between them, rubbing his face against Sasuke, hearing the hitch in the moan that broke out.

"If you're willing to risk this, Sasuke. Then have me, for this night…"

Sasuke couldn't make a sound as the last garment separating him from Naruto was slowly pulled off him. He stepped out of the crumpled clothing at his ankles obediently, hyperaware of the man kneeling before him. It was embarrassing and overpowering; this beast of a man, kneeling timidly at his feet, giving himself to him. It was so unlike the explosive Naruto ha had come to know.

He had expected the blonde to be overpowering, and unbent in getting what he wanted. Instead, the man before him was a mixture of submission and yet, he oozed of dominance. This undid him, this restrained powerhouse that Naruto was. All for him, all his.

"You can't very well make love dressed Sasuke…"

You can't

very well

make love…

make love…

love…

The hands that touched him were surprisingly gentle. The broad, thick pad of Naruto's finger rubbed the length of him slowly but with a pressure that had stars flying in his eyes as he clenched them shut. His knees were buckling, he could only stand with the aid of the damned bedpost but this too, was too flimsy to center him from almost falling.. yes yes yes, he was falling, his epicenter was a pinprick of tight , blazing heat where Naruto took him all in. he was being fried alive and he wanted more. More of this tightness, this maddening pulse beneath his hand, the gentle scrape of teeth as Sasuke unabashedly brought the head closer as he was being swallowed whole, slowly but powerfully fucking Naruto's face.

He could hear each big breath the blonde took before he went deeper, deeper. Then Naruto hummed loudly and the protruding vibrations fired him over the edge and with a cry he sank to the floor spitting curses like he had never done before. Naruto was already crawling on top of him, kissing him with a ferocity that astounded. Sasuke could taste himself on Naruto, every lick and nibble brought out a growl in the blonde. His head was being held up by both broad hands as Naruto straddled him, devouring his mouth. "God, you taste good, Sasuke.. so. Fucking. Good."

Sasuke pushed Naruto off him, flipping positions without a word said. He was not on top of the blonde, and a thrill went up in him when the blue-almost-black eyes regarded him with heated lust. "tell me what you want to do to me, Sasuke." The raven's hands grabbed and roughly massaged the broad expanse of chest. One tanned hand covered his, stopping him. Sasuke looked up. "Tell me.. I want you to say it."

"First, I want these pants off." Sasuke turned, and with a few well-placed tugs, he had both Naruto's pants and underpants off and around his knees. He kicked them off on his way up that big body again.

Naruto was…big. Hard as steel and curved gracefully, almost touching the brown, rippling muscles of HIS belly, were a pool of pearly liquid was already gathering. Sasuke looked to Naruto, who had raised himself slightly on his arm, hooded, dazed eyes observing.

"I want to do to you what you did to me…"

He had no experience, the blonde clearly did, and decided that mimicking what was done to him would be a good start. He got close, close enough to smell the intense musk; grabbing the shaft, he deliberated how to best go about this. He trailed his tongue from the bottom to the tip, experimenting with the texture, smell, feel of it on him. Salty, sweet, tangy.. he didn't know how to place this. But the spiral was building in the pit of his stomach again and primal needs were taking over quickly. He covered the tip with his mouth and sucked. Naruto's response was cocking his hips upwards as he grunted in abandon. This forced Naruto further down his throat, and Sasuke barely restrained his reflex to retreat.

"Relax Sasuke, breathe, I want this to be so good for you.. there." The broad hands were massaging his flanks, kneading at taut flesh, breaking up the tension Sasuke hadn't realized was building. He surfaced, once, took a deep breath, moaning out Naruto's name.

And took him whole.

It hurt, his throat wasn't used to this girth, this stretching… but he was beyond the point of return, and Naruto's surprised eyes rewarded him with the confidence to continue. He held his breath as he slowly released, licking every inch he left behind, his hands working on the sac as he devoured the tip once more, releasing him with a lick, breathing, going down again, this time it was easier. The hands on his thighs held him too tightly, but he liked that. Naruto was shuddering, hissing, mewling as Sasuke twisted his head lightly, his hands finding those of the blonde, splicing together, squeezing as he swallowed around Naruto… The scream above him was unexpected, He could feel Naruto's heartbeat in his throat, and then release. He let Naruto spill into him, hips grinding into his face wildly and then he too, was kissing him. Liquid rolling form one tongue to another, Naruto lost for words, moaning softly into his ear, "goddamnit Sasuke.. damn it all… mineminemine…"

Sasuke braced his forehead on Naruto's nose to nose. "Yeah.. yours…" he smiled. "So make love to me already."

xXx

It was like nothing he expected. Naruto told him they'd go easy, slow. When They finally got off the floor and fell to the bed Naruto turned him on his stomach. "Spread your legs."

He did, feeling more exposed than ever before in his life. Not even what they had done before made him feel this raw, Sasuke turned slowly, raising himself. "I want to watch you." He said; Naruto didn't bother answering. His face so close to Sasuke's ass he could feel his hot breath on him. He shuddered, then gasped when he felt Naruto spread him open, kneading slowly, licking, gently biting there.

He bit his pillow in his need to scream, tasting blood. What the blonde was doing surpassed his wildest expectations. There were fingers, yes, but there was also that miraculous tongue, which delved inside him, circling, tasting, growling in desperate need. Sasuke could see Naruto from his position, he was hard and leaking already, yet this was ignored, he was working Sasuke open, and the raven could only writhe in anticipation and pleasure.

"Fuuuuuck Naruto, no more.. I want you.. now…no more."

Naruto moved up, covering him completely, kissing the back of his neck, his hair, licking the bead of blood from Sasuke's lip. "Spread yourself wider."

He did, he was beyond care, shame. He felt empty, needed this. "Faster damn it! He bit Naruto's lip, hard, wanting to show his need. Naruto laughed, hand moving back, guiding himself up to Sasuke, prodding gently, too slowly for Sasuke's liking. He bucked back with a growl, gasping as the tip pushed roughly past his ring of muscle. "I told you to do it slowly. Naruto hoarsely whispered.

"I want you, inside me." Sasuke bit back.

"then ride me." Naruto grinned, licking, biting, kissing his shoulder.

"Sasuke moved back again and Naruto sunk deeper within him. He was buzzing all over, he felt drunk. The initial pain gone, he now felt too empty. just not enough. He moved again, rougher this time and Naruto shook above him. They were both on their knees, Naruto caging Sasuke like an animal, yet it was Sasuke who moved himself onto the blonde. He pushed back, felt himself filled completely and sighed in need of more. More.

"For Godssakes fuck me already" He moaned, unable to move.

Naruto did, slowly at first, giving Sasuke time to adjust to the new sensation. Slowly but with incredible force, every thrust had Sasuke choking on his barely held screams. He raised one hand and grabbed for the blonde head, needing his kiss. His arm gave out and they fell to the pillows, Naruto still inside him thrusting, thrusting, gaining speed and depth and somehow, Sasuke still wanted more.

Somewhere in the storm of fierce lovemaking Sasuke found himself on top, Naruto pounding into him from below.

Naruto rose to meet him, winding one arm around his hips, tying them to each other, grinding the raven down further, quickening in his chase after release. Naruto's face was pressed against his chest, gently sucking on each rosy nipple. Sasuke Moaned above him. Who would have thought all this was his for the taking? He looked down at the Blonde and wrapped both arms around him as he plummeted to release. For what seemed like a few years, he hung in nothingness, abandoning sound and sight. He might have screamed, he couldn't hear himself at all, for all he cared he was blissfully dead, the only grounding he had was a roaring flame moving inside him still, and that was all he was content with as he returned to earth, to bed, to Naruto…gradually… slowly.

Slowly was how Naruto kissed him. l He found himself stretched out on the tan body, Naruto still inside him, warm, shivering, covered with sweat, semen and love bites and being kissed like he was the most important being in the blonde's life. He liked that, he wanted to imagine that no one had ever been treated thus, and he smiled into the kiss, being rewarded with a small smile of Naruto's as well.

"Well?" The blonde broke with him for a moment. Locking eyes, which now sparkled mischievously. "Did you enjoy yourself?"

Sasuke didn't want to answer, he instead sought out Naruto's mouth and happily delved in again. "Mhmm"

Naruto rubbed his sides slowly, earning himself a content sigh from Sasuke. "Don't pull out" the raven murmured, settling his head underneath Naruto's chin. "Feels too damn good."

AN: Its been a while soooooo a prolonged lemon was in order :P