I was soaked through, stupid Ryuzaki. But as he entered the room I felt nothing but sorrow and a strange sense of lust. He was soaked through too and all I could see, as I tried not to look at him and concentrate on drying myself off, was his unbelievably enticing, fragile body screaming out for me.

"Well that was certainly an unpleasant outing." I tried oh so hard not to look up at the beautiful young man, but failed. I got a glimpse of his face this time, but I couldn't read it too well. His gorgeous black orbs were so empty. Perhaps a small drop of guilt... no, maybe it was anguish, like someone had just smashed his heart into tiny pieces. My heart crashed too.

All I could reply to that mildly playful remark was, "It's your own fault I mean what did you expect?" I love you. Say it. One of us, please say it. "You're right. I'm sorry." Playful yet slightly...remorseful? Don't apologise. I hate to hear you like that. The hole in my chest grew larger because I knew that today would be his last day. As the Kira inside me laughed uncontrollably, I died more and more each second.

I caught Ryuzaki's face again. He looked so adorable, with a towel draped on his head. I wanted to take him in my arms there and then. His face seemed as though he wanted it too. I love you, Ryuzaki. L.

I continued to pat myself dry, hearing Ryuzaki's footsteps coming closer. Kiss me. Again I tried to resist looking at him and, again, I failed. My breath caught in my dry throat, as a wave of shock flew through me. "What are you doing?" I questioned the man who was now crouched down at my feet, towel in one hand, my foot in the other. He had a slightly childish look on him. What was he doing? Who cares what he was doing? All I could think about was how much I wanted him right there. I love you.

Kira was scared that it was another of Ryuzaki's tricks, but I adored it. More, my heart and head screamed. Passion and lust were pulsing through my veins and my whole body went numb. Ryuzaki looked up at me, serious now... yet still determined. "I thought I might help you out. You were busy wiping yourself off anyway." Please Ryuzaki. I love you.My heart pounded more, stopping every now and then to take a rest. I couldn't feel my entire body. I was so numb. Please Ryuzaki.

"L-look i-it's fine. You don't have to do that." Goddamn Kira Kira was saying this, not me. I wanted it..no, I needed it. Please. My heart was on fire. Say it. "I can give you a massage as well?" Actually it was more a statement than a question. "It's the least I can do to atone for my sins. I'm actually pretty good at this." The flames went out, doused by sorrow and regret. I didn't want the one true love of my life to be murdered by this insane maniac inside of me.

I managed to push Kira to the side. Now it was my turn to talk. "Fine do what you want." I tried ever so hard to act cool but I think that what I said gave me away. I looked away from the beautiful man, practically begging at my feet. "Alright." Was all he said, determination still radiating from his perfect features.

I felt the gentle hand rub against my foot, lust once again consuming me. I jerked back, letting out a slight moan. Damn reflexes. "Hey!" I tried to make it just look like I was surprised by the feeling. Please Ryuzaki. "You'll get used to it." Mmmm. Was that a promise?. I sighed and looked down at him to read him yet again. But his perfect face was staring down, past my foot and through the floor. His beautiful hair glistened as the rain drops slid over it.

A few drops fell from his hair and onto my foot. All I could do was stare at him for I was paralysed with my yearning for him. Eventually I managed to pick up my towel and wipe the water from his luscious locks. I fought the urge to grab his face and draw him into a long and passionate kiss. "Here. You're still soaked." Snap! Too much passion in my voice! I tried to cool off. Ryuzaki, his eyes glazed over, filling with tears, glanced at me then quickly turned his gaze back to my foot. "I'm Sorry." Ryuzaki, don't say that. I love you.

He continued to gently rub my foot, as I also began to cry. Crud! Don't cry! His face was so mournful, I wanted to break him from the distress that consumed him. His touch was so good. For a while I drowned out everything else out around me, apart from that sensation. Just the feel of his touch. The last time. No! Again I began to weep. "It'll be lonely won't it?" Ryuzaki's angelic voice asking me this strange question pulled me from my world, scarring me, for I knew what he was talking about. I let out a small grunt. All he did was look at me, his piercing orbs hidden behind his luscious hair, yet they still penetrated straight through my soul. "You and I will be parting ways soon." No! NO! I HATE YOU KIRA. Please, no! Anyone but Ryuzaki.

A/N Well there's the first chapter! 3 Hope you like it so far. Hah, looking back at this I cringe at how bad it is. Makes me slightly ill to think about it heh. Anyway... yup. Not much I can say about this apart from that it's so totally OOC and that makes me hate it more :3