(A/N:) Originally posted on dA. Hints of tendershipping (BakuraxRyo).

The loneliness is painful.

I can't help but feel myself become more insane than I already am as I sit here, alone, in the dead silence.

Why did he have to choose to live?

He could've stayed here with me.

I told him I loved him, so why did he leave me?

Sure he had his life ahead of him, blah, blah, but still!

Why?!

"Why did you do it, Ryo?" I said out loud. "It would've been wonderful with us together, for eternity." I pause. "Did you lie? Did you not want to be with me? Haha! I suppose I'll never know, will I?!"

I'm so used to talking to myself now. That's how lonely and insane I've become! You try being alone for God knows how long without the one and only person you prefer to be with!

"…Oh well!" I throw my hands up in the air. "I guess I'll wait until you're hanging by a thread again. Or just plain dead." I chuckle.

Not only is the loneliness painful, but simply knowing that I could've convinced you to stay hurts.

It hurts me so much, Ryo. I wish I said something that made you want to truly stay, so that we could be happy together—just you and me, and no one else.

I miss you, my host. I really do.

Come back soon, so we can be together again.

So that we can be together for eternity.

In complete and utter death, do we not part.