So here it is a song fic for the challenge 3 from the forum: Bellatrix Lestrangue: the dark's lord most faithful

Prompt: Songfics. Choose a song that you feel relates to the Death Eaters and their families, or the HP world in general. Write a 100-word or 500-word drabble inspired by the song. It might be a good idea to provide the lyrics that inspired you.

500 words on the song early winter by gwen stephanie /watch?v=0S7Qu5HMiCA

A big thanks to my beta thegodedgar and my friends never forget never forgive who help me to write ^^

It looks like an early winter for us
It hurts and I can't remember sunlight
An early winter for us
The leaves are changing colour for us
and it gets too much, yeah it gets so much
Starting over and over and over again
and it gets too much, yeah it gets so much
Starting over and over and over again
and it gets too much, yeah it gets so much
It looks like an early winter for us

I always was the only one who cried, the only one with tears. Night after night I dreamed about our relationship. I dreamed I was trying to be happy with you and you didn't see me. It was so real. Every day I asked my self the same question: was it really a dream? It looks like an early winter for us…

Why do you act so stupid? Why do you always want to break me? Why do you lie to me everyday? I know you never think of me.

It looks like and early winter for my heart. I knew I would suffer but I loved you too much too stop it. Every evening we shared, no, you let me share because you didn't care if I was there or not. You just fucked me and told me to leave right after.

And it hurt so much. Even after all the deception, all the tears, I'm not immune to you. I'm the only one who feels anything. I know you don't love me and you will never love me, but, when I feel your arms around me and your lips on my lips, I can't think you don't love me.

Every night in a cold room... it was so simple at the beginning. You cared a little about me. Now, every thing is gone. I'm the last to stay here. That night I made the decision to stop this relationship which destroys me. I know I will finish the destruction of my heart but I can't continue to hope one day you will love me.

I went somewhere only we know... in a cold room... our room. You were already there and you looked at me you knew why I was here. I fell on my knees and opened my mouth.

"I want to end it."

I did it. I feel my heart break into thousand parts. I felt tears come, running down on my cheek. Now it's a long winter for my broken heart. He said to me, "So leave, and never try to come back"

My heart hurt like hell but I stood up and left. He didn't try to make me stay...

I leave quickly the room and cry a river.

And it gets too much, yeah it gets so much
Starting over and over and over again
It looks like an early winter for us

And it gets too much, yeah it gets so much
Starting over and over and over again
It looks like an early winter for us

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