Theme song: In the end By: Linkin Park .com/watch?v=z8ePXFH3CSA&feature=fvw

Are you sure you want to do this? Kurai asked

After tonight…there's no turning back… Awai warned,

Once they found out I was a Vizard they'd shun me and banish me either way…this way's less painful…I told them,

Are you ready?

…Yes…I am…I tied the letter and left it some where only Toshiro would find it…betrayal…the word suddenly made sense to me…screams erupted from first division…five people from each division…I shadow stepped to captains HQ and saw someone I didn't expect…Aizen!? He was supposed to be…no…Gin and Tosen must be doing it…Aizen had a smug smile on his face,

"I congratulate you…for coming this far…" he said calmly, I glared,

"You were never surprised…not for one second…you knew all of this would happen…" I said struggling not to let any emotion leek through…

"Yes…that is true…" he said now advancing toward me,

"Tell me! Who are you killing and what did you really do that night?!" I shouted, his smug look grew,

"Can't you tell…the people I'm killing are already dead…there's only one person from your division who I haven't killed yet…" he said my eyes widened…no…it can't be!

"Yes…" Aizen whispered tauntingly, suddenly it was as if glass was shattering I blinked as I reopened my eyes…there lay Toshiro…was he dead?!

"No…not yet…" Gin's voice said I jolted around…

"Your so naïve…just like that oaf of a Captain…Shinji Hirako…" Aizen patronized me, I grit my teeth,

"What are you trying to do Aizen!?" I shouted losing my composure,

"I can't tell you that at the moment…but you have something that I need…" he said, I noticed Tosen was now here as well, the screams from the other divisions continued,

"S-S-Something you need?" I stuttered, what could I possibly have that he wanted!?

"So ignorant…" Aizen continued, right then I saw something I hadn't before!

"NO!" I shouted as I transformed into a hollow and managed to stop him just in time before he stabbed Toshiro…this isn't…how it was supposed to be! I mentally shouted I took Toshiro and used shadow step, escaping I took him back to Tenth division when a blood thirst overwhelmed me! …for Aizen's! I could feel an animal instinct take over as I attacked blindly not caring who I hurt or what happened…red…everything blacked out…and all I wanted was to kill…

NO ONE'S POV.

A hollow went on a rampage through the soul society what was it?! It held more strength then a normal hollow! When the captains of the Gotei 13 surrounded the demon and pinned it to the ground…they realized…it was no ordinary hollow…the demon morphed into the shape of a human…a human girl…her long black silky hair covered in blood her eyes still held a lusting for blood gasps of shock…unbelieving what there eyes saw…no longer was it Kurenai Urahara Captain of tenth division shinigami of the Seireitei…it was something else, she was now Tsukira Urahara…the traitor Vizard…a monster in there eyes…a demon, an illegal presence…

FIVE DAY'S LATER

"Kurenai Urahara ex-Captain of tenth division you have been accused of murder and the illegal act of awakening hollow powers! Do you object?" mixed emotions stirred through her,

"N-No! I didn't know I was a vizard and I didn't-!"

"SILENCE!"

"Upon admitting you are a vizard you have claimed the responsibility of a murderer!" panic and anger washed over her face,

"No I didn't-!"

"KURENAI URAHARA EX-CAPTAIN OF TENTH DIVISION WILL BE EXECUTED!" these words sunk into the girls mind anger arose,

"NO!" she shouted again,

"IT WASN'T ME I DIDN'T DO IT! IT WAS AIZEN!" they were all quiet for a second…

"You have admitted to being a vizard that is all the proof we need! You will be executed in one months time!" with that her fate was decided…The Soul Society was in an uproar no one knew what to make of this…but few believed she had been the murderer…she mysteriously disappeared four days before her execution no one knew how but she's been assumed dead…

PROLOGUE

Theme song: Waiting for the world to fall By: Jars of clay

Among the few that still didn't believe she was a murderer there was Toshiro, Ukitake, Rangiku, Kenpachi, Yachiru, Renji, Rukia, and a few others…but to be honest they didn't know what to make of this…a year passed she was assumed dead…Toshiro was now the captain of tenth division and Rangiku the lieutenant, it was on the exact same day she disappeared he found that letter…it had been a long week of paper work and dealing with Matsumoto's idiocy…as he relaxed back in his chair he realized it had now been exactly a year since she left…

As he finished his paper work he noticed a piece of paper he hadn't ever noticed before…it was tied elegantly with a red ribbon, inscribed in kanji was the name: Kurenai Urahara, written on the edge of the ribbon he opened it carefully not wanting to rip it, reading over the contents he was absolutely sure she was not to blame…he frowned reading the end of it that was a stupid request …thinking that they could all just forget her so easily…that's when he remembered when she told him about what happened those years ago…she was forgotten…by her friends and her brother…Toshiro had made up his mind…he would wait…he told her that he would wait for her and he would. Until the day she came back he would be waiting… thinking over it he read the letter over and over some how he felt closer to her when he read it. To him the letter was a promise…a promise to return…Maybe he was just being stupid but he knew she'd return one day…she may not love him but he would always love her and he'd always be waiting for her to see that!

Toshiro, Ukitake, and who ever else may happen to find this~

I may never be coming back. Heh, if this were not such a serious matter I'd probably be laughing at such a serious beginning but unfortunately this is a serious matter…that I do have to face…please let this be the truth, what is the truth you may ask? Well let me explain I cannot tell you the full truth of my disappearance but I will tell you this: If there was an alternative I would've taken it but there is not. I've considered over and over but either way I would end up hurting you. You must hate me by now I would understand if you do…I wish that everything could be back to the way things were but they cannot, I've made up my decision now that I know the truth I cannot simply act as if I don't this is nothing personal it's simply a matter of the way things are, as much as I wish I could change them a thing I've come to learn in time is that as much as you pray, wish, beg, shout, cry, scream…the world wont change…neither will the past…so why regret what you can't change. By the time you read this I guarantee you it will be too late, I'm beginning to hate my self for this I sound like some person writing a suicide note. You may never forgive me and in a way…That's exactly what I want…there will never be a day where I don't regret all of this but I can't take back what has already happened…the time I've spent with you Toshiro was like a dream but it was all simply an illusion clouding me from reality. Ukitake, thank you you've always been there for me and even if I don't show it…I do care and I will miss you…tell Kenpachi he'll have to find a new sparing partner and tell Renji that if I ever see him again I'll be expecting that five dollars he owes me~

I will now ask of you to please forgive me and if possible…forget me…

Kurenai Urahara~