Let me heal your broken heart Chapter 12

Note: Detective Conan belongs to Gosho, not me.

Warning: This is a AiCon fanfic dedicated to AiCon fans. So ShinRan fans, please don't kill me!

A/N: Okay, this chapter is the final chapter of this fanfic! So, previously, Conan and Ai are getting ready for their date. Well, I'll try to make the date great and romantic but not so mushy...


(Conan POV)

The moment I saw her when she came out of the room, she looked gorgeous. My jaw dropped when I saw her, she was absolutely beautiful.

Her reddish-brown hair was still the same and I could smell her usual fragrance, it smelled really nice which made me lust for her. She was wearing a beautiful silver gown that glistened when the golden ray of the Sun reflected it. Her soft, white skin was so flawless that I tempted to caress her. Her face was so beautiful, she doesn't need any make-up to look beautiful, she already was.

Her eyes are big but narrow, the colour of her eyes were turquoise blue, whenever she opens or narrows them, it reveals her hidden emotions. Even though, she was physically a child, she has a great figure.

I was so engrossed staring at her that I didn't know that I was doing it for 5 minutes. Knowing that I was staring at her, she smirked, "Done staring at the great view? Observing the "great view" is your specialty, ne, tantei-kun?" she said sarcastically. I just shook my head and tried to find words to compliment about her looks. However, there are no words that could describe how beautiful she is.

"Kireii..." I blurted out. She simply smirked when she heard my compliment. Then I noticed that both of us were just standing there, and I knew that I have to do something. In other words, make a move. Thinking fast, I held my hand infront of her, asking to hold her hand. As predicted, she just raised her hand and I automatically held it. With that, both of us walk out of the house together, holding each other's hands.

"So, where are we going?" Haibara asked me. I smiled and brought her to the nearest carpark. Seeing her puzzled expression, I answered, "Okaa-san told me that she rented a limousine and hired a driver to bring us to a restaurant."

"Soka," she understood. After a few minutes, we met up with the driver and went inside the vehicle.


(Along the way)

While Haibara and I were in the limousine, there was a strange silence between us. Despite that, I was still holding her hand and both of us seemed to grip each other's hands tightly, fearing that either one of us would let go. Still, we didn't talk much, I just stared at her, admiring her beauty. But then, I remembered my mother advised me that during a date, I should have a casual conversation with her so that this date wouldn't be boring.

So I snapped out of my thoughts and started a conversation, "So is this your first date?"

She faced me, my eyes meeting hers. "Yes, Kudo-kun. How about you?" she gave me a straight answer this time. However, her question seemed to let me hesitate to answer. This isn't really my first date, in fact, this was my second. The first one was with Ran at the hotel restaurant 2 years ago where my dad confessed to my mom.

"Well...err...I...err...," I stammered. I just couldn't answer that kind of question. She knew that it wasn't my first date just by judging my actions.

"Oh ,never mind about that, " she said and lowered her head. There was a hint of disappointed in her voice and I knew that I got into a bad start. Oh shit! I cursed myself mentally.

"But hey," I spoke up, trying to cheer her up. "I just want to thank you for all you had done for me. You were always there for me, Haibara. I really appreciate that." I finally managed to say something and caressed her lovely hair.

"So this is why you asked me out," she said coldly. "Well, sort of," I answered nervously. I didn't want to confess right now, I was waiting for the right time.

"Kudo-kun, I must be honest that you're exaggerating a little bit. If you want to thank me, why not just say thank you?" she asked me.

"Well.. err... that's because you're really special in my life. I don't think I would be able to survive without you. I'm always here for you and you know that." I gave her a straight answer while looking in her eyes, giving her a hint that I have affections for her.

She soften her eyes and loose her cold attitude. She held my face with one of her hand, while the other holding my hand tightly. At that moment, I felt an intense feeling.

"Well, I guess I have to thank you too, Kudo-kun. For everything you had done; protecting me from the black organization, reassuring me and making me feel special. " she thanked me. Not only that, she then embraced me tightly like she had never held someone tightly before. I froze for a moment, but then I understood and caressed her back. She didn't mind about me caressing her back, in fact, she just needed someone to be there for her, especially when her sister died. Don't worry Shiho, I will be the one here to love you.

After about a minute, the vehicle stopped and both of us parted, knowing that we have to get down from the car.

(End of Conan's POV)


Conan got out first and helped Haibara get down from the car, just like a gentleman would do to a precious lady. Conan brought her to a five-star French restaurant, which his mother helped him to reserve the table.

"Wait, isn't this the restaurant that had just opened three day ago?" she asked me. He simply nodded his head.

"Then why bought me to a French restaurant?" she asked once more.

"That's because Paris is said to be the most romantic city in the world. Since I can't take you there yet, might as well take you to a French restaurant." he explained.

As he approached the waitress, the waitress raised her eyebrow when he saw Conan, who was physically 10.

"You see, I am actually the second son of the Kudo family, Conan Kudo. My mother, Kudo Yukiko, had resevre a table in this restaurant on behalf of my niichan, Kudo Shinichi. Shinichi-niichan is suppose to be here on a date with his assistant and girlfriend, Shiho-oneesan. However, he wasn't able to come and Okaa-san didn't wanted to waste it. So she just instructed me to come here with my friend, Haibara," Conan explained in a childish voice.

"Wait, the Kudo family has a younger son?" the waitress asked in confusion.

"Yes, I was born in New York, so nobody really know that the Kudo family has another son in Japan," Conan elaborated.

"Oh, I see, well come on then," the waitress said and showed them to the seats. In fact, the restaurant actually has seperated rooms for each table so that costumers will have some privacy.


"Well, I'll go first while you little ones decide what you're ordering," the waitress informed them after handing out a menu to Conan and Haibara.

After that, the waitress went out and shut the door, leaving Conan and Haibara alone. Conan sighed in relief, and he spoke, "So, what do you want from the menu?"

"Something edible," she said sarcastically, her eyes were fixed to the menu, "Anyway, that was a nice excuse back there. Does Shiho looks like Shinichi's girlfriend?"

Conan hid a smile when he heard Haibara called his first name, even though it was indirectly referring to him. "Yes, and in fact, the Great Detective of the East is very lucky to have Shiho," he said, indirectly referring to Haibara and me.

"Oh, then I guess you mean that she makes him happy every night," she said sarcastically.

Conan could feel my face burning the moment he heard her sarcasm. "What do you mean by that?" he laughed nervously.

"Just kidding," she said. After that, they ordered food.

During their dinner date, Conan and Haibara made some deep conversation. In fact, Haibara was so open to Conan which was unusual. Haibara shared about her dark past when she was in the Organization. As for Conan, he just listened and sympathize. He didn't dare to talk about his past because his first seventeen years were perfect. While listening to her, Conan comforted and reassured her.

"Don't worry, that was the past. Your safe with me now. Always remember that I won't let anyone harm you," he reassured her.

Both of them enjoyed their dinner and then Conan payed the bills.


(Outside the restaurant)

"Well, I suppose that this is the end of our date," Haibara sighed.

"Who says so? It isn't over yet," Conan told her. Conan grabbed her hand and brought her to a park. The park that he had strolled during a rainy day a few days ago.


(In the park)

As predicted, Haibara widened her eyes at the sight of the beautiful nature. She admired the plants and the butterflies flying around it. Conan smiled; he knew that she was going to love this place. Though Conan had been in this place more than once, he admired the plants again but he was not alone, he was with Haibara.

"Sugoi, these plants are so beautiful. The coloured emerald leaves, the fragrance of the flowers and the butterflies circling above it," after complimenting it, she turned to Conan and gave him a rare smile. "Thank you, Kudo-kun."

Soon, Conan held her hand once more and bought her to the rare end to show her the roses. She admired the particular roses that were the colour of blood.

"Haibara, it seems that you like the red roses," Conan told her. She simply nodded her head which confirmed that his deductions were right.

The shrunken detective smirked and said, "I knew that you'll love them."

"Ojii-san!" he called out to the gardener. Haibara turned around and saw the gardener, in his hands were a bouquet of red roses.

"Oh, here you go boy, I cut these flowers and arranged them just like you said," the gardener said while handing them to Conan.

"Arigatou, Ojii-san," he thanked the gardener. With that, the gardener left, leaving Haibara and Conan alone.

Conan then gave the bouquet of red roses to Haibara. "Happy Valentine's Day, Haibara," he greeted her as he handed the flowers to her. She smelled the flowers and stared at its thorns.

Conan noticed this and asked, "Why are you staring at the thorns instead of the petals? Didn't you said that you like them?"

"Of course I do. It's just that every roses has its thorns; the optimist admires the petals of the rose, while the pessimist stares at its thorns, oblivious to the pretty petals of the rose," Haibara said softly.

Conan's eyes softened, "I understand," he said sympatheticaly. "Anyway, it's going to be sunset soon. Let's go to that garden pavillion and watch the sunset there. " he said while looking at his watch. He held her hand and walked to the pavillion with her.


(At the pavilion)

The garden pavilion was just in the park. They had soon reached there. The garden pavilion was small but grand. The floor of it was in a circle shape, the roof was round but pointed on top, like a sundae, most of all, the pavilion was made of white marble.

They sat on the perimeter of the pavilion. From there, they could get a view of the horizon. They watched the sunset, embracing each other. She was embracing him while his arm was slender to her waist. They witness the sun descending down the horizon and the whole sky turned red.

"Isn't this wonderful? Witnessing the blood-red sunset which turns the whole sky red. After this, the world will then turn into darkness," she said to him. Conan just smiled and nodded his head, then held her tightly and continued watching the sun descend. At that time, there were the only people at the park.

Soon enough, the sky turned dark, turning the day into night. This time, the sky was filled with twinkling stars and the moon. It wasn't just the moon, it was the blue moon. Haibara smiled at the sight of such a beautiful night. Conan saw her smiling, he knew that she would love this. He stared at her face once more, admiring the rare smile on her face.

His stare at her was distracted by a shining light that dashed across the sky. He looked up to the sky and noticed that it wasn't there anymore.

"What was that?" Conan asked Haibara.

"That was a shooting star," she answered.

"So did you wish for something?" he asked her.

"No, why would I believe in such fairytale?" she said harshly. Actually, she did made a wish. She wished that Conan would feel the same way as she does.

Conan stood up and said, "Do you want to dance with me here?"

"Sorry, but I don't dance," Haibara rejected his invitation.

"Don't worry, it's just slow dancing," he reassured her. She nodded her head and held his hand. With that, his arms held her waist while the other holding her hand. Same goes for Haibara, one of her hand is on his shoulder while she was holding his hand with the other. They began dancing slowly like they were in a grand ball.

"You dance just fine," he complimented her. Haibara leaned closer to him and held him tight, Conan noticed this and held hair waist tigher. They continued to dance romantically.

After a few minutes, they stopped dancing and sat on the perimeter of the pavilion, but this time, they weren't staring at the sky, but rather into each other's eyes.

"I want to tell you something, Kudo-kun," she spoke up.

"I want to tell you something too," he said, "You first."

"No, it's alright, tell me yours first," she suggested.

"Ladies first," he said gently.

Haibara knew that this wasn''t working out for them, "Why won't we say it together, on the count of three," she suggested.

"Alright," Conan agreed.

"One..."

"Two..."

"Three..."

"I love you," both said in sync. It took a while for both of them to realize that they felt the same way towards each other. After realizing so, both of their eyes widened, shocked by what they said.

"I started having feelings for you ever since we became friends. I didn't want to tell you about it at first because you used to like another girl. I just wanted to be friends with you back then. But now, I felt like I really have to tell you how I feel. It's just that you're so amazing whenever you solves cases, you care and protected me and you make me feel special." she explained.

He started caressing her hair and said, "So it must be heartbreaking for you back then. Forgive me if I ever made you cry and for being so blind. I was so focused on another girl that I had forgotten what we had been through together. I thought that she was the one but I realized that it was just a childish crush. Love isn't lust or admiring a hot girl or blushing whenever you are flattered. Love is all about caring for another person endlessly and the fact that you can't survive if she wasn't in your life. Love is about ensuring how happy and safe that person is no matter how broken you are. Love is about loving and caring for that person even though that person thinks that your love is redundant. I just noticed that you love and care for me and I fell for you. Forgive me for not noticing this."

"It's alright," Haibara said.

"I hope this would make it up to you," Conan said and leaned forward to her, he then placed his lips onto hers. Her eyes widened but eventually closed her eyes like he did and wrapped her arms around his neck. He held her waist tightly, his tongue entered her mouth to taste the sweetness of her tongue. From there, he could taste the familiar strawberry taste when he had first kissed her.

As they kissed, they felt an intense feeling that they wanted more. Therefore, she wrapped her arms around his neck tighter, deepening the kiss. He kissed her more passionately, his tongue exploring on the inside of her mouth and back to have a taste of her tongue. His hand caressed her back while the other caressed her hair. A loud and grateful moan escaped from her lips, letting him know that she liked it.

Soon enough, they had to stop. Both of them were breathing hard, panting for air.

"Wow... That was...amazing," Haibara said breathlessly, "Is this your first kiss? Because this is the first time someone kissed me before."

"Iiye," Conan answered. She lowered her head, "Oh I see..," she said with a hint of disappointment.

Conan looked at her eyes, "No, you misunderstood. You are still my first kiss, this is my second kiss. The first one was when I was sick and I saw you sleeping beside me. I was admiring you that I kissed you," he explained.

"What? You kissed me when you were sick and without my acknowledgement? Lucky that I didn't catch a fever too," she said in disbelief.

"Sorry about that," he apologise. She leaned and gave him a chaste kiss on the lips and said, "It's ok."

Surprisingly, a red monarch butterfly landed on Haibara's shoulder and then circled above Conan's head three times. Haibara was surprise while Conan knew that it was a sign.

"Now, I know that the reason why I became Conan is to meet you, Haibara," he told her, "Or should I say Shiho. I love you," he added.

"I love you too, Kud- I mean Shinichi," she said and leaned forward, making them french kiss again. Though the kiss was only for a few minutes, it felt like enternity as they french kissed passionately, under the twinkling stars that holds the blue moon.


(Epilogue, a week later)

After that fateful day, everyone seemed to be jubilant:

Hakase fell in love with the woman he had a blind date with and vise versa.

Though Kogorou lost his job from being a famous detective, he worked as a police officer and became Inspector Megure's right-hand. Not only that, he had Eri living with him again together with his daughter.

Ran and Araide's relationship were smooth and flawless as well as Makato and Sonoko.

Heiji actually proposed to Kazuha on Valentine's Day and she gladly accepted.

Mitsuhiko and Ayumi eventually became a couple. Not to mention, Genta had a crush on a new girl sitting beside him whose a chef's daughter and tried to come up with ideas to win her heart.


As for Conan, he regarded himself as the luckiest guy in the world as Haibara is with him. By having Haibara by his side, he felt that there was nothing else he could ever asked for. He had always regretted that he spied on Gin and Vodka and made him shrunk into Conan. But now, he realized how faith is very fragile; if he didn't shrunk, he wouldn't have met Haibara. All he needed was Haibara. Not a permanent antidote or anything. He didn't care being Shinichi Kudo anymore, he spent the good years with Haibara instead.

Love isn't always the first crush. There are times when we need to seek thoroughly to find true love. You just have to open your eyes to find your true love; perhaps the one you are looking for is just an ordinary friend who had been secretly loving you. It doesn't always have to be the sweet, optimistic girl that you had known since childhood. Don't focus on that.

The one whom you're truly looking for might just be in front of you because when she walks away, another girl whom you were oblivious to is there to stay with youConan thought as he looked at Haibara.

He leaned forward to her, holding her waist tightly, placing his lips onto hers. She wasn't surprise and wrapped her arms around his neck, then parted her lips to let him french kiss her. His tongue tasted the delicate taste, his hand caressing her hair. This fanfic ends as both kissed passionately, showing their everlasting love to each other. They didn't care how long it was, both felt it was like forever and enjoyed it tremendously.

THE END


A/N: Okay, my fanfic ends here. I would like to thank those people who had supported me and reviewed throughout. I really appreciated it.

Honestly, AiXConan is my favourite couple in Detective Conan. This is my first fanfic and I was jubilant that I managed to accomplish it. I had been working on this chapter for two days and I hoped you guys like the ending. I tried to make the date great and romantic, which I hope it was on your expectations, (that was actually my ideal date but I had never been to a date before, guess I'm too young.) I hope that the kiss isn't that disgusting like one of my childish friend said so. I hope you like it, because I seriously never kissed anyone, therefore, you may not like the kissing part. (Warning: I'm not a hopeless romantic! I'm just too young to go dating)

Anyway, hoped you like it and thanks again for supporting my first fanfic. I actually thought of a plot for my next AiXConan fanfic. Since school is starting next week again, I may not release my second fanfic yet, but I promise, I will. PM me if you would like a short brief of my second fanfic.