okay here you go,,

also i have some bad news,, kindro was named after my hamster, he was killed a few months ago. very sad month for me :'( so if you could please don't say anything to mean about kindro.


Itachi's point of view,

I sat down at the coffee shop and looked at the door impatiently. When would he get here? I took a sip of my coffee and heard the familiar foot steps. I looked up at the puppet man and breathed in deep. I could never know if he was happy or not. His plain face told everything, and yet nothing. He pulled the chair out and sat down. Every second of silence was painful. My secrets screamed inside of me. Then he finally broke it.

"You're seeing kindro…" from that on my ears gave out. I didn't want to know that he knew. I put on my blank stare and followed his words. "… I don't care what you do but if you harm deidara anyway you're in trouble." I smiled back at myself.

"Says the man who tried killing him." I couldn't look at his face anymore. It would hurt too much. I heard a ping. I looked at the noise, it was thering. I felt his eyes on me; the solid glare I received was painful. He stood up and began to leave; he stopped when he was next to me and turned. I suddenly went flying across the room. I stood up and wiped of my mouth. Sasori was gone. I looked at the floor. I deserved that.

Deidara point of view,

I was suddenly jolted awake. I turned to my side and frowned. I laid back and stared at the ceiling. I picked my clothes up from off my floor and quickly put them on. I ran down stairs and hoped to find sasori down there reading a book or watching t.v. my smile frowned when he wasn't there. I sat on the couch and turned on the television.

Sasori point of view,

I rang the door bell and hidan answered.

"What the fuck are you here for?" I glared at him.

"I need your help."

"It will cost yeah!" I looked at kakuzu sitting at the desk.

"I have 50 dollars; it's yours if you can solve my problem." I handed hidan the money and walked in. kakuzu grabbed the money from hidan and put it in his pocket.

"So what's your problem?"

"Deidara and itachi, I don't know which to chose"

"Greedy son of a bitch." Kakuzu glared at him.

"I paid for this?" I frowned at him. "Anyways, I have deidara but I feel bad because I still love itachi. I can't go home because deidara is there."

"You aren't staying the fuck here." I pulled out another 50 dollars. I passed it to kakuzu. He elbowed hidan.

"One night then you have to go home." Hidan just growled then left the room and returned with a blanket and pillow. He tossed it at me.

"You get the fucking couch, don't like it, leave." I sat down and they left. My phone started going off. I looked it. Deidara, I clicked it off. I turned it off. I didn't want to talk to him right now.

Who do I love more? Deidara was my akatsuki partner who I fell in love with. Itachi ruined it. I had to kill deidara. When he was dead I was depressed and every second I hated myself. But after itachi ruin something he always fixed it. He tried fixing the one thing he knew he couldn't. But he threw it all away when he seen kindro again. Kindro hurt deidara. I help deidara but now if I leave him he will be alone. And who knows if itachi will take me back. I just don't know who. I need a sign.

Itachi's point of view.

"I shouldn't have done that. I should have been kinder." Kindro wrapped me in his arms.

"Don't worry he probably feels horrible." He was trying to help but I knew he was happy that sasori and I were done.

"Maybe it's for the better." No messages from him. If only I had another chance. No I would ruin it like I always do.

"Itachi, just relax, he needs time, just give it to him and he will see he really loves you." Kindro eyes were filled with sorrow. He wanted me to be with him, he wanted sasori to hate me. I stood up and looked at the door.

"Just give it up kindro, you never really loved anyone."

Deidara point f view,

The call ended and my heart sunk, he did that on purpose. I sunk into the couch. Maybe hidan knows where he is? I quickly dialed the phone but the same thing happened, he hung up on me. I sighed. I walked over to the fridge and got the orange juice. I opened it and took a gulp of it.

Did he go back to itachi? He wouldn't. Would he? I grabbed my jacket and ran out the door. I didn't know where I was going but it just felt so weird in sasori house when he wasn't there. I was looking down at my shoes when I was walking.

"Watch where you're going." The man had bumped into me but I said sorry anyways. I looked up at him and gasped.

"Itachi?" I looked up at him. His eyes where red as if he was just crying. His black eyes seemed cold and hurt. His hair seemed to stick to his face. His clothes where dark and evil. Something he always loved.

"Why did you do it?" I looked at him in confusion.

"What?" tears streamed down his face.

"You took my sasori. Why would you take the only thing I had left, why?" he grabbed me by my throat and pulled me off the ground. "why would you ruin my life more?" his tears spilling down his face. His eyes red like sasori hair. "why deidara, why?" he dropped me and I looked up at the crying man.


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