Dont hate me! I just logged into this account after avoiding it for a year or something like that and i read my two stories over again and i realized there was so many mistakes and stuff so i took a couple writing classes, read some amazing book series, and i even started writing my own book :) so i feel real bad when i saw the PM's telling me to please continue and that people love my story. So im going to continue these stories, i dont know how often im going to be able to update since im so busy lately but i will find time to update! I hope you guys try reading this and give it a shot again but i dont blame you if you dont cuz i know i left you guys hanging. Just let me know if you do want me to continue or i should just discontinue it and delete the whole thing? I have another fanfiction account but it has no stories just info on me and some stories i read and loved. So give me your opinion please, should i continue this story or discontinue it? thank you guys so much i love all of you even if i neglected you and my baby D: forgive me? please? I have a good excuse for not updating again! Atleast i hope its a good excuse. Truth be told i absolutly HATED were my stories were going. I would read them and i would wanna cry... yea it was that bad. I also stopped obsessing over Twilight. I mean i liked watching the movies and stuff but i wasnt the huge fan i was. I was just so busy and i started reading other things that Twilight really wasnt my thing anymore. So im just trying this out to see how it goes.

Here we go... im so nervous to start writing again... so wish me luck.

Emmett POV

Coffee

Chocolate milk

Coffee

Chocolate milk

Coffee

Chocolate milk

Fuck it!

Eeny, meeny, miny, moe,

Catch a tiger by the toe.

If he hollers, let him go,

Eeny, meeny, miny, moe

My mother told me

to pick the very best one,

And that is YOU!

Coffee it is! Wait damnit! I dont know how to make coffee.

Chocolate milk it is!

"Bee! Breakfast is ready!" I took the scrambled eggs with bacon and chocolate milk and set it on the table with a fork and spoon. I didnt know which one she perfers, fork, spoon, sprok. Same shit, shes going to shove it in her mouth anyhow. Bella came down the stairs wearing a grey tank top, with ripped jeans, and some purple converse. She flopped down on the chair took the fork and ate a bite of the eggs. "This is amazing Em! Where'd you learn to cook like that?"

I smiled and shrugged. "Been alive for awhile Bee, life gets boring. Forces you to try new things." She smiled and started eating. She really did look beautiful today. Her brown hair with natural red highlights was in a side braid and pieces of hair were framing her heart shaped faced. Edward was a dumbass to leave her.

I shaked my head to forget of those thoughts. "So Bee what do you want to do today?" She looked up and scrunched up her nose. "I actually wanted to go visit Jake, I haven't seen him in awhile and miss him. Is it ok with you if i go down to La Push?"

"You dont need to ask for my permission Bee, you can make your own choices and if visiting Cujo is what you want to do, go for it." She laughed and shaked her head. "Cujo?"

"Yes Cujo, the guy smells like wet dog and walks around like he owns this town. I mean come on does he even own a shirt?"

"Yes he owns a shirt Em. Its just when he phases he pretty much explodes out of his clothes, so the less clothes he wears the better."

"That is just a pathetic excuse if you ask me. What the hell does he think this is, auditions to be the next Kelvin Klein modle?" Bella rolled her eyes and got up from her chair. "Whatever you say Em, i came to terms that you and Jake will never get along."

"Yea i dont think so. So when you leaving to the Nudist Beach?" She took her plate and cup to the sink and started laughing. "The Nudist Beach?"

"Yes the Nudist Beach, since none of the La Push guys own shirts and walk around in a pair of ripped shorts." She giggled and looked at the clock. "I just need to do the dishes and ill start heading down there. Are you gonna be ok without me here? I mean you know, what are you gonna do since theres no one for you to hang around with?"

"Ill be fine, ill go hunting, check out the house, and give Alice a call i've been ignoring her calls and texts."

"When you talk Alice tell her i say 'Hi' and she should try coming down here with Jazz sometimes, i miss them"

"Will do Bee now go have fun and call me if you need anything alright?"

"Ofcourse, thanks Em. Have a nice time hunting." She got up on her tippy toes and kissed my cheek before putting on a black hoodie, grabbing her keys and left to her car. I listned to her car start up and back out the driveway. Once i knew she was long gone i pulled out my phone and saw that i had 11 missed calls and 4 text messages. I ignored it and dialed Alice's number.

On the second ring she picked up.

"Have you not seen all the missed calls you have on your phone? Or your text messages! How about your E-mails? Your voicemail box is full! I told you to keep me in the loop so i can know how shes doing, but you never pick up your damn phone! I should have gone to her, instead of you. What was i thinking sending Emmett to take care of Bella!"

"Alice shut up and stop being such a brat. I wasn't picking up the phone because i've been busy with Bella. She's doing fine, i thought you could see that from your fortune cookie of a brain."

"I still worry Em"

"I know, im sorry. I just wanted to let you know shes fine. I have to go though, i have to hunt before she gets back."

"Where did she go?"

"La Push."

"Are you out of your freaking mind! La Push! You let her go to La Push? Where those dogs live! They could hurt her! There unstable! Bella's in danger! Go get her! NOW!"

"Calm down Tinkerbell, she's fine. I wouldn't let her go down there if i knew she wasn't going to be safe. We cant control her decisions and i know the dogs love her and they wouldn't hurt her. Anyways i got to go ok? I have to hunt. I'll call you soon."

I hung up the phone stuck it in my pocket and ran out to the forest. I found a deer and a couple rabbits. Nothing exciting. I went to my old house and went inside to what used to be the room Rosalie and i shared.

I looked around and sat on the floor. I saw one of Rose's Shirts next to the couch and grabbed it. It still smelled like her. I looked at it and thought of her.

"Fuckin Bitch." I cant believe we still got a divorce. How fucked up is that? Its not my fault my sperm dosen't fucking work and i cant give her kids.

I threw the shirt across the room and thought of Bella.

Sweet, Selfless, Shy, Beautiful Bella.

Now dont get me wrong.

Im a guy, i know Bella's attracted. From her long brown hair, to her big brown eyes. She's perfect and any guy would be lucky to have her.

I would kill for a girl like her.

Hell, i would kill for just having her.

Dont think like that Emmett! She thinks of you as a brother, and im supposed to be looking at her like a sister.

But i dont.

And im so screwed because of that.

Because i think im falling inlove with Bella.

Isn't that just fantastic?

My Brother's leftover.

It's like a sandwich.

Edward ate the good part and left the crappy leftovers to me.

Bella's not crappy though.

She's just broken.

Like a broken butterfly.

What

The

Fuck

Broken Butterfly?

I need to get laid.

I can feel my balls turning blue.

If thats even possible.

Pretty soon im going to be jacking off to a picture Betty White.

Or Jacking off in Bella's bathroom while she's sleeping.

Or jacking off in Bella's room while she's sleeping.

Or jacking off while Bella's watching me.

Oh hell yea.

I got a case of blue balls.

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'If you like pina coladas
And getting caught in the rain'

"Hello?"

"Hey Em, i just got home and was wondering if you could come by."

"Sure Bee, ill be there soon."

I hung up the phone, got up from the floor locked the door and ran to Bella's house. I got in and saw her on the couch staring at a spot in the corner of the room. I sat next to her on the couch and asked her what was wrong. She looked at me and opened and closed her mouth. Then she sat up starighter and got closer to me till she was almost on my lap.

"You ok Bells?"

"Just dont do anything ok? I need to think." I nodded slowly and watched her.

I could see the wheels turning in her head. Then she looked up at me and cupped my cheek. I leaned into her touch and and she rubbed my cheek slowly.

It felt so fuckin good.

Ice meets fire.

I loved how her touch warmed me up instantly.

She lifted her head higher and got closer to my face.

I sat there very still, waiting to see what she would do next.

She got closer and kissed my cheek.

I closed my eyes and felt her kiss my nose. I felt like i was on fire.

She kissed the corner of my mouth and pulled away.

Are. you. serious.

She did not just do that.

I opened my eyes and looked at her. She was blushing like crazy and mummbled and quick "Sorry."

I grabbed her chin softly until she was looking at me again.

I leaned forward slowly while looking at her to see if she was ok with what i was about to do. She nodded and i did what i've been wanting to ever since i came back.

I kissed Bella Swan.

Let the 74th Hunger Games begin! ... haha im sorry i just always wanted to write that...continuing...cuz i could write a whole freaking book of The Hunger Games another book series im inlove with! Did anyone see Breaking Dawn? Wasn't it good? I mean i liked it i just hated when Jacob imprinted on the baby it was like PERVERT! GET AWAY FROM HER YOU RAPIST! Omg when Edward broke the bed! I was thinking "You can break my bed anytime honey." I said that out loud and my boyfriend was looking at me with that look that says "seriously, your gonna say that on our 3rd date?" Anyways back to The Hunger Games! I saw the trailer and i almost shitted my pants i was so freaking excited! Peeta! Gale! Sexiness! I wanna take Gale put whip cream on him and lick him all up! With Peeta i just wanna dip him in chocolate and eat him... Im a freak... i know. There just so hot! I cant wait for that movie to come out, im dying here waiting for March 23rd D: I also cant wait to see Batman with Anne Hathaway! So excited :) Anyways! Let me know what you thought of the story, good or bad? Continue it or delete the whole thing? Let me know people! Um i also read some amazing series that im absolutly inlove with. If you want to check them out the names are...

The Fallen Series by Lauren Kate

Hush Hush Series by Becca Fitzpatrick

and the new House of Night book its amazing (: Heath is in it and i absolutly love him so that made me happy:D

Um The new Blue Bloods book too so good im telling you!

Im reading a new book called 'Why we broke up' by Daniel Handler, its really cute but its a bit sad i love it but it made me cry.

Check out the Fallen Series and Hush hush, there freaking amazing books! If you got any books you wanna suggest for me to read i'd appreciate it! So Let me know what you guys think please this was just a trying to get back into the whole Twilight thing mood. I dont know if i should continue. Opinions please people3