A/N: Hi! I really should be working on my other story but inspiration hit and I couldn't resist writing this. This is another songfic. Anyways this was not the epilogue I planned and it is a totally different idea. I might make this a story but my other one would still be my main priority. I have another chapter already written up but I'm still debating whether to actually post it or just leave it as it is.

disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or the characters. Stephanie Meyer does. No matter how many times I throw a penny into a wishing well :(

APOV

I sat on the sofa…waiting… I had a vision of Edward coming back home today but it had ended before I could check if he had Bella with him. I think I just saw a glimpse of him in the forest but it might have just been me… because I can't see him anymore. I tried to check his future and I saw that it wasn't just me, it really was him. He was going to arrive in about a minute and thirty seconds.

"Esme, Carlisle! Everybody! He's coming!" I yelled excitedly. Everyone came rushing down the stairs. We all stood on the porch waiting for him. I know everybody was excited to see Bella and Edward again. It had been three months. We all turned our heads in the direction he was coming from and watched as he came through the clearing. I scanned the area for Bella…where was she? I then noticed Edwards's dejected posture and the bags under his eyes. His plan didn't work! My excitement dissipated. The rest of the family looked confused.

"Alice…It didn't work…She was on a publicity tour…and they wouldn't let me see her…" He said in a strangled voice. I watched everyone's face fall and I had pity for him. I know he tried really hard to get her back.

"Oh…that's okay, you can try again when she's allowed to meet her fans. Come inside, let's get you cleaned up." Esme said in a sad voice. She went inside and everyone but Edward and I followed her inside. I gave him a hug.

"Its okay. She still loves you. You can try again later. We all support you." I whispered in his ear.

"Don't say that, I'm a failure. I can't even get my own girlfriend back. I don't even deserve her love. I wouldn't be surprised if she hated me. I don't deserve you guys either." He replied back.

"Never EVER say that. You are not a failure. We all love you .You know she still loves you from her song about YOU. And I'm sure she wouldn't want you to say those things about yourself either." I said fiercely. I hated seeing him in so much pain and then beating himself up about it. He hugged me and went inside, muttering something about favorite sisters. I shut the door and went inside, shaking my head. Everyone was sitting on the sofa in the family room watching TV. It was on CNN and nobody was paying attention. I grabbed the remote and changed it to some type of music channel, needing a distraction. Edward shot a grateful glance at me, he probably needed one too. As soon as the as the commercials were over, an announcer came on and started talking about a countdown that was going on. Apparently, we were just in time because he was going to play the number one song that was voted on by the viewers. I was actually getting kind of excited to hear it; I hadn't listened to music since we listened to Bella's song.

"And the number one song that was voted on by all the viewers, scattered across America, is by one of the newest artists in the music industry. She only has one other single but I'm sure this one will be a hit too."

Will he just play the song? I thought to myself. And I think I saw a ghost of a smile on Edward's face as he read my thoughts. The distraction must be working.

"Here it is….It's called Breathe by Bella Swan!" He exclaimed. OH NO! I put my head in my hands, not wanting to see Edward's face. Why did these things always happen to us? The guy on the TV played the song and I heard the guitar. She could play the guitar AND the piano…Wow.

EPOV

It's just my luck to have this happen to me. Right after I failed my family too…what did I do to have this happen to me? It was like the gods had something against me. I probably deserved it though. I took a deep breath to calm myself down and forced myself to pay attention to the song.

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.

Neither did I. I wish she was here with me right now.

People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.

I never changed my mind about her. How could she actually believe that I didn't love her anymore! Didn't she know how deeply I cared for her?

But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,
Its the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.

Those words hit me hard. I wonder if she did it on purpose. I was so stupid to just leave her alone…for all I know she could have jumped off of a cliff! I put my head in my hands.

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Am I killing her? What did I do to her? What does she have to go through? What I wouldn't give to be there with her and hold her in my arms and comfort her.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,

I'm surprised that she still considers me a person. I definitely don't.

And sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

Does she really think that?

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Its two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.

I even took away her best friend. Who did she talk to at school? Who was she supposed to confide in? She was never close to any of her other friends. I hate myself so much.

Hope you know it's not easy,
Easy for me.

It's not easy for me either…believe me.

Its two a.m.
Feelin like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this aint easy,
Easy for me.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.

Once again those words pierced through my still heart. I still can't believe how I actually said the things I did to her.

Ohhh

I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry

Oh Bella…there's nothing to be sorry about. You never did anything wrong. It was all my fault. I started dry sobbing again. Is it too much to ask that Bella and I can be happy with each other? Right now I'm starting to forget what happiness feels like. I need to do something about this…fast…but what?