To everybody who actually read, reviewed and liked my story: I'm so so sorry I've neglected it!
I just couldn't find inspiration to write anthing anymore and the grammar was horrible, so I'm going through my story editing it and trying to make it a bit easier to read.
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Leaving Forks

I never thought he would leave me. At least not this soon.

I didn't understand the reason behind his departure.
I make my own decisions, I loved him, I wanted to be with him.

it's my choice if I want to live with a dangerous creature, why did he have to ruin everything?

I loved him, but I guess that wasn't enough for him to stay with me.
I dont think I can stay in Forks any longer.

Everything here reminds me of them.

I want and need to move on, because I know they did too.

I know where I want to go, but I don't know if they want me there.
Maybe they forgot about me when I left them.
My brother's and I used to be really close.

I had special bond with both of them.

They were always very protective of me, wich was annoying as fucking hell, but I miss it now.

I was going to tell the Cullens about my brother's, I was going to tell them everything about myself after the fucked up birthday party was over. Why did it end like this?

Edward left because he thinks I'm too fragile, too easy to break at any given moment.
I would laugh if I wasn't broken. I felt my heart getting crushed after he left me alone in the woods.
Too fragile, Edward? No.
I could take your undead life from you so easily, because I'm so much stronger than you.
The Cullens are strong and powerful vampires, I could never deny this.
What annoys me though, is that the Cullens know about the other vampire kinds, but they don't want to believe it. The family is so power-hungry, they're blinded.

My brother's would have never approved of me dating Edward if they found out about it, but they dated Katherine so their opinion would have been invalid.

I knew where I could find my brothers, but I was scared.
What if they didn't want me there?
But I can't stay in Forks anymore and I really want to see my brothers again.

I've missed them so much.

I guess I have to tell Charlie that I'm leaving.
Edward never knew shit about me or my brothers, but he didn't know anything about Charlie either.
Charlie is actually my uncle and also a vampire just like me, no one knows who turned him, not even Charlie himself.
Charlie's actually a Salvatore and when I left my brothers I came to live with him because he always thought of me as a daughter.
I walked downstairs to the kitchen where he was reading the paper and sat down next to him.
"Charlie, I'm leaving." I told him. His head shot up and he searched my face to see if I really meant it.
He smiled a little when he saw that I was serious.
"Where will you go, Bells?" He asked. He looked sad.
"Fells Church. I miss them Charlie and I know they're there right now." Charlie looked worried when I said that.
"Are you sure? You could get killed, Bells…"
"I'm sure."
He sighed "Bella, I'm not holding you back if you really want to go, because I know how much you miss them. Please be very careful and call me when you arrive."
"Of course I will, Charlie and I'll come to see you every month."
"I'll miss you."
"I'll miss you too Charlie." I ran upstairs to my room to grab my bag with a few things I would need and jumped out of the window and started running.
After two hours of running I was almost in Fells Church.
I heard people talking in the forest so I went to see who would go into the woods this late at night.
"...I always knew you were stupid but not this stupid!" Someone yelled.
I stepped closer and jumped into a tree to see everything without someone noticing me.
I gasped when I saw who was standing in the middle of the forest.
"Dami, Stefan..." I whispered. Their heads shot up and searched for me.
"Who's there!" Stefan shouted.
"What are you doing idiot?" Damon asked looking amused but also a little shocked.
"Don't play stupid Damon. You heard the voice too." Stefan said.
"But I'm not asking the woods 'who's there!' moron!" Damon snapped back.
"Can you two please stop it!" Katherine!