The Diary of Videl Satan

Chapter Four: Buu Saga

May 7 774, continuation

Right now I'm with Gohan's friends. They told me to go with them, that they were going to get magic balls at Bulma's, Trunks' mother. They invoked the "Sacred Dragon", or "Shenron", and asked him to bring all the people who died today back to life.

It seems that Vegeta, Bulma's husband and Trunks' father, killed people in the audience at the tournament when I wasn't there.

Bulma was still all confused when I arrived. She didn't understand why he did that.

And to tell the truth, neither do I.

I hope Gohan's okay.

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No, it can't be. I can't believe it. I… I don't to believe it! Gohan is… They said he is…

No!!

And I didn't even have to time to tell him how much I loved him.

No, he's not dead. I don't believe it! I don't want to believe it. He's so strong… It can't be… He's not dead.

I don't believe it.

I loved him so much.

I'm crying. Again. Because of him.

It's not fair, he was so smart, so handsome, so strong; why him?

I want to die. And it's probably what's going to happen, at the rate things are going.

The monster named Buu is devastating the Earth, and it's only a matter of time until he finds us.

He killed Gohan.

My Gohan. The boy, no, the man I loved.

No, he promised me. He promised me he would be back.

Liar! LIAR!!! I hate you! Why are you hurting me so much?

I hate you, Son Gohan!

I hate you, because you made me fall in love with you!

And you promised me to be back!! Liar!!

I HATE YOU!!!

But I love you. So much, if only you knew. I realize it now. It wasn't just a small high school crush. He's the one I love. The only one I would ever love.

And he's dead.

And I cry. I sob. My tears are getting the paper wet.

I loved you so much.

I will never forget you, Gohan.

And anyway, I will join you soon enough.

I almost wish that Buu finds us, and kills me.

Like he killed you.

Oh Gohan, I miss you so much.

I wish I had told you about my feelings. Before all this happened.

Wait for me.

I'll join you soon.

It's only a matter of time.

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Buu keeps on devastating the world. He kills for fun, to kill time. Goku, Gohan's father, fought against the monster to gain time, because Trunks had gone to get something at his place, and Buu and Babidi had been going towards his city.

I saw them. It's them.

They killed Gohan.

Those bastards.

May 8 774

I don't know why, but I'm beginning to believe that Gohan is not dead. I'm sure of it, even. I talked about it to Bulma. She told me that it was normal for me to hope that he was still alive, that she too hoped that Vegeta, who also died while fighting the monster, was still alive.

She told me not to worry. That when everything will be back to normal, they will bring Gohan back to life with those magic balls they used yesterday. The Dragon Balls.

"Don't worry." She told me. "Everything will be back to normal. We're used to that sort of situation; it's not the first time that Earth is in danger. You'll see, they'll end up defeating this monster, and we'll bring all the people he killed back to life."

I had a hard time believing it.

But I keep on believing that Gohan is alive. I'm sure of it, I can feel it.

I know it.

He's alive. But he's far away, very far.

When he returns back, I'll tell him everything.

I'll tell him how much I miss him, that I worry for him.

That I love him.

I'll tell him everything.

And I hope that he won't reject me, when he'll be back.

Because he'll be back, I'm sure of it.

They can believe me or not, I don't care. All that matter is that I keep on believing it.

He's alive.

I feel it.

I know it.

I'm sure of it.

Gohan will come back to me.

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Buu's here, he spotted us. Right now, he's waiting.

He looks different.

The kids, Goten and Trunks, went to train in a room called "The Room of Spirit and Time".

He killed Chichi. Goten was mad with rage.

Poor kid, first his brother, and now his mother. Plus, his father, Goku, went back to the Other World.

He has nothing left. So he's going to fight for them. To avenge them.

It feels weird to see him with such a serious expression; he used to be such a happy kid.

Goku taught them a technique. The FUSION. The kids are currently training in this strange room. It seems that time goes faster inside. A day here is equivalent to a year inside.

Piccolo told me that my father had sympathized with Buu, and that it's because I'm his daughter that Buu accepted to wait for the kids to finish their training.

He said that they became friends, and that it was by trying to save my father that Buu changed to what he is now.

So, my father became friends with a monster, and the later, trying to save him, became more dreadful.

I don't know if I should laugh or cry.

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So many things happened; I don't know where to begin.

Piccolo took Buu to the Room of Spirit and Time, so that Buu fights the fused kids there. So that in case they would be no match for Buu, Piccolo would destroy the door that gives access to our world.

The door was destroyed a few minutes later, and a few moments after, Buu arrived by a passage he apparently made himself.

He turned us into chocolate and ate us.

I was dead, and in Heaven, I looked for Gohan.

He wasn't there. So I was right; he's alive.

A short while later, all of Earth's inhabitants were brought back to life, us included, and we heard Vegeta's voice resound, asking for our help to defeat Buu. They were fighting him and needed our energy so Goku could do his ultimate attack. The Genkidama, if I'm not mistaken.

We only had to lift our arms up and our energy would go find Goku, who was collecting them.

But we were the only ones; no one believed those "strangers".

And then, Daddy, who was apparently with them, convinced them all saying that it was actually him who was fighting Buu. Everyone believed him, and they were able to beat Buu.

Right now, I'm waiting for them to return.

But above all, I'm waiting for Gohan.

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He arrived the first, quickly followed by his brother and Trunks, and finally Piccolo. Silence followed their arrival. Then Chichi ran to her sons, and Bulma did the same with her own.

I didn't dare going to him; I could barely believe that he was indeed here. And his mother wouldn't let go of him, too happy to have her son back, who was supposed to be dead.

Then my father arrived with Goku, Vegeta, Dende and, strangely, Buu. Everyone was panicked when they saw him, and some were even ready to fight the monster again, but it seems that Buu was now friend with my father, and that he was no longer evil. Goku maintained that he was harmless.

He was going to live with us, my father and I.

Right now I'm home. I didn't have time to talk to Gohan, but it's not so bad, because I'll see him tomorrow at school.

I hope to find the courage to tell him my feelings for him, and above all, I hope with all my heart that he won't reject me.