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Bella POV

The pain was fading and I knew that it was only a matter of time before I woke up. I was not ready for waking up quite yet though. After everything that happened, I did not really want to see my family. I especially did not want to see Edward. It was going to be awful to have to explain to him that my feelings were hurt. And I knew I would actually have to say that. Edward may be good at reading most people but he was oblivious to my feelings.

What my family would think of me after this, I had no idea. Would they even want me anymore? Why would Edward have saved me if it were him in the first place that wanted me to go. Well he never actually said that he wanted me to go but he was leaving because of me. That's the same thing, right?

I was confused and hurt and most defiantly not ready to talk about. But it was only a matter of time so I just waited. Time passed or maybe it didn't. I couldn't tell. The silence was awful but at the time peaceful. A silky smooth brought me out a trance,

"Oh Bella," the voice I knew well was pained and I did not understand why,

"You have to live, you just have to, there's no other way. My family could never be the same without you. They love you more than, well anything. You have to be there for them. And Bella" my voice choked out because even though she could not hear what i was telling her, it felt like she could, "I love you. Not the way you probably think i do. I love you the Jasper loves Alice or Carlise loves Esme or Emmet loves Rosalie, the pure kind. the kind that though i tries, i just cannot stay away from you. Bella if you wake up, i will make sure you feel all the love that you deserve to get. I will make sure that no harm will ever come to you. You will be my life Bella. Anything you want will be yours. Or if you don't want me, i will go away. But you need to wake up. I can't spend the rest of eternity wondering. Please Bella. I love you",

Did Edward really just tell me he loved me? And if he did, did he mean as a sister or as something different. I didn't know and I had to find out.

I slowly opened my eyes to see the face I have been missing. Edward looked about as good as I felt. His face was beautiful as ever but pained. It looked like he hadn't slept in years, which of course is true but it usually isn't so visible.

"Bella!" he said and gently wrapped his long arms around me. Of course he had hugged me before but this was different and I couldn't tell why but I knew something big was about to happen.

"Oh thank god! Bella why would you do that to the family! I cannot believe you tried to runaway! What were you thinking? Don't you know how much this family needs you? I need you too! I am sorry if I hadn't made that clear! Could you image what would have happened if you had died! And you did almost die! You got in the car with a stranger, for God's sake! Bella, please tell me what was running through your head!" His voice sounded hurt, angry and scared.

My cheeks turned red at all the scolding though I knew he was right. It was pretty stupid to get in a car with a stranger. "I heard you and Alice talking about me and I freaked out. You didn't want me so I thought I would make it easier on all of you and just leave. As for getting in a car with a stranger, well I just wasn't thinking clearly. I'm sorry!" Tears started to stream down my faced despite my efforts in trying to stop them.

Edward's face softened. He sat down on the hospital bed next to me and gently as if I were about to break, which I probably was, scooped me up in my arms and placed me on his lap.

Edward put his lips right against my ear and whispered,

"Bella how could you even think that I didn't want you. I would be so lucky to marry you someday. I love you and it's definitely not in a brotherly way. You are way to good for me and the fact that I am going to end up with you came as a huge shock to me. I needed sometime to think through things, which I now have."

I didn't really now how to take Edward's words. I was insanely happy because of course I love him too but I was still confused,

"Edward where are we going to go from here?" I knew that he understood exactly what I meant as a smile crossed his face.

"I think that we should wait until you get a little older to decide," I frowned, he was calling me little,

"Bella, you are only a child, a beautiful, mature child, but still only a child. You need time to understand what everything means and you need to make your choice. If you decide that you would rather have a happy life with a human well that would be your choice and I won't make it for you. I will be with you for every choice you make. If you want to marry a human then I will be the first to make a toast at your engagement party, if you need me to be your friend, I will be the best friend you ever had and if you want be to be your lover then I love you with all my heart. But every decision is yours and only yours to make. It's your life after all."

His words were so beautiful that they made my eyes water even more than they were before. I knew what my decision was and I also knew that it would never change,

"Edward I know that I will always want you. Why do we have to wait? Don't tell me its because I might change my mind because we both know that when I decide something I am positive about it. I am positive about you! I will always want to have you!" Edward's smile just got bigger and so did my pout.

"Oh Bella, if you know that you will not change your mind then a little time can't hurt can it? It will give you a chance to see what other people are like and if you might want to have a life with them." I knew that I wouldn't be able to change his mind so I just crossed my arms and put my best sad face on.

He just laughed.

3 weeks later Bella POV

One broken leg, a sprained wrist and a sore body were the results of the accident 3 weeks ago. And since I got Edward has been making sure that I couldn't do anything with a risk of pain. No walking up the stairs, no getting food, no anything! He was even hesitant about letting me read because I could get a paper cut! I know he was just looking out for me but it was getting on my nerves!

Thankfully Edward and the rest of the family had to go hunting which left me alone with Emmet. I was sitting in my bed and decided I would go make myself a sandwich. I got up off the bed and started to walk over to the stairs. Before I could take the first step onto the stairs Emmet was standing in front of me.

"Need some help there?" Emmet asked with a smile on his face.

"No thank you" I said in a bitter tone. I started to kick me legs when I felt that they had been moved out from under me.

"Emmmmeeeet!" I screamed.

"Sorry Bella, I was given specific instructions not to let you do anthing dangerous and walking down the stairs with a broken leg leg is on the list. Buit don't me mad at me! Be mad at Edward!"

"I'll be mad at you if I want to be mad at you!" I screamed.

"Wow there Bella, someone is in a bitter mood." Emmet said and I knew that he was using his teasing tone but it made me even angrier. I decided not to say anything back.

After I ate my sandwich (which Emmet had to make for me) I watched TV. Emmet just followed me around in silence trying to get me back in a good mood but it wasn't helping. I had to use the bathroom so I got up. Emmet gave me a questioning look so I pointed to the direction of the bathroom.

In the bathroom I noticed something odd and it took me a minute to figure out what it was. Everything then added up, the reason I was in a bad mood, why I had been so irritateable and just plain childish. Horror hit me when I remembered that I home alone with Emmet, no girls, who was sure to make fun of me. I had never really used profanity before but there were no other words that expressed my feeling, "Oh shit!"

Alice POV

I was running through the woods, hunting, when a vision hit me. I was laughing so hard that I was almost on the ground. My family came to see why I was making so much noise. Everyone except Edward looked confuse, Edward looked worried. I laughed even harder when I realized why he was worried. It wasn't for Bella or for Emmet. It was because he was worried that he would have to deal with Bella when we went home. Everyone was confused so I tried to explain but all I could get out was,

"Bella….home….with Emmet….has her period…"

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