Hey guys, it's the chapter you've all been waiting for! ;) If you don't want to read the M rated part of this chapter then just skip to where it says end of M rated scene, you won't have missed anything too vital, though I do think that I build Rose's character a bit… well you have to read it to understand. I must also say that the sex scene will be the main part of this chapter and that there won't be MUCH else in the chapter. Although, there will be some stuff.

As usual, thank you for all the reviews guys. You're all the best!

I'm very sorry I stopped writing for a while, but like I said last time, I have a lot of school work at the moment and exams. I have my GCSE's in two weeks and basically a lot of revision to do.

Anyway, I'm sorry I didn't update sooner and I hope you'll forgive me because of this chapter.

Right, I won't waste anymore of your time.

M rated part

RPOV

Life is like a big rollercoaster. You have your ups and you have your downs. But, maybe the worst part of life (and consequently rollercoasters) is that you never know what's coming up next. Is it a 100kmph drop? Or a vertical loop? Maybe you're about to be thrown in the complete opposite direction you came from… The point is you never know what to expect. I hadn't been expecting to meet a guy when I ran away, or even make friends. And I had definitely not expected that I would fall in love… So for that matter, I had never expected that I would end up here- in bed… with Dimitri… It almost seemed like a dream. There was no way my body could really be on fire right now, his kisses burning my very soul. There was no way I could be so easily giving myself to someone after a lifelong struggle. There was no way I could have ended up trusting anyone so much. And yet I did, because here I was…

"I love you Roza…" Dimitri whispered, his hand stroking my stomach, "And I never want to let you go." The words were like honey to my ears, and my hormones did a happy dance.

"I love you too Dimitri, I wouldn't be here if I didn't," Dimitri smiled one of those rare smiles I rarely got shown. I smiled back before kissing him again, his tongue slipped into my mouth and we fought for dominance. His hand slid upwards and skimmed my breast softly, before continuing upwards and sliding around my neck. There was no space between our bodies and yet he managed to pull us closer. My heart, body and soul were a burning inferno. Never before had I felt so… hot.

I pulled away for breath and Dimitri's mouth moved to my neck and sucked on it. His mouth… He could do miraculous things with it… It was taking everything I had not to moan loudly. His hand slipped down again, but this time he cupped my breast, squeezing it softly. I couldn't help the moan that slipped out of my mouth this time. "Dimitri…" I moaned. He played with my nipple, clearly taking the appreciative noises I was making as encouragement.

"You're so beautiful my Roza!" He smiled down at me, his eyes roaming my naked body. Suddenly feeling brave, I let my hand grasp his member and stroked it gently, it grew harder on contact and I heard Dimitri groan above me. "Roza!" he said, before grasping my hands and pinning them above me. "I think it's time I taught you a lesson," He said.

"Oh?"

"It's always ladies first," he said with a smirk, "Any guy who lets you do all the pleasuring is a jerk,"

"Well you better get to work then," He smiled and then trailed kisses down my neck. He continued dropping kisses round my breasts but never actually touching them, his hand was stroking my inner thigh. It was killing me having him so close and yet so far. "Dimitri!" I said, frustration layering my tone.

"Shh…" He answered just before taking my nipple in his mouth. I moaned again as he sucked and nipped at it, his other hand kneading my other breast. My body writhed under him.

After he had fully pleasured one breast, he took my other one in his mouth, giving it the same attention. However, this time his other hand slipped down to my thigh again, stroking it softly. He kept coming ever so close to my centre and yet he would pull back every time.

"Please…" I begged. He kissed me again and finally stroked my centre. I nearly screamed when he slipped a finger inside me. He flicked my clit, pinching it and stroking it. Then, he slipped another finger in me, pumping me. All I could do was lay there writhing under him as he continued to pump in and out.

"God… Rose… you're so wet," he said slipping another finger inside.

"I'm… so… close…" I moaned. His fingers picked up pace. Inside of me, I was doing everything I could to control the raging passion within me. I couldn't take much more of this. He was taking higher and higher, and further and further away from reality. And then suddenly it stopped. His fingers pulled out of me. "Dimitri?"

"Hmm?"

"What are you doing?" I screamed at him. However, I lost all trail of thought and he kissed my mouth, then neck, then breasts, then stomach… he was getting lower and lower. Once again, he stopped at my entrance.

The second his tongue made contact with my clit, I screamed. Suddenly, my world exploded and the thin rope that held reality together shattered. The climax felt like nothing else in the world. People talked about it in books and movies, but no there were no fireworks. It was just being here with someone I love that mattered.

I tried to steady my breathing as Dimitri reappeared in front of me. He licked the last of my juices off his lips.

"You're delicious, but don't think we're done yet Miss Hathaway. That was just the beginning," he warned me.

"I look forward to it," He laughed, the sound a sweet caress that flowed through to my soul.

I'd been so distracted by his laugh that I hadn't realised he had gone down on me again until his lips were pulling my lips apart and his tongue was licking my core. He sucked and nipped on my clit and once again I started moaning. I really needed to try and be quieter. I didn't understand how he could make me need him so much again so soon. Then again, it wasn't that hard to believe when he was using his mouth in wonderful ways again.

I may have been lost in the moment, but this time, I refused to remain passive. I grabbed his member and started pumping him. My other hand stroked his chest. I don't know how it was possible, but we were both screaming loudly.

"Please Dimitri! Now…"

"You need to be ready…"
"I am ready!" His hand slipped into my centre and when it came out dripping wet, I think he believed me.

Suddenly he pulled away. My body automatically reached towards him, mourning the loss of his strong muscled body against mine. He propped himself up on his elbows.

"Are you sure you want to do this? I know you're still a virgin so… well I'd understand if you wanted to stop." I was going to barge in and say of course I wanted this. However, then I really thought about it. Did I want this? Deep down, I knew that me and Dimitri together probably wasn't the wisest idea. And would I regret this tomorrow when the moment is over? I really didn't want to do this if I was going to regret it later on… But then I thought about Dimitri- About the way he cheered me up when I was down, and the way he is always there for me when I need him, and how he made me a better person, how he's given me something to live for. I love him. And while things were still okay, I wanted to make the most of life, live in the moment, and tie myself in every way possible, to the man I love. Yep! I sounded like I was the soppy main character in some crappy romance novel. Well I guess I was…

"Dimitri… Of course I want this. I love you! And even though I know it's probably not the best idea to be with you, I want to! I want to be with you forever." Dimitri smiled and bent down and kissed me. I rubbed my centre against him, teasing him. He growled and I couldn't help the giggle that escaped my lips.

"This is probably going to hurt…" he whispered in my ear. He kissed me again, and then very slowly slid into me. It did hurt. It killed in fact, and a tear slipped out of my ear and slid down my cheek. When he reached my barrier, he stopped, "I'm sorry," he said, just before pulling out and slam back in, breaking the barrier that separated us. I screamed loudly, the pain was excruciating. "Shh," he said, "It'll all be over soon." He continued to slide in and out of me and after a minute or so my screams of pain transformed into screams of pleasure. He pumped in and out of me and I lifted my hips up to meet him.

It felt amazing, however, after a while; the slow speed was starting to frustrate me.

"Faster, please!" I begged.

"I don't want to hurt you,"

"You won't," I answered softly. He sighed but picked up pace. The more he pumped the closer and closer I came to breaking. "Faster!" I said again. And once again, he picked up pace. I gripped onto his back, digging my nails in as he rode me like a horse. "I'm… so… close…" I panted. He slammed into me one last time, and that was too much. I screamed out to the moon as my climax hit. A heartbeat later he came, his climax shaking my walls. It felt so good, that I climaxed again. And it was really odd, because as we climaxed together, it felt like it was more than just our bodies that joined, but our hearts and soul too. In that moment, I felt completely connected to Dimitri in a weird unknown way. I couldn't explain it; all I could say was that it felt amazing.

End of M rated scene

I collapsed onto the bed, and Dimitri's body slumped down onto mine a second later, the both of us exhausted from what we just did. After a few minutes, he pulled out of me and lay down beside me. "Wow! That was just… Wow!" He laughed at my comment,

"You are amazing Roza, and so, so beautiful!" I couldn't help feeling giddy at his words.

"So; is that it?"

"No, that was just the beginning. I still have a lot of things to teach you."

"And here I was thinking I was going to get some sleep now,"

"I hadn't realised you were an old lady now,"

"Haha, don't get me wrong, I still have a lot of energy in me!"

"Well then I can say that we are most definitely not done." And so round two started…

I was in a beautiful garden. There was a fountain in the middle and a path, sprinkled with daisies. Beautiful flowers in every shape and colour surrounded the area, and blossom trees rained down blossom leaves.

Under a blossom tree, there was a bench. I carefully sat down, the sound of birds cheeping, filling the cool morning air. The bright sun shone down on me. I lied back and closed my eyes enjoying the feel of the warm sun against my skin.

My eyes were closed, but my ears still picked up the distinct sound of footsteps getting nearer and nearer. I knew someone had sat down next to me when the smell of expensive aftershave teased my nostrils.

"Interesting location choice. It's beautiful!"

"It's beautiful isn't it? It's a garden I wondered into a while ago. There's something very calming about the place don't you think?"

"Yeah, it's nice,"

"So what's up with your aura today?" You're practically glowing!"

"I have no idea what you are talking about Adrian." He looked at me suspiciously. "I guess I'm just happy!"

"Sure you are," I looked into his striking green eyes.

"Yes, I am," we had a staring match for a few minutes; however, he looked away after a minute and sighed.

"This doesn't by any chance have something to do with the date you went on today with Belikov, does it?" He tried to keep the conversation light natured, however, I could hear the bitterness in his tone. This was hurting him. Suddenly, I was feeling extremely guilty. I hadn't really been thinking about anyone but myself before. I had been too lost in the moment to truly consider the consequences.

"No."

"Don't lie to me Rose."

"Fine, the date was… okay…"

"You don't need to pretend, just because you feel bad."

"Yeah well… I also don't have to rub it in your face."

"Does he make you happy?"

"Look Adrian, we don't have to ta-"

"Does he make you happy?" he interrupted.

"That's what my aura is telling you, isn't it?"

"I want to hear you say it."

"YES! Yes, he makes me happy. However, does that make you feel better? NO! So what's even the point?"

"I wanted to hear you say it, because then it made it real. Rose… you know how I feel about you. I can't stand seeing you with another man. So, I'm going to go for a while. I'm not sure how long, but I need to be away from you for a while." My mind went blank. He couldn't really be talking about leaving could he? I needed him in my life. I wanted him there for me as a friend. I… couldn't think of life without him there.

"No! No you can't go! You can't leave me! I need you!"

"Yeah, you need me, but not as anything more than a friend- and that will never be enough for me."

"You can't do this," I know I sounded selfish- like I didn't want him but no one else could have him either- but I guess I'd just gotten so used to having him in my life. I honestly believed in that moment that I couldn't live without him.

"I'm sorry Rose." The dream was starting to break up, and then he would be gone forever…

"No you can't! I won't let you! You bastard! You won't even say goodbye to my face! You're pathetic! You should just-"

I jolted awake as the dream totally ended. Adrian's face in that last second was imprinted into my brain. His face was contorted in pain, his features grief stricken. He looked truly hurt, and it hurt to see him like that. I needed to go and see him, properly this time. I needed to apologise, and then I needed to truly tell him goodbye, as well as that I did understand why he needed to go. However, I needed to calm down first.

Next to me, Dimitri reached out, pulling me against his strong body. I tried to relax, but I was still shaken by what had just happened. Where had all that dark passion came from? Why had I just acted so horribly? Those questions and more circulated round my head, as I thought about what had just happened, and tried to calm down my heavy breathing.

So… was it worth the wait? I know I was mean for making you wait so long before so I'll try and update sooner. However, no promises. I can promise you though, that I almost definitely will not update again until after my gcse exams in two weeks.

Please review and tell me whether my sex scene was good or bad, and whether you will want another one in the future. Tell me your opinion on what happened between Rose and Adrian, well basically, just tell me anything.

I have to admit, this was probably one of the hardest chapters to write ever. Give me a fight scene over a sex scene any day. I wanted the sex scene to feel like part of the story and something that, if taken out of the story, the story would seem weird. I'm not sure if I actually succeeded in that but… whatever.

Anyway once again, thanks for sticking with me, even though I am the slowest updater ever. Thanks for reading, thanks for reviewing, and if it's not too much to ask, continue doing these things ;) xx

Tell you what, if I can get 20 reviews on this chapter, then the second I do, I will start writing the next chapter and I promise to post it within three days of the day I get 20 reviews. :) xx

Some more song lyrics for another shoutout in the next chapter! Today, it's an oldie. May be quite difficult to work out, depending on what your taste in music is I guess:

I was in your arms

Thinking I belonged there

I figured it made sense

Building me a fence

Building me a home

Thinking I'd be strong there

But I was a fool

Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice

Their minds as cold as ice

And someone way down here

Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all

The loser has to fall

It's simple and it's plain

Why should I complain?

Well, until next time… ADIOS AMIGOS!

Kitty Kat x =D