Here's my new story!!!!

I still don't know if I like the idea but ill continue with it if I get enough reviews

Chapter 1: Leaving

B.P.O.V

"You don't want me?" I asked in disbelief.

Something deep with-in me had known this day would come, that he would break his promise and my heart with it. He didn't love me, I was so plain and ugly I didn't know why he even bothered.

Edward had a pained expression on his face, He probably was wishing he didn't let this go on for so long, regretting every moment of being with me.

"I do not love you or want you" He said avoiding my gaze, some how that made me uneasy like there was something he wasn't telling me.

I felt my life slip away with those words, My reason for happiness and hope, gone.

My future, becoming a vampire, spending eternity with Edward and his family disappeared.

He was leaving me behind, to live life alone and unprotected from the everyday dangers that gravity threw at me.

Tears sprung to my eyes but I quickly wiped them away.

I nodded, I guess I was still hoping he would take it all back, saying he was sorry or that this was just a horrible nightmare. I said the only thing I could think of.

"Say bye to Alice for me" I choked out looking in to his topaz eyes.

He nodded stiffly leaning forward to kiss my forehead. I pulled away before he could, I didn't need a reminder of what I was going to be missing for the rest of my life.

I saw the hurt in his eyes.

"Goodbye Bella" He whispered before vanishing.

I stood there for a while thinking, running the scene over in my head until I couldn't stand it any longer.

He was Gone.

I missed him already, I yearned for his touch, his reluctant kisses, his laugh, his crooked smile. The way he made my breath hitch and my heart flutter, his cool breath on my face, his cold hand on my back.

I let out a violent sob. I needed to see him one more time, I needed to touch him, hear him say my name. Just once more.

"Edward" I whispered quietly, trying to get my voice back.

"Edward?"

I started running, not knowing where I was going or how I was going to find him, for all I know he could be on the other side of the continent by now.

"Edward" I screamed over and over.

I couldn't find him.

I had lost my sense of direction a while ago, but I couldn't stop, not now. I just had to find him then I could go home.

It started to get dark and my feet started to drag along the forest floor. My foot caught in a root and I fell to the ground, tears freely running down my face and into the dirt.

I didn't have the energy to get up and the throbbing in my chest was excruciating, my heart pumped pure pain around my body torturing my limbs and tearing at my muscles. I wrapped my arms around myself and curled into a ball, hoping to lessen my suffering. Still the agony ripped through my frail body.

Faint droplets of water fell on my face, mingling with my salty tears. The rain continued and soon I was soaked , but I didn't care. I didn't care that my lips were turning a blue colour or that I was shivering violently. I liked being cold it reminded me of Edwa- Him.

The cold was there when nothing else was, when warmth had vanished, the cold was here to wrap itself around me.

Something hot touched my cheek and I flinched. Why couldn't it just leave me to my peace?

The feverish heat wrapped around my waist and suddenly I found myself flying.

I must be going to heaven.

"Bella, Bella, can you hear me?" My angel was speaking and it wasn't Edwa-Him.

"Yes Angel, I'm here" I heard myself mutter.

I felt someone vibrate with laugher next to me.

"Open your eyes Bella"

I obeyed my Angel and opened my eyes.

It took awhile for my eyes to adjust, to the black night.

I looked up at my rescuer, I recognised him, his name was on the tip of my tongue but I couldn't quite place him. Then it came to me.

"Jacob, Jacob Black?"

He chuckled "You seem disappointed"

"I just thought you were my angel" I muttered to myself, but he seem to have heard.

"I tend to have that effect on people" He said smiling

I would have rolled my eyes but I wasn't in the mood, though it was so easy to forget everything when I was with Jacob.

Jacob was carrying me bridle style down a track that I recognised. He was so warm, it was like his skin was on fire or maybe it was the coldness of mine. It was nice having something warm against me. I snuggled into his chest, burying my face.

I felt him sigh against me.

Light flashed into my eyes.

"Bella, Bella, Oh My God Bella" Someone yelled, it sounded remotely like Charlie but I couldn't open my eyes, the light was blinding.

"I found her deep in the forest Chief Swan" I heard Jacob say.

"Thanks so much Jacob I owe you big time"

"Don't worry about it Charlie"

"Give her here son" Charlie said.

No I didn't want to let go of Jacob, he was so warm.

I tightened my grip as Charlie tried to take me.

"Come on Bella, let go" Jacob laughed.

I shook my head a little, my eyes were still closed tightly.

Charlie sighed. "Ok Jake, take her upstairs and make sure she's warm"

I felt Jacob start moving and suddenly he was lying me down on my bed, wrapping the blankets around me.

"Goodnight Bella" He whispered

"Night Jake" I managed to get out before he left

Edward was gone.

Gone.

Gone.

Gone, the word echoed in my head as I sobbed myself to sleep.

Sorry but I always thought it would have been better if Jacob found Bella instead of Sam. By the way Jacob's already a werewolf.

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