This just chapter one. so, one more time. this is SLASH. Harry is underage, if you don't like 't read it. Enjoy

Harry stood in the aisle of the shopping centre, between the bandaids and tampons. In front of him was a whole range of condoms. Large, medium, small. Coloured, flavoured, textured. He had no idea which ones to get.

He had been having a relationship with his Professor for six months and they still hadn't had sex. Six months of sneaking around, having late nigh dinners and many close calls. Harry had had it, he was tired of stolen kisses and passionate embraces, not that he didn't enjoy them, because he did. As much as he loved the soft tender kisses he needed something more.

Four months to go without sex was long time especially when you were used to getting it every other week, four or five times a night. Severus had been at a potions conference for the past two months and after that they had not had enough time alone together for sex.

Reaching up a swiping each brand and type of condom into his basket. Walking out of the aisle he passed the lubes and paused, 'Maybe I should get some of that too'

Reaching the check out, Harry started to blush, knowing this would be awkward.

"Excuse me"

Harry was pulled out of his train of thought by the cashier. "Er . . .yeah sorry, what did you say?"

"That'll be sixty dollars" The man repeated.

"Sure" Harry mumbled and pulled out his wallet, which he had thankfully filled with muggle money before he left the house.

Walking out of the shop he tried to keep the blush out of his cheeks "I just spent sixty dollars on condoms and lube so I can be fucked by my Professor" Harry was shocked, a couple of months ago he couldn't even say the word sex without blushing.

Thanking the fact that he had gone straight from the library to the shop he stuffed the plastic shopping bag into his school bag. Cringing he remembered the face of the cashier, he was a very private person, he had to be with parents as famous as his and it unnerved him out knowing that the cashier knew he was going to have sex and if he was judged by the amount of condoms he bought he was going to have a lot of sex.

As Harry walked home he thought of what would happen in a few nights time. He had it all planned out, he had already arranged everything with his friend Hermione. She was the only one who knew about him and Severus. Harry had told his parents he was spending the night at Hermione's, while instead he was spending the night at Severus's and Hermione would cover for him if his parents called.

Severus of course had no idea what he was planning, Harry wanted it to be a surprise. Over the time they had together they had tried many different things in bed, some they never did again and other's they enjoyed frequently, Harry was always up to trying new things but the thing he loved doing most was just slow loving sex. Severus had been the first person Harry had ever had sex with and if things went his way, Severus would be the only person he ever had sex with.

He knew the risks he was taking, he wasn't stupid. But he believed Severus was worth the risks, I mean how often do you find a guy willing to risk his career and jail time on a boy that for the first five month's he wasn't even having sex with?

At first Harry had been scared that Severus only wanted him as a sex toy, some men buy a convertible in a mid life crisis, others get a toy boy. However as they spent more and more time together Harry really started to enjoy his company. Severus treated him like an adult, an equal and yet at the same time gave him this feeling of being protected.

Severus was smart and witty and although he had a sharp tongue that was one of things he loved about him. Severus wasn't handsome by any stretch of the imagination, but he wasn't ugly. His nose was too large for his face, his skin pale, but Harry knew looks weren't everything.

Many times Harry had been dragged to some Ministry function or another by his parents and had to endure being flirted with by guys who were breathtakingly handsome, but were shallower then a pool of water and with less intelligence then a boiled cabbage.

The only real problem with Severus was his hatred for his father. Harry was sure that when he turned seventeen which was in a year and made their relationship public the newspapers would have a field day but eventually that would die down and become old news, however the intense hatred Severus and James had for each other could be a real problem.

If Harry couldn't find a way for the two to get along then he would be in for many awkward family holidays. He was pretty sure Remus would be able to keep Sirius under control but James was another question. "Oh well I have a few more months to deal with that" he shrugged.

"Hey guys" Harry greeted everyone. His mum and dad were sitting at the dinner table while Sirius and Remus sat on the kitchen counter.

"Harry we need to talk" James announced, not moving from his place next to Lily.

"Ok . . . ." Harry said slowly not knowing what to expect.

He looked at Remus who looked very uncomfortable and Sirius who was snickering into his hand. Then to his mother who looked on the verge of tears while his father looked a mixture of pride and worry. "Oh well this can't be good"

"Harry where were you?" James asked.

"At the library" now he was confused.

"Really? Give us your bag" he ordered.

"No"

"Why not?"

"Why do you want to look in my bag?" Harry shot back.

"Because we know you are hiding something from us" Lily explained tearfully.

"What does that have to do with what's in my bag?"

"Harry please just give him the bag" Remus begged. "They think you're sleeping with Hermione"

"What?" Harry was truly shocked, this was not where he thought this was going.

"Don't pretend otherwise Harry. Your mother and I have seen the look on your face while you talk on the phone to her"

"Yeah because most of the time we're talking about Severus"

"What does it matter anyway, I'm allowed to date who I want" Harry protested. "Might as well play along"

"Oh Harry you're too young for a girlfriend. You're young and stupid and more likely to rush into something" his mother sobbed.

"Gee mum thanks for the confidence" Harry muttered. "And I think I am more them capable of deciding what I'm ready for and when" he said a little louder.

"We just want you to be safe"

"I am safe. I'm not a man whore, I'm not uncle Sirius"

"Hey!"

"Harry I still want to see what's in the bag"

All Harry could do was gulp, he was screwed. He could protest all he wanted but when it came down to it his dad could just take it off him. Giving him the best glare he had, Harry handed the bag over.' James unzipped the bag while Sirius leaned forward to see what was in the bag. Remus looked at Harry with 'sorry' written all over his face. He knew Harry didn't deserve what was happening. Harry slowly back towards the front door, he might need to make a run for it and he wanted to be as close to the door as possible.

James pulled out the plastic shopping bag and opened the top. Harry felt his heart stop as James pulled out each packet of condoms and placed them on the table never saying a word. Lily began to cry again and Sirius just looked at Harry in shock.

Sitting on the table in front of them were pretty much every kind of condom you could imagine. Coloured, strawberry, chocolate, banana, glow in the dark, ribbed and studded. Then came out the lubricant which was just as varied. There was peppermint tingle, warming lubricant and even passionfruit flavoured.

Every eye in the room was on him. Harry had never seen Sirius speechless before. His dad looked like someone had hit him with a frying pan, Remus still looked uncomfortable and his mother looked heart broken.

"Harry is there more of this stuff?" his dad asked trying to stay calm.

"Yes" he whispered, knowing lying would come back to bite him on the ass.

"Where?" James demanded.

"Under my bed in a box" Harry refused to look up from his feet.

"Sirius"

"I'm going"

"Dad please don't" Harry begged.

"You're too young for this kind of stuff"

"What will dragging out my sex life accomplish other embarrassing me?" he asked, his voice breaking.

"Exactly if this embarrasses you it should tell you are not mature enough for a sex life"

"Of course it embarrasses me. If your dad dragged your sex life out in the open with your mum sitting on the couch wouldn't you be embarrassed?"

"Got it" Sirius groaned, carrying the box down the stairs. It was a big box it had to be. Ever since Harry and Severus had started a sexual relationship he had kept the things they had experimented with in that box. You never know when you will want something again, so everything went in the box.

"Dad please" Harry begged one more time before James opened the box.

"I'm sorry son but I need to know what kind of trouble you've gotten yourself in."

Inside the box were all manner of sex toys imaginable. There were cuffs, whips, chokers, cock rings, blindfolds. They were from Severus's BDSM phase. Underneath there was costumes from when Harry had gone through a bit of a role play fetish, sexy nurse, maid, naughty school girl, not to mention the sexy bunny costume. Off to the side were vibrators, dildos, butt plugs and anal beads. There was also flavoured body paint, Severus had gotten Harry for his birthday.

"I told you not to open the box"

"What . . . I don't . . . . how?" James was shocked beyond belief, he though Harry had been messing around Hermione, and quick fumble here and there. Like most teenagers, all enthusiasm no technique, no idea what he was doing. He had expected to find maybe a few love letters. However by the looks of it Harry knew a hell of a lot more then he thought he did, not to mention the fact that Harry had obviously tried a few things as well.

"When did all this start?" James finally managed to choke out.

"A year ago"

"Harry you're only sixteen. You're too young for of this." God James wished he had never opened the box.

"Why? Everything that's in that box, I wanted. He never forced me into anything"

"He?" James choked.

Harry winced "Fuck. This just keeps getting better" He just wanted to go to sleep. The day had started out so well, he was looking forward to seeing Severus and ha had been planning to call him tonight. But know he just wanted to crawl into bed and never come out. No actually he wanted to crawl into Severus's bed and never come out.

"He?" James's voice was beginning to raise.

"Yeah dad. He"

"You're gay?" he still wasn't really getting it.

"That's generally the term used when a guy enjoys fucking other men" Harry had to admit he was being a little harsh on his dad who know looked very confused. But he had a right to be harsh considering his dickhead of a father had just waved his sex life in front of the rest of the family.

"How are can you be sure?" James was begging for any reason to believe this was just a phase. "You're so"

"Stop using my age as an excuse!" he was sick of everyone thinking he was unable to make his own choices because of his age. "I'm sixteen not six, I'm not stupid or naïve and I'm defiantly not innocent as you can see" he waved his arm in the direction of the box.

"I know what want and I am perfectly capable of making my own decisions. And you want to know how I know I'm gay? The first clue was how good it felt kneeling on the floor sucking some random guy's cock"

That wasn't really true. The first time he had ever given someone a blowjob was three months into his relationship with Severus. Severus had been his first for everything and in the short time they had been together, Harry had changed from the shy boy into a kinky sex addicted teenager. It amazed him how having regular sex actually made him hornier then when he hadn't been getting any.

When he was James flinch at his words he knew he had succeeded in hurting him.

Lily spoke up for the first time, her voice was rough from her crying. "Did you do this to hurt us?. Are we really that bad as parents?"

Harry felt guilt hit him like a punch to the stomach. He had been saying the things he had to hurt his dad, forgetting his mum was still in the room.

"No mum of course not. I didn't do this to hurt anybody, it's not some twisted attempt at teenage rebellion. In all honesty I never even thought how this would affect you and dad and I know this sounds horrible but it really isn't anything to do with either of you. It's my life."

"Why don't we all just sit down and talk about this" Remus said calmly walking over and standing between Harry and James.

Harry shot him a thankful look. While he wasn't going to apologise for what he had done or pretend to be something he wasn't, he didn't want to lose his family.

"Good idea" James took a deep breath and sat down next to Lily, while Harry walked over and sat opposite them. Sirius and Remus sat either side of him. James closed the box and pushed it to one side.

Silence filed the room before Remus was brave enough to ask, "So Harry who is he?"

Fuck this was the bit he had been hoping to avoid. "Umm . . . . I'd rather not say his name"

"That's alright. Just tell us about him. It might be easier for your father and I to understand if we know something about him" Lily was going into understanding mother mode, but Harry could still see the tears in her eyes.

"Well, he's smart and witty. He's not very social, but we don't really go out much we normally just stay at his place." This wasn't going well, even to him it sounded like he was being used. "Uh. . . . He's funny and he really cares about me. He's not very good at showing his emotions, but he shows me he cares with the little things he does. Like if I've had a bad day, he'll just hold me. Or after we've had sex, he doesn't roll over and go to sleep, he pulls me into his arms and I feel safe and warm and loved." 'God I sound like a girl'

"He sounds really nice" Lily admitted.

"I want to meet the parents that let two sixteen year old boys do that under their roof" James demanded, gesturing to the box.

"He . . . Uh . . . lives alone" Harry mumbled. This was going into dangerous territory.

He had wanted to tell his parents about Severus in two months when he turned seventeen and it became legal. Although if they found out a bit sooner wouldn't really make that much of a difference. However both his parents had been hit with a few big pieces of information tonight. All the sex toys, him being gay, he really wasn't sure they could handle another one, especially 'I'm fucking my professor' It might be a little too much.

"Really?" James asked suspicious. "How old is he?"

"Older then me" Harry smiled innocently.

"How much older?" Lily demanded.

"Hey Harry what's this?"

Harry looked over to Sirius who was holding a medium sized wooden box. "Where did you get that?"

"I got bored so I started to look through your little sex box and found this" Sirius said with a smile on his face, like he had done nothing wrong. "So what is it?"

"It's private. Give it to me" he demanded.

"Oh son I think we're way past private" James held out his hand for the box. "Give it to me"

"Sorry kid" Sirius mumbled before handing it over to James.

Harry couldn't breath, in that box was pictures of him and Severus. Not sexual pictures, but normal ones of him and Severus sitting on the couch, Severus cooking dinner, him and Severus kissing. They were just normal pictures of two people in a relationship.

"Dad, haven't learnt not to open boxes that don't belong to you?"

"Honey give him the box" Lily told James.

"Why? He refuses to tell us anything, so this is how we have to find out"

"I don't tell you, because it has nothing to do with you" Harry yelled. "Who I sleep with, or what I do to my body for is none of your business."

"As long as you live under my roof, you'll live by my rules." James yelled back.

Harry could see Remus shaking his head franticly at James. "What if I chose to leave?" Harry asked pushing James.

"Oh Harry, no one want that" Lily tried to calm the situation.

"No he has a point. Harry if you want to live here, there will be no more of this disgusting stuff" James gestured once again to the box full of sex toys, "And you will stop seeing who ever it is you're seeing"

Harry just glared before running up to his room. Everyone but James flinched as he slammed the door.

"See, he's just a kid. He doesn't know what he wants. Give him a while and this will all be forgotten about." James assured Lily.

Harry slammed the bedroom door behind him. God he just wanted to scream or throw something. How could they have reacted like that? He had to admit, his dad finding the box had been unfortunate, but it might teach him not to look through another's belonging. He just couldn't believe how unreasonable James was being, telling him to break up with Severus. James didn't even know who he was dating, for all he knew he was dating some really nice boy who went to see his sick grandmother every weekend. Harry knew he had two options. He could break it off with Severus and pretend this never happened and everything would go back to normal. Or he could tell his dad to fuck off and go to live with Severus. Both plans had downsides.

If he stayed, James would know threatening him would work and when ever he did something James disapproved of, he would just be told to either stop or leave and he wouldn't give James that kind of control.

Also leaving Severus was not an option, not really. He might think about, but he could never do it. On the other hand, if he left where would he go? What if Severus didn't want him to stay with him? He couldn't stay with either Remus or Sirius, he couldn't ask them to chose between him or his dad.

Harry fell down onto his bed, but he was jerked out of his thoughts by his phone ringing. Sighing he reached over and answered.

'Hello'

'Harry'

'oh thank god'

'what's wrong?'

'dad found our box of play things'

'shit'

'yeah. But don't worry. I didn't tell them anything about us'

'I know you wouldn't'

'Severus?'

'hmmm'

Can I ask you something?'

'spit it out'

'my dad told me I either had to break up with you or move out'

'oh'

There was a long silence before Severus spoke.

'well I enjoyed our time together Harry'

'what?'

'well I assume you will be breaking up with me?'

'what no! unless . . . . . . you want to break up'

'Of course not.'

'well then where will I live?'

'can you not just tell your parents we have broken up?'

'no unfortunately, now that dad knows he'll have me followed'

'alright well then that leaves you with one option. Come to live with me'

'really?'

'well you were going to anyway, I don't see why two months should make much of a difference'

'can I come tonight?'

'of course'

'I'll see you soon. Bye. I love you'

'I love you too'

Harry let a sigh escape as he hung up the phone. Now the only question was, was he ready to give up his family? Staring at the phone he made up his mind and knelt down to reach the duffle bag under his bed.

Everybody heard Harry opening his door. The silence in the room was horrible.

"Told you he'd get over it" James said smugly.

The smile on his face disappeared when he saw Harry come down the stairs with the duffle bag.

"Harry?" Lily whispered.

"Oh good buff Harry now go back upstairs" James sneered

"I'm not bluffing dad. You gave me a choice, I'm leaving" Harry was determined to stay calm.

"Oh no Harry don't go" Lily jumped up and pulled Harry into a hug. "Your father is just being an ass"

"Mum he meant it. Don't worry I'll call you when I get there. I love you" he kissed Lily on the cheek before walking out the front door.

Lily turned and glared at James. "Well I hope you're happy. Because you'll sleeping on the couch for a very long time" Lily yelled before storming off into the kitchen.

"Come on, give him a couple of days he'll be back." James promised.

"Well you really fucked this up" Sirius accused.

"He'll be back" James repeated.

"I wouldn't be so sure. I left home when I was his age, younger actually and I never went back" Sirius reminded James.

"Harry's just a kid. It's all fun having a secret boyfriend, but give him a couple of days he'll realise his mistake. It's just puppy love"

"What ever mate. This will come back to bite you in the ass." Sirius muttered as he to left.

"Yeah man, you really screwed this up" Remus agreed, leaving with Sirius.

Well there's chapter one. please review.