Was I the only one:

As I watched him walk out of the door, I felt that last piece of my heart break into a million pieces. Everything I had worked so hard for just walked out the door and took my heart and soul with him; I couldn't move I just stood there glued to the floor looking at the door. Finally I walked away from the front door and into our, my bed room. I sat down in the big oversized red chair that he had gotten me our first year here; I thought about everything I had giving up to be with him to make him happy, I gave up my position guarding Lissa because he didn't want to lose me because of someone. I gave up one of the most important people in my life Dimitri, After the attack and he had survived I just left him , my mentor , my lover, one of my best friends, and the strongest person I had ever met next to my mother. He said that if I wanted to be with him and have our family, that if I loved him as much as I said I did then I didn't need Dimitri anymore. So I did it because I did love him as much as I always said I did, so I said goodbye to Dimitri, and I as I walked away from him I left behind a piece of my heart with that god like Russian. I never looked back at the choices I had made up in till today that is, I never had a reason to I loved my life and my family I loved my husband and I would have done anything for him but I guess I just wasn't good enough for him in the end. I sat thinking about some many things that had happened over the years, all the great memories we had made together, all of the things we had done together. I thought about how he promised me forever and how I was the only one he would and could ever love, I thought that maybe I was the only one who ever really fell in love in the first place. I couldn't take the silence anymore so I reached over and turned on my IPod and put on a song that said everything that I was thinking,

Jordin Sparks: Was I the Only One:

When you told me that I was a star in the sky,
Baby I believed every word.
And you seemed so sincere,
It was perfectly clear,
Cause forever was all that I heard.
And every little kiss,
From your tender lips,
Couldn't of been a lie.
I fell hard over head,
Without a safety net,
And I don't understand this goodbye.

Was I the only one who fell in love?
There never really was the two of us.
And maybe my all just wasn't good enough.
Was I the only one, only one, in love?

As I walk down the hall,
See the place on the wall,
Where the picture of us used to be.
I fight back those tears, cause I still feel you here.
How could you walk out so easily?
And I don't understand, how I can feel this pain, and still be alive.
And all these broken dreams,
And all these memories,
Are killing me inside.

Was I the only one who fell in love?
There never really was the two of us.
And maybe my all just wasn't good enough.
Was I the only one, only one, ya Tell me, what I'm supposed to do with all this love?
Baby, it was supposed to be the two of us.
Help me, cause I still don't want to believe.

I was the only one.
I was the only one.
I the only one who fell in love.
There never really was the two of us, hey.
And maybe my all just wasn't good enough.
I the only one, the only one.
I the only one who fell in love.
There never really was the two of us.
And maybe my all just wasn't good enough.
Was I the only one, the only one, in love?

When you told me that I was a star in the sky,
Baby I believed every word

By the end of the song I was in tears, I felt so broken and he was gone just left me here when he was supposed to love me. He left me for no reason other then he didn't want me anymore, just like I always thought I was never good enough for him. Every one always told me to be careful that he was just like the rest of the Moroi that he would get bored one day and leave me but I never wanted to believe that about Adrian; he always told me how he would never leave me and that he would always me love guess it was all a lie. I got tired of just sitting around doing nothing so I got and walked over to my dresser and found some different clothes to put on, when I was done changing I sat down on the bed and thought about what I should do next . I could have gone next door to Lissa's but I know they all heard the fight we were yelling pretty loud, and Dimitri was over there but right now I kind of wish he was here to help me figure out what I'm going to do now. He was always really good at helping me get threw my problems, I think this time he might just punch Adrian because I know they all heard what he has said to me and none of it was nice. I still don't know why we were fighting in the first place but I guess there is nothing I can do now. I finally thought about going for a run that always helps me clear my head, so I went and got my shoes on and took my IPod and headed for the front door. Just as I opened the door and took a step out I ran right into somebody, I looked up and into the beautiful brown eyes of Dimitri. He had a worried look on his face; I just shook my head and said, "Hey Comrade why are you standing by my front door?" "Hi Roza, I wasn't standing by your front door I was about to knock but you came out instead. Rose is everything ok? I heard the fight I wanted to come over sooner but I thought that you might need sometime." I just looked at him and saw all of the love that he still had for me, I saw the concern that he had about what had happened and it made me think of everything that we had been threw together. His big brown eyes melted holes into my soul and made my heart fly even after all of these years he still had this effect on me and I loved it, I still loved him. "Thank you for coming to check on my Dimitri and yea everything is ok now; I was going to go for a run just to clear my head you wanna come with me?" He thought about it and as he was thinking I said, "Unless you are scared that I will beat you. Because you know it has been like what two years since we last ran together you never know your old age could make you slower." He looked down at me and laughed at me and said, "Roza if you call me old again I'll have to show you that I can still kick your ass, just remember I taught you everything you know." I just smiled and said, "Well that is true you did teach me a lot, so you wanna come with or not? It could be a lot of fun." He just nodded I knew he heard the double meaning of my last statement, I smiled and said, "Ok then lets go." We both took off with a slow pace and then stated to pick it up after a while. We ran off into the sun set and the whole time we ran I didn't think about Adrian once.

Hey guys so this is my new one shot, I got the idea last night at like 4 am I couldn't sleep so I started to type it up. And well here it is I hope you like it and if not we I just don't care. I was thinking that I might turn it into another story so let me know if you would like me to continue with it and I will. Thankx so much for reading and don't forget to review!!

XOXO ROZA