"Bye guys thanks for coming be safe on your way home." I said my farewells to all my guest of my 15th birthday.

"Bye Seth come visit sometime!" Bella yelled Edward arms were wrapped around her.

"I will don't worry." I said before closing the door.

The house was basically clean except for cake and drinks scattered on the kitchen table. Before I even picked up a cap to a soda my mother scooted me out.

"Go relax I got it besides it's your birthday." she said gently.

"O.k. I'm just goanna go take a shower." I said heading to the hallway , but then the doorbell rang so I altered my course to the front door.

"Hey Seth." the figured grasped me into a tight embrace .

"Hey Jake!" I said as he dropped me back on the porch my feet now on solid Ground, "what's up "

"Well he said blushing I know I missed your party and I needed that time to finish your well the first part of your present." he said blushing feverishly.

"Oh , well where is this first part not to be rude?" I said peering down at his hands that were now in his pockets.

"Close your eyes." he said stepping behind me and placing his hands over eyes.

"Jacob..." I giggled as we stepped forward staggering as we went " is this really necessary?"

"Not really but I thought it be fun and make you anxious." he bellowed " ok I'm goanna uncover your eyes but keep them closed okay. "

I waited in the dark for what seemed like hours what felt like loneliness but on the contrary I was with my best friend . Jacob and I grew up together , we helped each other in many ways , our holidays were filled with laughs and joys , we were like brothers , we are brothers .

"okay open!" his voice sounded muffled .

In sight was a car he had been fixing up for him since the beginning of summer I encouraged him to finish when he wanted to give up , I even found him

some tools and parts he needed to get the job done.

"Jacob! you .....I can't believe .....it's great!" I struggled to find words.

The grin on his face was spread from cheek to cheek , when he smiled my legs always felt like they would give out.

"Come on let's test this thing and I'll give you your second present" he roared the engine temptingly.

"Alright ." I almost sounded so desperate I could hear it in my voice but I hopped into the passenger side anyway.

Jacob reversed out onto the road and drove west toward the forks boundary line but took a road clearly not meant to be one just 5 miles within the boundary.

"Jacob where are g-g-going?" I said as the truck went threw the man made road

"Just wait you'll see." he said stepping on the gas.

The forest engulfed the truck , up above was nothing to be seen but branches and branches. aside from the path e were on it was aliened with more branches. Normally this would be a creepy place but with Jacob here I knew I was safe.

"ta da." Jacob sang as I looked into the path ahead of us.

A lake was in the middle of the forest and above it were stars that reflected off the water as if it was glass. The trees created a hole in the roof the forest visible through it was not only stars but a full moon.

"Jacob how did you find this?" I asked as I got out of the now parked truck.

"Quil and Embry where out just racing one night when they came upon this Embry told me so I came to check it out and I decided to show you when there was a full moon which ironically was tonight!" he said amused with himself.

"This really something Jake second best present ever." I said looking to the side into his dark eyes.

A look of confusion was on his face.

"Second!" he asked "What was the first?"

"The first was when I met you." luckily it was dark so the redness that colored my face was not visible to him.

"Yes that was a good night. " Jacob muttered as he shoved his hands in his pocket again.

"Jacob." I spoke braking the silence .

"yes!" he said looking up again .

"Can I tell you something?"

"Seth you can tell me anything your my little brother."

The word brother made me second guess myself but I had to know.

"What if I want more than to be your brother?" I stared into the glassy looking water.

"What do you mean?" he had a blank face on I could hear it in his voice.

"Jacob." I paused and took a place three feet in front of him and looked him the eyes"I'm in love with you".

His eyes fell and he took a few steps away.

"With me. Why? I'm not the person for you, I mean, .... I'm Jacob the stupid hero type of person who only fixes cars" his eyes wandered the forest floor.

"And that's all you need to be my stupid hero who only fixes cars.....my Jacob" I spoke slow so maybe he would calm down.

"How long have you been in love with me?" he spoke calmly

"About 2 years now." I confessed truthfully.

"How come you didn't tell me sooner?" he asked anxiously

"I was afraid you would hate me or worse forget me completely never to think of me again." I confessed

"That's impossible Seth!" his eyes now had the moon reflecting off them

I smiled great. but do you love me as I do you.

It stood quiet for a moment as I was stuck in a unrealistic conversation in my mind , but Jacob broke it.

"We could try." he said stepping forward again his hands out of his pockets and slowly pulled me towards him.

"Jacob." I breathed looking up at him , "I want to stay here forever". Now putting my head in his chest .

"Well I don't know about forever", he chuckled " but one night wouldn't hurt we could sleep in the back of the truck".

At that moment I cracked up speaking between shocks of obsessive laughter .

"I - didn't mean - here - I meant-here!" wrapping my hands around his waist collecting myself.

"oh !- I knew that." he grinned

"I can tell you knew that - not."

"No." he whispered lifting me to his level " I really did ." his lips met mine , my body reacted by wrapping it's legs around the corresponding waist and press the opposite closer. His hand began roaming , slowly running up my shirt leaving a slightly warmer trail as it trudge along my stomach.

Jacob started to kiss my neck , my head fell back allowing the awaited intruder access. My finger began in buttoning his shirt and leading the thin cloth off the broad shoulders.

My mind began to catch up with my body's actions, it began to Nag like my mother done Leah once.

Your too young.

It's not safe.

Wait till your married.

Fingers where messing with the belt resting on my waist.

"Jacob....no....stop please stop!" I begged

His hands retreated , his lips closed and lifted from my shoulder. His eyes showed exhaustion pleasure exhaustion.

"Seth...." he whispered breathlessly.

"Jake! I'm sorry it's just my mind caught up with my hormones." I confessed unwrapping my legs from his waist and he lowered me down in front of him.

"No! I'm sorry it was me who started it I -"

"No Jacob! It was I who responded but all in all I have no regrets."

"Neither do I it was like a sense of high minus the drugs for my body." he smiled.

My face also flashed a smile as I looked down to the abandoned articles of clothes on the forest floor .

"Looks like I went the furthest!" picking up Jacob's shirt , tank , and belt.

"Yea I couldn't keep up but I tried and failed but enjoyed .... Well you!" now putting on his clothes.

I looked out at the mirror reflecting moon once Again the full moon was now a half moon.

"What time is it Jacob?"

"About 2 in the morning" he informed me putting his hair up "perhaps we should get you home".

well thats the first chapter

sorry for the bad spelling and grammar

reveiw please and offer ideas id love to hear them

i want to write a jasper and seth one but idk yet .