Letters from Alice (WIP)

You know in New Moon the movie Bella emails Alice? Well what if Alice did the same to Edward? I did these in about 20 mins, but I hope you like them. Coming soon : Alice- ring shopping. xxx

Edward.I'm so sorry it didn't work out. No, not that it didn't work out, i'm sorry that you left. That we left. Sitting here, i feel sick and tired. I don't ever remember feeling like this since...since i became like this. A vampire. Please don't make me feel like this, Edward. Don't make me become the scared mad child crying in the dungeon again. Make it stop, Edward, make it stop. Or bring her back, to take away the pain, to take away Tanya's smug face, erase it from my memory, forever. You're ripping apart destiny, Edward, ripping apart me. I know that you didn't want to, i know. But everything was right, i promise. It would have worked out. Please come back. I love you, Brother.

Dear Edward.

I'm sure you realise that if I wasn't aware (Thanks to Jazz) of what you are feeling etc etc then I would be SOOOO mad. At you. In fact, forget that . I am mad at you. Unbelievably so. I am OVER the sadness (a bit). How COULD you leave Forks, leave the girl who obviously loves you more than anybody else on this planet- MY BEST FRIEND!!!- , the girl who has made you the happiest you've ever been, so happy that you started acting like one hell of a psycho of a stalker, the only human who really knew us, and actually loved us, made us feel wanted, made us want her (and not for dinner) and was the one reason we stayed. Not even Rose, for goodness sake, would- could- be so heartless. Or just plain stupid. Two words: Reconsider. Edward.

Your loving sister,

Alice.

Hey Edward!

Congratulations! 2 months since splitting with and abandoning Bella! Whooop! I bet you're a bundle of joy to be around! Not that I would know, seeing as I haven't seen you. And neither has your future wife, Bella. Who you are going to marry whether you like it or not. Because you WILL go back. I know you will, if you are truly the brother and son I thought you were. Think, Edward.

Other than that… Rosalie's acting smug, Jasper's trying to take my mind off things with sex and IT'S NOT EVEN WORKING!!! And not because I don't want it to either. Carlisle is practically going grey and Esme is turning into a zombie. Just thought you'd like to know.

Alice.

Edward.

Did you know that it's possible for a vampire to cry? Not properly, of course, but feel the same and make the same noises and expressions? Neither did i, until approximately two months,five days and three point four hours ago. Since then, things have changed. I have experienced so many new feelings. Loss. Choking sadness. Despair. Violent anger. Vampire tears. And, to put it mildly, i'm not the only one. Even Tanya doesn't look so smug anymore. I hate to say this, but you can change it. And i, i want you to. Put that frightful expression right back on her face.

Please.

Ok, Edward.

I'm sorry, but I have to go back. Back to Forks, our home. Bella needs me. I can't say anything more. Don't follow me. You can't. I'm so sorry. I can't tell you anything. I can't explain. I don't understand. I thought I would see this, really. I thought that i could protect you both, forever. That time at the dining table when you first realised you couldn't kill her, when you first disappeared and didn't come back until daybreak. When you brought her home, let her into our world. I should have seen it then. Jazz knows everything you could ever need to know. So please listen to me this once. Don't . But I have to go, even if it's too late. And if you do find out, please don't do anything

Goodbye, Edward.

Alice.