Haylo everyone I know it's been a very long time since the last update, but I have a brand new chapter here. This will also be the last chapter! I really loved writing this story. A great big thank you to everyone who read and reviewed. You guys are so amazing! Thank you again! I hope you enjoy Chapter 16!
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Disclaimer: I do not own D. Gray Man I wish I did though.
There will be Yaoi and Shounen-ai between Allen/Kanda. If you don't like don't read.
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After a couple weeks of discussing and trial runs it was decided that I would stay with Lavi. It made me feel a little more comfortable, not that Lenalee's house wasn't wonderful, but living with another boy made me feel a little better plus Lenalee's brother wasn't there glaring at me every time he was home. I let Cross know where I was, but before we could have more of a heart to heart he was gone. I held on to hope, knowing that we'd have more time to talk.
The one big problem I had was Kanda. I thought after a few more days or weeks he'd come around. No such luck. He was being an ass now. It was starting to get to me to where I'd bump into him on purpose just to get some attention from him. He'd say something about me being a Bean Sprout then be on his way. Even Lavi couldn't get anything out of him. It was time to take action. There was only so much I could do, it was now or never. Hopefully by the end of it Kanda and I would be together or at least on the road to recovery.
Luckily, it was Friday and there was the whole weekend to try and implement my plan. The first step was to get to Kanda's house. Lavi was playing his X-box when I finally found him, nervous energy taking over my body. I had my backpack slung off one shoulder, filled with homework and extra clothes. I wasn't planning on coming back to Lavi's house until Sunday. That was only if my plan succeeded. Knowing Kanda that was going to be harder than it needed to be. That was one of the many things I adored about him though. He was relentlessly stubborn, never giving in no matter what, whether he was wrong or right.
"Hey Lavi, would you drive me to Kanda's house?" I asked, breathing deeply. My heart rate increasing, sweat forming on my brow, I fanned myself trying to calm and cool down.
Lavi looked up from his game a wicked grin forming on his lips. "It looks like you packed for a week."
"Only till Sunday. I want to stay at his house to work things out."
"Well if anyone can break down Kanda's walls it's you. Let me grab my keys then we'll hit the road." Lavi turned off his game, slapping me on the back way harder than necessary when he passed me.
I followed Lavi through the house to outside where his car was parked in the driveway. The more steps I took to get closer to Kanda my stomach tightened up more and more. This might be risky pushing Kanda when he wasn't ready. I wasn't willing to wait around any longer, knowing that he was so close and not being able to touch him or be with him at all. And it didn't feel right to just wait for when he decided he wanted to forgive me. It was time I took hold of the situation. If nothing else I wanted to Kanda to stay my friend. If he couldn't move past everything then maybe that could still be salvaged. I wanted to have him in my life no matter what.
I got in the car and Lavi took off going faster than I expected. "Are we in a race and I didn't know?" I held on tight to my jeans, silently praying that we made it to Kanda's unscathed. "What's the rush?"
Lavi glanced at me then took the pressure off the accelerator much to my relief. "I want you to make up with Kanda."
I watched as Lavi's face brightened up with a blush. "Try again."
He blew out a sigh. "Fine, Lenalee's coming over to watch a movie. I originally thought it'd be all three of us but since you want to go to Kanda's I thought I might try to make it a little more intimate."
"No way! Are you going to tell Lenalee you like her?" I was a little bewildered, but excited for Lavi.
"Yes, no. Maybe. I don't know I haven't had much time to think about it. I've been thinking about it then it seemed like a brilliant idea to do tonight. The more I talk about it the more sick I feel." Lavi did look a little ill, his skin much paler than normal.
"Hey, that's how I feel. Who knew love could make you feel so sick and happy all at the same time."
"Whoa, whoa let's so our roll. First let me confess then we can see where we're at."
I laughed, finally Lavi was on the other side of a potential relationship. "Good luck, Lavi!" There seemed to be more of camaraderie with Lavi especially with the knowledge he was thinking about confessing to Lenalee. They'd make a wonderful couple. "I wish you luck with dealing with Komui too."
Lavi shuddered. Lenalee's brother could be a little more than protective with his baby sister, not that I blamed him, I also feared for Lavi in that respect.
"Thanks, I'm going to need it. Good luck to you too." Lavi pulled into Kanda's driveway. My stomach plummeted to my feet. Part of me wanted to tell Lavi to turn around and forget about the whole thing. Thankfully that part was very small. I needed to do this.
I steeled my nerves, got out of the car and waved goodbye to Lavi. He rolled down his window. "Call me if you need a ride or for anything."
"Thank you, Lavi."
"No worries. What are friends for?"
I smiled some of the fear melting away. "You're the best!"
Lavi pointed at me. "Do you forget it! Have a great night."
"You too," I yelled, waving my arms around as Lavi backed out and took off down the road.
I walked up Kanda's driveway to his front door. I rang the door bell hoping against hope that Kanda let me in. If not Lavi was going to have to make another trip back here. I held on to the straps of my backpack, waiting for Kanda.
The door opened when I was getting ready to pull out my cell phone to call Lavi. My breath caught in my throat at the sight of Kanda with his hair down. Saliva filled my mouth at the drool worthy sight. Kanda's eyes widened a fraction before narrowing.
"Bean Sprout, what are you doing here?"
"I'm here to spend the night." I pushed my way through the front door. The only way I passed through the front door was due to the fact that Kanda was shocked.
"You're what?" Kanda closed the door which I took as I good sign. He didn't kick me out right away.
"Staying the night. You and I are going to work things out and I'm staying till Sunday."
"Says who?"
"Says me."
Kanda and I had a staring contest before he relented. "Come on. I'm making dinner." That surprised me. I willingly followed on his heels, watching his tight butt sway in his snug fitting jeans.
The kitchen smelled so good with the smells of chicken, mashed potatoes and corn being prepared. Kanda pulled out two plates and started piling food on both of them. While his back was turned away from me I hugged him from behind, needing the contact after so long of not touching him. His solid back emitted so much comfort for me it relaxed the knot that was in my stomach even after my bold words at the door I was worried Kanda would tell me to get out of his sight. There'd be no way I could handle that kind of rejection.
Kanda set the plates on the counter, I held on to him that much tighter worried he might remove my arms from around him.
"Allen," My name drifted softly to my ears. I was startled to find Kanda holding my hands against his toned stomach. He turned around in my arms and held me tight to him. "Crazy, little Bean Sprout you just having to keep pushing your way in to my world." My heart sank a little at Kanda's words until I felt a gentle kiss on the top of my head. "You're already there. I was having a hard time finding the right way to tell you that I wanted you back in my life. It's hard to get that kind feeling across especially for me when I never have people wanting to be in my life the way you do."
Kanda and I pulled apart, shock evident on my face, my eyebrows shot up at Kanda's admission. "You forgive me?"
A scowl crossed Kanda's handsome face. He grabbed my hand pulling away from the delicious smelling food, guiding me to the living room. We sat down close to each other, Kanda facing me. "Yes, I forgive you, but if ever do something like that again I will kick your ass. Talk to me first before you decide anything. We're going to be in this together from now on. In fact I'd like it very much if you moved in with me."
My jaw hit the ground at Kanda' s suggestion or maybe it was a demand who knew when it came to Kanda. My heart also leapt at the thought Kanda wanted me to live with him. "You want to what?"
"Live with me. I don't like the idea of you living with Lavi or Lenalee. As you already know I have a very possessive nature and I want you here with me. We can go get the rest of your stuff on Sunday." I glared at Kanda secretly loving this demanding side of him. I didn't need him to know that though then he'd always assert himself not like he didn't always do that anyway. Kanda huffed. "Fine, only if that's okay with you though."
I smiled widely, happiness flowing through my entire body. I felt so elated I knew I'd be able to walk on air. "You're on. I love you so much." I clapped my over my mouth, hoping that wasn't the wrong thing to say.
Kanda grabbed the back of my neck hauling me in for a kiss that made me weak in the knees. His tongue took over my mouth, battling with my own, making my world spin. My eyes fluttered close as Kanda and I continued to kiss. I was so blissed out I didn't notice when he had stopped. I opened my eyes slowly, blinking at him owlishly, cheeks burning at the hot gaze that ran over my body.
Kanda hugged me again this one more gentle. "I feel the same way Bean Sprout." The words were spoken softly in my ear.
I pulled back from Kanda's searching his dark eyes, seeing all my own feelings reflected back at me. "Can you repeat that?"
Kanda smirked, my heart beat wildly in my chest. "You heard me the first time. If you ask again I'll deny everything."
I clamped my mouth shut knowing he would do just that. Kanda never made threats lightly. I glowed with the knowledge that Kanda loved me too. It was a surreal feeling.
"You really want me to move in with you?" I asked, leaning against Kanda's shoulder, relaxing against him.
Kanda wrapped an arm around my shoulder, pulling me closer to him, his warmth seeping in to me. "Yes, I do. But once again only if you want to, no matter how much I want to demand that you do. It's been killing me knowing that you're at Lavi's. I can't tell you how many times I thought about going to his house to take you away."
I chuckled, glancing up at Kanda. "You know there was nothing to worry about. Lavi might be confessing how he feels to a certain pig-tailed girl."
"You're kidding?" I shook my head. "It's about time. He's been in love with Lenalee for what feels like forever."
"You're telling me. Then maybe you won't get mad every time he teases you."
Kanda's arm tightened around me. He growled softly. "You're mind Allen. No one should be able to touch you except me."
"Same goes for you, you know."
"Understood." I never realized just how much I loved Kanda's possessiveness. I'm not sure when I started to feel the same way, but my own possessive nature took over and Kanda would always be mine just as I'd always be his.
Wow! It's the end! I'm so happy and so sad! I loved writing these characters so much! What did you think? Well I guess this is good bye for now. See you soon.