Gravitation: What We All Know

Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation. Maki Murakami does.

Angel Eyes Kiyone: And here is yet another fanfic. Seriously, I need to do a different anime before I go insane. Well, I hope you all like this one. This first chapter is wriiten in Tatsuha's POV.

Tatsuha's POV

Rejection

We all know that word well. It eats away at us.

We all know what it's like...to not belong.

Envy

Yes. That word eats away at me.

He had everything I wish I could have.

Fame. Fortune. Women. An Angel.

Relief

She tells me I got lucky.

I didn't have to suffer the way he did.

At sixteen, I look just like him.

Yet, no one seems to notice.

Even though we look the same, we are still very different.

I would sit and watch as people fussed over him. Admired him. Adored him.

I watched in disgust as he manipulated him.

I was glad he didn't notice me; ignored me.

Holding On

I watched him as he fell apart.

I watched as he became distant.

I watched him fall deep.

The drugs. The alcohol. The women.

Either way, I stayed close.

I know he didn't hate us.

He hated what he had become.

So now I wear his smile.

I show his happy personality.

I stay strong for the family.

I stay strong for him.

Blame

I hate him.

He killed my big brother.

He stole his happiness.

He blamed an innocent soul for my brother's suffering.

The only one to blame...is himself.

My big brother.

My new big brother, suffers because of him.

He made him a coward.

Cold. Bitter. Distant. Weak.

I'm glad that I am the youngest.

I'm glad that I went unnoticed.

For if I wasn't, I too would be his puppet.

Identity

People mistake me for him.

His skin is slightly paler than mine.

How unlucky and lucky he is.

How lucky and unlucky am I.

For the incident took him from rags to riches.

His looks took him from nobody to somebody.

I smile when strangers say his name to me.

But I long for them to notice me for me.

I am a nobody.

Always have been. Always will be.

My Love

I call him my God. But really, I know better.

They say Angels are close enough.

My brother has one. I know.

My sweet love. I will make him my Angel someday.

And when that day comes...I'll never let him go.

He Knows

That's why I like him too.

He doesn't have to say it.

I've seen him suffer.

But he has a friend to keep him steady.

I wish I had someone too.

Does my brother know he hurts inside?

So much pain. So much...rejection.

Yes. We all know that word well.

But he knows it better than all of us.

I hope my brother sees it soon.

Because his Angel goes through it everyday.

Angel Eyes Kiyone: So, what do you guys think? Next in line is Hiro. So review review review.