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It's been 3 days since Jacobs transferred to my boarding school. He's a very popular guy here, I should feel jealous because girls are sticking to him like jam to toast but I know he only has interest in me. But that doesn't stop Emily from flirting with him.

I'm toying with my pen in math class when I get a text.

Jakey:

Date night tonight? or party?

I think this over. I like hanging out with Jacobs friends because their so funny to be around but I want some time with just Jacob.

Date night, want you to myself;)

I text back and quickly hide my phone from my teacher. Glad to say that since Jacob has arrived I've been a amazing mood and my grades are going higher than ever before. I look up to see some girls staring my way, correction. More like glaring with envy. Ever since they found out I'm dating Jacob I get jealous looks from most of the female students. My phone buzzes in my uniform skirt.

Jakey:

Love the sound of that;) Can't wait Babe.

I smile like an idiot thinking about him that I don't notice the bell has rang. I jump up and get out of the classroom and into the hall to go to my room and pick out a date outfit. When I get to the door I see Emily sucking face with Sam on the door, blocking the handle.

"Move it or I'll burn you." I tell them and Sam jumps and pulls away.

"Hey Le-" I hear him say but I've already slammed the door in his face. I go to my stereo and put on some happy music and I dance around while looking through my closet for something cute. 10 minutes later Emily comes strolling in with messed up hair, red lips and her skirt pushed way too high.

"You look like a two cent hooker." I tell her while raising a shirt to my body. Emily looks into her mirror on her side of the room and pats her hair down.

"You're just jealous Leah." She sighs and tries to make me angry but it doesn't work.

"If only you'd believe your own words." I tell her before walking into the bathroom and curl my hair.

"What are you getting ready for?" Emily's voice asks from the other room.

"None of your damn business." I tell her and keep curling my hair. The downside of being native is we have a lot of thick hair, it took me two hours to curl my hair.

When I walk out I see Emily on her computer IMing someone. I just bother with myself and grab my outfit and change. I look myself over in the mirror and think I look great! Emily turns and see's my dress.

"Oh I love that! I'm going to borrow it later." She says.

"Like hell you are! I'll kick your rotten ass if you even touch it." I tell her. I'm already ready for my date an hour early and lay on my bed reading another one of my books.

"Did Jacob finally stand you up?" Emily says.

"No, I'm just early." I tell her and she's trying on dress after dress. "Where are you going anyway?" I ask her.

"Date with Sam tonight." She says. Right then I hear a knock at the door and before I can even sit up Emilys running to the door.

"Jacob! Hi there." Emilys voice sounds like a dumb blonde and she tilts her head to the side and twirls a strand of hair.

"Hi, Uh is Leah here?" He asks.

"Yeah. But your going on a date right? So where are you guys going?" Emily asks. Oh god! I jump up from my bed and motion Jake to shut up behind Emily but its too late.

"We're going to a movie." He tells her.

"Oh we should totally double date! Don't you think?! I'll just tell Sam." And Emily flips out her phone and starts calling Sam.

"Ugh, I hate her!" I groan to Jacob at the door when Emily walks away.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know she was going to invite herself Lee." He says and I'm pouting. He grabs my chin with two of his fingers, making me look up at him and kisses me. Maybe it won't be so bad.

Oh how wrong I was. Emily won't shut up and she's not even talking to Sam. She even made a lame excuse that she gets motion sickness if she sits in the back so she makes me and Sam sit in the back while she talks forever with Jacob in the front seat.

"Wow, you work out don't you. I can totally tell." She says and grabs his forearm which makes my blood boil.

"So how was your day Leah?" Sam tries to make small talk while we sit.

"It was fabulous until now." I groan. Sam looks up front at Emily massaging Jacobs biceps and I can tell he's just as angry as me.

Im relieved when the theatre comes into view. Once we get out of the car Jacobs by my side and holding my hand.

"I'm sorry Leah." He whispers in my ear when he pulls me close. I look up and kiss him and tell him its fine.

When we get seated I notice Emily purposely makes sure she's sitting in between Jacob and Sam. But I'm glad I got the other side of Jacob. We talk constantly about anything and everything. Jacob makes me laugh by telling me the story about him and his cousin watching the gymnastics on tv when they were younger and his cousin flicked his wrist in the air like all the people do after every stunt and his cousin ended up smacking the wing off a porcelian humming bird attached to the fans handle.

Emily calls Jacobs attention a couple of times, asking him meaningless questions. He always answers in a short reply and turns back to me.

Sometime in the middle of the movie is when Jacob leans in to kiss me and we end up shamelessly making out. One of his hands are in my hair and another laying on my back. I slide my hand down his back and feel another hand trying to make his way to him. I look over his shoulder as he bites and kisses my kneck. I look to see Emilys hand trying to sneakily touch Jacob. I scratch at her hand and she says a quick ow and pulls her hand away and glares at me.

I give her the middle finger and make a motion as if I'm cutting my throught to tell her I'm not going to forget this.

Jacob finds the sensitive spot on my neck and I sigh and go back to making out with him. Eventually I forget about anyone being in the theatre with us and it seems like Jake forgets too because I can feel his hand under my dress but over my bra. We hear someone clear their throat and we quickly pull apart. Jacob pulls my dress down for one on else to see and Sam along with Emily, are standing up and I see the credits rolling on the screen.

"Oh, its over." I tell Jake and we laugh and stand up. I hold his hand as we all walk out.

"Sam and Emily discuss the movie we just saw but Jacob and I don't remember much if any at all. Emily calls front seat again but I don't mind this time because I'm holding Jacobs left hand on the side of his seat while he holds the steering wheel with the other, our hands completely hidden from Emily and Sam.

It seemed close to eternity when we finally made it back to the old stone school that looks like it belongs in a British film then a real life boarding school.

"We're back." Jacob says. I look to Emily and notice she doesn't want to get out. I look to Sam with a pointed look.

"Emily, I'll walk you to your room." Sam says, opening his door. Emily tries to make a excuse but seems to not be able to think of one. Sam opens her door and she climbs out. I can't help but feel smug when I see her walking with Sam under her arm and her looking back like she didnt want to leave. Once they're far enough I climb to the front seat minding my dress.

"That was horrible." Jacob speaks what I was thinking.

"Hmm, whose fault was that?" I say.

"I'm sorry Leah. I didn't know she'd invite herself." Jacob pleads. I can never be mad at him.

"Your forgiven." I tell him and kissing him seems appealing all over again. I have a feeling Jacob is thinking the same thing while staring at my lips. I don't notice that I'm biting my lip until Jake mentions it. "Biting your lip like that makes me want to attack." I blush. I move in on Jacob so close that he closes his eyes, ready for my lips when I lightly sigh and pull away. Jakes quick to open his eyes and growl as he grabs me. I laugh and squeal as he fights for a kiss. It went from playing around and planting lazy kisses anywhere to a slow passionate liplock that makes my mind spin. I feel the slight roughness on Jacobs chin which makes him even more unattainable to me.

"I love you." He mutters against my neck and I try to say it back but all that fills my mouth is my own sighs and breath. I grab at the back of his black shirt, wanting more. Jacobs mouth travels to my collarbone and I automatically make the smallest moan of pleasure. Through the sighs and huffs I hear Jacobs cellphone go off. We both groan in fustration and I tell him to answer it.

"What?" No doubt annoyed at the caller for interupting. "No I dont plan on it...Because I said I wouldn't earlier...I'm going." And like that Jacob hangs up.

"Just Jared asking if I was going to a party." He says while tucking the phone away in his front pocket.

"Why aren't you going?" I ask.

"Because tonight was about you. Not anyone else, well it was supposed to be until we got some tag alongs." He says.

"I want to go to the party if you do."

Jacob smiles and kisses me again before putting the car in reverse and driving to the exit gates of the school. I just look out the window at the dark woods and wonder what creepy scary things happen in those woods. If there is such things as witches or mystical monsters coming out at night in the damp cold weather in the woods.

Soon we're in the town, store lights off and street lights glooming. Its not long before we're in a neighborhood. Unlike the other party house, this one is more normal with two levels, small driveway and flashes of light again. I watch a couple of groups of people walk to the house and open the door.

Jacob parks across the street at a open spot and gets out to open my door. I can't help but feel a little nervous about seeing Jacobs friends again, hopefully they still like me.

I loop my arm with Jacobs when we walk to the house. Jake wrists the knob and pushes, the door open easily like its done a thousand times before. The smell of sweat,perfume and smoke wraps around me. We step in and within 5 steps into the crowded house Jake and I are separated. Some drunk guy runs between us and once he's gone, others around me squish closure and I can't find Jacob.

I then think maybe he's in the living room. I find the living room where music booms and peoplr jump up and down like a rave. I spot the kitchen just on the other side of the living room, knowing I have to cross the dancefloor to get to the kitchen. I squeeze through people, jump up and down like them, pretending to fit in then finally I'm in front of the kitchen entrance. I walk in and see 3 couples making out around the room and 5 others talking and getting beverages. I walk up to the keg and wrinkle my nose, thinking about the gross taste of beer. I walk pass it and open the fridge to find a unopened can of Dr. Pepper. I snag one and turn around opening it and see someone appear at the dance floor entrance. Edward Cullen.

He see's me and smiles, taking a step in my direction. I get major chills and duck down between the keg line where he cant see me and quickly make for the other exit to the hallway on my right. Im darting through people, scared that Edward might catch up.

"Excuse me...sorry...she's going to need hangover water in the morning...can you please make way...thank you...oh cute dress!" I say while going through everyone, not even knowing where I'm headed. Then I crash into a brick wall almost falling over. I look up to see Paul standing in front of me.

"I found you! Now I get 20 bucks!" He gleems.

"Thank god you found me Paul! Edwards trying to look for me." I explain. Paul then grabs my around the hips and lifts me up, walking somewhere. I then see we're going to the back yard. I feel like a child with the way Pauls carrying me with his arms extended in front of him and me facing forward.

He puts me down where there are a cluster of chairs in a half circle, obviously a group of people were once sitting here chatting. Paul takes out his phone to dial a number.

"Hey, I found her. We're out back. Yeah bye."

"Where'd you get the soda Leah?" Paul asks when he picks up his red dixi cup, most likely drinking beer.

"I got it from the refridgerator." I tell him before taking another sip. "Whose house is this?" I ask staring up to the darkened second level.

"I think someone named Erick, who knows. I just came for the beer and friends." He laughs. I then look to see Embry and Quil coming our way, talking about something.

"Hey Leah! Nice to see you!" Embry says while taking a seat next to me.

"Hey Embry."

A few minutes later all of Jacobs usual friends are here greeting me along with Jacob. The night was great, Jacobs friends make me laugh and I met some new people. I've been drinking a lot of Dr. Pepper now I need to pee,bad.

"Hey I'm going to go to the bathroom." I tell Jacob before climbing off his lap.

"Want me to go with?" He asks.

"No, I think I can handle it, but thanks." I kiss him and walk into the crowded house. Weaving through people to get to the upstairs was the hardest. I finally get to the bathroom and go inside doing my business. When I'm washing my hands I hear a slur of words outside the door and knocking. A drunk partier who needs the lou.

"There you go." I tell them when I walk out.

"Thank god!" The girl runs inside and shuts the door behind her. I'm headed for the stairs when someone grabs my wrist, I quickly turn to see whose trying to get my attention.

"Leaving so soon Leah?" Edward pulls me to him.

"I'm just going down stairs so excuse me." I try to side step him but its not working.

Edward pushes me against the wall. "Its so private up here Leah...stay." He smushes me between the wall and his body. "You know I really like you. Your...different than the others around here."

"Yeah, like a shiny new toy that you'll eventually get tired of." I try to look anywhere except at Edward. His cold fingers touch my chin, making me stare at him.

"You see? You don't bullshit or sugarcoat things, my kind of girl." The next moment made me think that I would never get away. Edwards lips attack my neck, sucking and licking my skin. I hit him but he holds my hands captive with one arm. I try to push him away but he won't budge.

"Stop it Edward! Stop! I'll scream!" I then get his palm smacking into my mouth, only muffled cries come out. its been minutes and I'm still struggling and he's made his way to my shoulder, pulling my sleeve away to shed skin, I can't kick him. He's too close for that. Desperate times call for desperate needs.

I take one more deep breath before relaxing into him, no longer stuggling. I moan into his palm and my hands grab at his shirt, pulling him closer. I can feel him smirk against my neck.

"Can I let go of your hands now?" He mumbles against my neck. I make a noise resembling a yes. "Good." He says. His hands slide under my shirt and around my waist instead of trapping me.

"Edward." I breathe into his ear.

"Yeah?" He groans.

"Your going to want to take some Tydenol in the morning."

"What? Why?" He stops attacking my neck but his heads still barried in my shoulder. I quickly shove my knee between his leg, punch his stomach and he falls to his knees. I shove him down with my foot. he's coughing on the ground and I shove my heel against his throat, not hard enough to really hurt him.

"Don't you ever touch me again or I'll castrate you! Got it?!" He doesn't say anything. "GOT IT?!" I push down on his neck more.

"Got it!" He gasps out. I take my foot off him and give him one last good solid kick in the side before leaving.

"Can we leave?" I ask Jacob when I find him again. He's playing ping pong with Jared. I hide my neck with my hair and made sure to wipe off Edwards spit from my shoulder and neck before going to Jacob.

"Uh..Sure." He sees that I'm not in a good mood.

"Hey, we're going now guys." We sat bye to everyone and when we make it to the car Jacob asks whats wrong.

"Nothing. I'm just tired." I try to smile at him and take his hand in mine. This seems to convince him.

To make myself seem normal, I turn the radio on and sing to whatever song. 20 minutes later Jacob parks the car in the parking lot.

"Leah, are you sure you're okay?" He turns to me. I swing my knees around his waist and sit on top of him.

"Whoa." He says. I look down at him and he stares back at me for a few more silent seconds.

"Jacob." I whisper out.

"Yeah?" His hands are on my hips. He's searching for an answer in my sudden subduction in my eyes.

"Kiss me." He pushes his hand thats around my waist closer to him, pulling me forward and our lips lock. All the secret fear that I had tonight is washed away with one simple kiss. I try to deepen it, wanting to only remember Jacob kissing me and not Edward.

I turn my head to the side and Jacob starts kissing my neck. I open my eyes and see that the car windows are too steamed to look through. the skin on my neck feels tender but i don't say anything. there's no doubt on lookers have an idea of what we're doing.

"Leah." Jacob breathes. "I love you." Those words make my insides feel warm and I pull my sleeve down, exposing my shoulder to him. He can't see the hicky marks Edward made which I'm glad about. I can hear his breath speed up when my shoulder is exposed. He leans in and peppers kisses on it. I kiss his neck and he groans. I found his special spot.

"Leah...oh god." I suck behind his ear which makes him lose his focus.

"Jake, I love you." I whisper into his ear and he moves his hand to my chin, making my face him before giving me the lightest kiss ever. 10 minutes later we reluctantly climb out of the car and walk up to the school hand in hand.

"I'll walk you to your room." Jacob insists. To be honest I'm glad he is because I don't think I could walk these dark halls alone, not tonight anyway.

"Here we are." I tell him when we're standing outside my door.

"Leah, are you sure you're okay? You don't seem quite like yourself tonight." He rubs my cheek with his thumb.

"I'm tired is all." Jacob doesn't believe it but goes along with it anyway.

"Okay, fine. I'll see you tomorrow at breakfast." I agree and give him one last kiss before going inside.

Once inside I turn on the lights and see Emily's bed empty. She's spending the night in Sams room again. I turn to open the door and see Jacob about to turn the corner in the dark when I whisper his name. He quickly turns around.

"Is something wrong?" He says quietly. I lean against the threshold and say no. Jacob walks back to me and once he's in reach I pull him in and shut the door.

I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him. He instantly responds, pulling my body against his. He pushes my away a little.

"Wait, Lee. What about Emily?" He asks.

"She's not here." I smile and kiss him again.

"I know but won't she come back?" He asks.

"Nope. She never comes back until late the next day."

"Good." He smirks and grabs my hips, lifting me up and walking me to my bed.

Somethings making a strand og my hair push into my face, tickling me nose. I brush the strand back behind my ear and relax again. A minute later the strand is back. I open my eyes and look behind me and see Jacob asleep. A smile spreads across my face. His lips are red and puffy, mouth slightly open. His cheeks are rosy, making him look so innocent and cute.

I glance at the ground, where our clothes scatter the ground. A blush comes on. I lay down for another minute thinking about last night. I then look to Jacob again, making sure he's still asleep when I pull the sheet up, checking him out. His abs are perfect and tan along with the rest of his body. His chest is smooth with no hair, I wonder if he shaves his chest or if its just naturally like that? My eyes wonder down his abs and past his 'V' and to the place I've never looked before.

"Like what you see?"

Jacobs voice stardles me and I end up falling off the bed, grabbing the sheet as I go. Jacob looks over the edge of the bed, down at me with a smirk.

"It's okay, I did the same earlier." he smiles.

"hey!" I say, standing up with the sheet wrapped around me. Jacob is laying on my bed in his naked glory, completely unashamed.

"It's like your photoshopped!" I groan looking at his perfect body. Jacob chuckles and grabs my wrist, pulling me on top of him.

"And you're like a Victoria Secret Model Lee." He says. I snort.

"Yeah right!" I tell him. We cuddle for a few minutes until Jacobs the first to speak.

"I'm sorry about last night."

"Its fine Jake." I turn to him. "You weren't ready. To be honest now that I think of it, I'm not ready either." Last night we thought we were going to have sex, but when it came down to it, Jacob was the one who stopped it. I can't say I was dissapointed that he did because I was scared too. So we ended up falling asleep, too tired to put our clothes back on.

"Whoa, I didn't mean to be so rough last night!" Jacob examines my purple shoulder and neck, getting up to look at it. "I'm so sorry Lee."

Jacob making me remember how I got those makes makes me depressed. "It's fine, I didn't know either." I lie.

"I feel like I abused you Leah! I swear it'll never happen again." He says. A little while later I'm in the bathroom about to get ready for a shower unwrapping my towel.

"Hey can I take a shower with you?" Jacob asks, knocking on the door.

"Yeah." I shout back. I let the towel fall anf I'm surprised at what I see. There are deep purple and blue bruises in the shape of finger prints on my thighs, hips and my lower back. No wonder Jacob never saw them, it's only in view when I turn around.

"Actually, I'm still a little insecure about myself." I shout again. "Is it okay if we wait for that?"

"Yeah, whatever you want Lee. I can wait forever." He says.

"I love you." I smile. I get into the shower and be careful around the blossoming bruises. This thing that Edward has for me is getting too serious and I need to stop it before something really happens.