I know I have some unfinish fanfiction's still going on but right now all Yullen fanfiction's are the only one's that are not on Hitaus. Meaning only this and Why can't school teach us love? is my main concern right now.

Sorry for all grammar mistakes. I tried to keep it to fix all of the mistakes but I have horrible grammar.

EDIT February 13, 2010: I fix up the chapter a little bit. Since this is chinese new year is starting up I wanted to fix something from the year behind. So here it is. I notice all the grammar and horrible spelling and added a few things. No major changes tho

D . gray man does not belong to me. It only belongs to Hoshina. the only thing that belongs to me in this fanfiction is the plot movement in here

Kanda strolled down the streets. It's been ten years since Allen's death. Being sixteen doesn't mean you don't know love. Or you don't know if anything was real. Sure it was tough to deal with his lung cancer and the understand meant of his heart. But that didn't stop him or Allen from loving each other. Sure, sixteen seem young but what about seven? Alma and himself weren't really together. At such a young age they didn't really do anything, it could have been one sided for all he knows. But when Alma died, Kanda felled into darkness for nine years till he meet Allen. For some reason all of the people he truly loved dies. All of them had moved away from his gasp. Looking up at the rainy sky, he remembers the day he met Allen Walker. At that time, moyashi was never his.

(10 years ago)

Kanda didn't care about this stupid project. He wanted to throw this piece of shit away. Who cares about this person? He wanted to do this buddy project alone. But a buddy project means two or more students. Of course he get's paired up with a lower classman who was always sick. What was his name? He asked himself. Allen....Walker? Today the boy had came in for some reason. Looking around the class room, he found this ''Allen Walker''. His eyes widen when he realize what he saw. This ''Allen" seems so frail. The boy is talking to Lenalee Lee and Lavi Bookman. His fragile body is in a wheel chair. His body was thin enough to be carry by a ten year old alone. His hair was just a few color lighter than his skin. The pale skin made him stood out like a black sheep compare to the whole class. But he was smiling like nothing was wrong with him.

"Allen-kun. Your partner is over there. Do you want me to push you over there?" Kanda heard Lenalee ask the boy. Kanda saw Allen talk but he couldn't hear a word from Allen. Moving his hand, he saw the weird arm and scar face. He didn't move when Allen had roll his way to him.

"Are you Kanda Yu?" Allen asks. His voice was barely above a whisper. Kanda "didn't" take notice of the boy, Lenalee just gave the boy a small nod. 'Thank you Lenalee. Don't worry and go back to Lavi." He responded to her, again, not above a whisper. Kanda narrow his eyes, only to be widen again. Allen didn't even bother to ask for help. This project was to be done in partners. It wasn't hard if they work together. It was a project that will take the whole school year. Two essays to be written. One in the beginning about their first impression and one in the end of what they learn about that person. Meaning they have to become friends of some sort.

''Hey Moyashi. What are you writing? We haven't started." Kanda asked. Allen turn to face Kanda when he finish writing something and smiled.

"We got started when we meet each other." Kanda narrow his eyes. He didn't get this boy. He seems fine. Yet he looks so frail. Suddenly Kanda felt the urge to protect him, just like he wanted to protect his Alma. But he lost that chance nine years ago. Feeling someone's hand on his, he look up to see Allen's hand. His silver eyes glitter with sadness. "You must be sad. I'm sorry if i reminded of you of something sad.

"Huh? What are you talking about Moyashi?"

"Moyashi? I'm just stating the fact." Allen explain calmly. Turning back to the paper he started to write again.

Kanda picked up his books, he didn't even bother wait for Allen. He didn't want to know what class he was having next or if they are going to start knowing each other. He didn't care about this project. Looking back he saw Lenalee and Lavi were helping Allen leave class. Most of the students had begun crowding around Allen, asking questions of how come he came back. Where was he? And why did he disappear? With that loud noise, no one can hear Allen even if they wanted too.

"Yu!!" Lavi called to Kanda.

"Don't call me that baka usagi!" Kanda snap. As Kanda pulled Mugen out, Lenalee block Kanda's way so no one got hurt. Kanda made sure the sword didn't touch Lenalee. He didn't want to be call down my Komui to hear him talk about his little sister. But he made sure it was closer to Lavi.

"Kanda! Allen's here!" Lenalee shouted. Kanda didn't see what's wrong. Lenalee never stood in the way of him and Lavi. Maybe when Lavi could be physically damage but Kanda always made sure of that. Narrowing his eyes to see Lenalee was serious. Why was she protecting Allen? Allen pulled Lenalee's school uniform sleeve, catching her attention to turn to face Allen. Her lips turn into a deep frown. Opening her mouth to speak again, she closed it when Allen spoke before her. "Allen what are you talking about? You know about your condition. You should still be in the hospital." Hospital? Kanda thought. Kanda didn't understand. What is Lenalee talking about?

"Che." Placing mugan back down, he walked away. He didn't want to make anything complicated. Just hang out with the kid a few times. Ask a few questions then the project will be finish. But of course he will make it seem more in depth. The less time with the kid, the happier Kanda will be. For some reason, Allen had given Kanda a weird feeling when Allen told him he was sad.

So how was the first chapter o.o???

Lenalee and Lavi barely spoke in this chapter. Idk about the rest of the story. Don't worry about the Yullen. It will come in later but they must bond. a relationship can't start right off the bat. I don't really believe in that you will fall in love when you only saw them once. I believe that you might think you become friends or have some sort of relationship w/ that person when you meet that person once.

I know the chapter is really short. But half of it was me typing. I like to write the stories out first then type it so i can stop and think.

If someone is kind enough to beta read this chapter and send me this chapter that would have less grammar errors, I would love you. Please and thank. Just tell me in the reviews if you want too. I won't give you a time limit on how long you have to beta read the chapter. And for someone to beta read this fanfiction as well. Plz and Thank you

Plz review. Reviews decides on how fast I fast i update and if i should write the next chapter or not. alot of reviews make me believe this story is good. little to no reviews make me believe this story is bad