Hi people! Here is my next story about Morinaga and his Senpai. Actually this is the very first story I wrote, but it wasn't beta-ed. Now me and my lovely Beta are working on it so I can give it to you to read. ;) I hope you will enjoy it.
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys. All that goes to Takanaga-sensei.
Beta: elyrian
Warnings: If so, then a little bit of hugging and kissing.
Rating: Will be different for each chapter. This is K+
Characters: Morinaga, Souichi
Note: Written after chapter 5 of volume 4
Summary: Life with Souichi Tatsumi was never easy. Now Morinaga at long last lives with his Senpai. How will they manage?
Chapter 1
When he thought of the events from the passing day he couldn't stop wondering what his Senpai was really feeling. The day was coming to an end, and what a day it had been! Some time ago he had found a place to stay while his old place was renovated, and now after the otaku who put his Senpai's life in danger was finally caught, Morinaga was going to live in that apartment with his Senpai.
His. What a sweet word. Last night Senpai gave himself to Morinaga in a way he would never have believed possible and Morinaga couldn't stop thinking about what would happen now as the two of them started living together.
Living together. That thought was even sweeter than his first one. He had always thought that it was only a dream that would never come true, and now he was standing in a new apartment which he would share with the person he loved the most in his life. How everything turned out this way was beyond Morinaga's understanding. He should thank Kanako for it. He really had thought that Senpai would never agree to that idea but he did in the end, much to Morinaga's happiness and bliss. Now he could see his Senpai even when they weren't at the university. And he would give a lot if it would stay this way forever but... He couldn't stop himself; he worried about what would happen now.
"Morinaga! Stop daydreaming and help me with this!"
That was his Senpai shouting at him. Angry like always. Good. The way he was down the previous night was terrible. It was so sad to see him accuse himself, and Morinaga really wanted to comfort him. He hoped that he had managed to do it in the end. The morning had brought his Senpai back and Morinaga was glad that his Senpai had regained control of the whole situation. The best proof was that Senpai was now bossing him around like always. And now he needed Morinaga's help to relocate the big, old-fashioned and heavy wardrobe that he thought needed to be moved to another place.
The first thing Senpai had done when they entered the apartment was to start complaining about how the place looked and to begin reorganizing the whole flat. Even the bathroom didn't remain untouched. Morinaga didn't stop him. On the contrary, he was glad Senpai was so full of energy. He couldn't bring himself to say that when they needed to move from here that the place must look the same way as when they entered it. He would worry about it later. Now he must help Senpai or else he would get beaten up and his Senpai would sulk.
"Where do you want to move it, Senpai?" he asked, rushing to the place where the wardrobe was.
"To that wall. Here is the best place for the bookcase."
"Ok. On three."
They lifted the wardrobe and moved it to another place more suitable for it. Then the same thing happened with the bookcase. The whole apartment had really heavy and old furniture. It was as if they had ended up in another century. The mood was incomparable to anything he had ever felt before. Morinaga thought that the owner could easily take much more money from tenants and it would be still worth living here. When they finished all the work they rested on the floor, breathing heavily.
Morinaga couldn't help admiring his lover. The way he rested on the ground. How sweat drops ran down his forehead and the way Senpai's hand wiped them off. The now messy hair tied back. His shirt, two buttons open revealing Senpai's skin and a hickey from last night. Last night...
Morinaga couldn't think about what had happened then because at that moment Senpai hit him in the face with his foot and shouted at him.
"Don't you dare, Morinaga! Didn't you have enough last night?! I'm not going to let you have your way with me! I've got to live here with you, but you will stay away from me!!!"
"I didn't do anything!" said Morinaga innocently and in his mind he added, 'Yet.'
"Don't give me that! I saw how you were looking at me a minute ago!" Senpai shouted back.
'And here we go again,' thought Morinaga. 'Is he ever going to believe in me?' His nose was hurting him but he had other things to worry about. It was time to settle some issues. No matter what the outcome may be, he had to know.
"Senpai, please, listen to me. I told you last night that I'm not going to force you. It's not only the body that I want. I want to win your heart," said Morinaga earnestly.
"Oh, stop, stop! Just shut up!" shouted Souichi, blushing a bit too strongly for just being mad.
He blushed even more when Morinaga captured his gaze. He wanted to avoid looking into those eyes for too long, not knowing how to act after last night. He didn't want to remember, but Morinaga's mere presence kept reminding him of what he had done, kissing Morinaga like he had, letting him do all that they did. Souichi didn't want to think about that because he knew that it would cause him to be embarrassed and blush.
Now that idiot was looking at him with lust... and love? Souichi knew that he could make Morinaga not say anything about it, but his whole body said the same thing as that stupid mouth, so it was useless. He didn't know how to cope with Morinaga. Everything he said Morinaga misunderstood. Definitely! He wouldn't confuse those feelings! He wasn't gay and what he felt wasn't love!
He became distracted and didn't realize that Morinaga had come closer to him. His kouhai was only a few inches away from Souichi now.
"Why should I stop? I'm not doing anything. I only want to convince you that I love you not only physically but mentally, too. I love that emotional, hard to handle slave driver," Morinaga smiled, but the next moment he was lying on the floor, knocked down by his Senpai. Morinaga knew he shouldn't have talked that much. He had wanted to say something different, but being so near to that slender, delicious body made him want to say those words over and over again, until Senpai believed that they were true.
"I said stop that nonsense. I don't want to hear it!" Souichi couldn't stand to be so close to Morinaga at the moment, not when they were all alone. He was too confused right now and he needed a break. Hearing those words made him remember how he had reacted to them the previous night.
"Calm down, Senpai. I won't say it any more if you don't want me to! I only wanted you to know," said Morinaga apologetically, standing on his feet again.
"I know what you want! You don't have to say it every day," said Souichi, annoyed.
"I won't then. But I wanted to ask you something."
"And what is it that you wanted to ask?" asked Souichi, wary all of a sudden. He didn't trust Morinaga when it came to Morinaga expressing his feelings and asking questions that referred to them.
"Why did you say yes to living here with me?"
He froze with a cigarette halfway to his mouth, and then got mad. 'Why did Morinaga have to ask him something like that? Did he misunderstand like always?'
He put away the cigarette and said with clenched teeth, "I had no choice. It would've been suspicious if I hadn't agreed to that. Kanako could have thought something weird again. I don't want her to think that I'm gay!"
Morinaga didn't open his mouth but he thought that Kanako probably thought that way anyway. If she didn't, she wouldn't let her brother live with him, a guy with a crush on her brother. However, if Morinaga had spoken his mind he would have been dead seconds later, so he remained quiet.
"Only that? That's the only reason we're living together?" Morinaga insisted. He knew that he was pushing his luck but he wanted to know, he needed to know. Morinaga wanted to understand what his Senpai was thinking.
"What other reason do you want?! It's not like I want to live with someone who will force me to have sex with him when I'm not guarding myself! I don't have any other choice! That's the only reason!! Understand it, will you!!!" said Senpai angrily, glaring at Morinaga.
That was too much for Morinaga. 'Why is he lying to himself? He can't expect me to believe that right now. Not after last night!'
"Then what was that yesterday? You can't call that forcing! You wanted it as much as I did. You were hard, Senpai."
"That was only because yours was pressing against me!!! It wasn't like I wanted you. You misunderstood like always!!! How long do I have to tell you I'm not gay, that you... mhnp...!" Souichi didn't finish the sentence because Morinaga had taken his mouth prisoner and his tongue was licking every part of the angry man's mouth, one hand holding his head in place, other on one of his wrists.
Morinaga took his time and explored that sweet but so poisonous mouth. He felt Senpai losing his strength. He pulled away for a few seconds for air, only to return to kiss one more time, deeper and with more passion than a minute ago.
Souichi, as pissed off as he was, hadn't expected Morinaga to kiss him. He wanted to break free, but he couldn't. Morinaga was stronger than he looked and with each second Souichi lost more of his strength. He didn't know why, but every time that idiot kissed him he became weak and he had to search for support. Now he grabbed Morinaga's shoulders. If he didn't he would sink to his knees. Suddenly Morinaga stopped kissing him. He wanted to sigh in relief but didn't have time to do it. He felt that skilled tongue going even deeper than moment ago. Now he was pressed against Morinaga's body, unable to move.
Everywhere Morinaga's hands touched his skin became sensitive. With every second it was getting hotter and Souichi sensed danger. 'No! He's going to do it!' He managed to break the kiss.
"No!" He gathered his remaining strength to fight back, but to his surprise those arms let him go. He was free but couldn't stand on his feet. Souichi backed to the table, looking for support. Before he could open his mouth to say something Morinaga turned his back on him and walked to the door.
He said quietly, "I'm sorry Senpai. I didn't want to force you. I'm going out for a while."
Souichi stood there and saw how Morinaga walked out of the apartment without waiting for some kind of response from him.
"What the hell?"
Note: That's all for now. I would love to know what you think.