A/N: Okay this is my 1st story ever so if you hate it, sorry. Umm feel free to tell me if I suck so I can work on it. :)

DISCLAIMER: Sadly, I do not own Grey's Anatomy or ANY of the characters. I'm simply borrowing them for ya'lls pleasure. :)

Meredith Grey, a 5' 7'' 100 lb. senior in high school. At the ripe young age of 17 she knew more about life and how things worked than a 45 year old man. She also knew more types of tequila than the best bartender around. Her mother, Ellis Grey, was one of the most renowned surgeons in the history of ever. That meant she had no time for a child, so Meredith was left home a lot and was free to do whatever she pleased. Even with these freedoms Meredith Grey was a strait A student, top of her class actually. Which was funny because she partied like no other and she had bright pink hair. "The rebel" was her nickname. Thatcher Grey, Ellis Grey's ex husband and Meredith's father has not been in the picture since 1997 when Meredith was a young 5 years old. After 5 years of Ellis's abuse he abandoned his family, so Ellis blamed her only child for it. Although no one knew it, Meredith was a very messed up person but she was a phenominal actress. If you know what I mean.....

"SERIOUSLY?! I MEAN SERIOUSLY!!! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU?! I WAS TRYING TO HELP!", Meredith belted through her bedroom door. Another grooling night of Ellis actually being home, Meredith needed to get away.

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"Hey mom. How's it going?" Meredith asked calmly as she walked into her house after a long day at school.

"How do you think it's going Meredith? I don't have time for you and your 20 questions. I am a surgeon, I have a life you know. I don't need you bringing me down."

"Umm, okay I guess? " Seems like she was in for a very long night. Her nights were like this more and more it seemed.

"Umm okay? What are you not sure of yourself now? I mean come on. I raised you better than that. Now I see why Thatcher left you."

"Oh really. And for what reason would that be? What could I have possibly done at 5 years old that would make him abandon me?! And for the record, you didn't raise me. Pat, Betty, Caroline, Susan, Terry, Stacey, and Liz raised me. Not you."

"So why don't you just go live with one of them if I'm so horrible? Huh? Oh I know, because I have money and you don't. But back to what I was saying, he left because your incompetent, dumb, lazy, a smoocher, and you rest on your laurels."

"What laurels?! If I'm so dumb how do I have laurels to rest on?! Huh. Answer me that one. And I don't leave because the law says I can't. Sorry for your bad luck." She bluntly stated.

"You know what Meredith Elizabeth Grey? You... You.. You.. Ummm, what was I saying?" Ellis stated, obviously confused. Meredith thought she probably just lost her train of thought, but her mother was always 1000% sure in everything she did. And this was happening a lot lately.

"You were calling me a low life scum pretty much."

"Why would I do that you seem like a nice girl."

"A nice girl?! I'm your daughter.!" Meredith was almost yelling now, mostly in shock.

"I have a daughter? Weird."

"Mom, lets go to the hospital." She stated in a concerned manner.

As soon as these words dripped from her mouth Ellis shot up and got about 2 inches from her daughters face.

"Meredith Elizabeth, how can you tell me to see a doctor? I am a doctor. Nothing is wrong with me! Get out of my face now!" And with this she slapped her 17 year old and Meredith shot up the stairs.

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"I am not having this discussion with you. I have to go back to the hospital. I will see you when I decide to come home." Ellis rebutted before walking out the door.

Peace and quiet." Meredith thought, as she sunk into her bean bag and pulled out her phone searching for something to do on this Friday night.

Hey mer, hge party 2nite! hope 2 c u ther!

xo cris.

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hola meredith, um whatcha doin tonight? wanna catch a flick?

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yo girl! iss meh lo! so u goin to the partay 2nite?! u so should! peace.

These were just a few of the text messages Meredith had waiting for her after her blow-out with her mother.

"Hmmm Cristina's offer looks the best. She knows me so well." Shestated out loud even though she was the only one who could hear it.

Ring. Ring. Ring.

"Hey it's Cristina! Leave a message."

Beep.

"Hey it's me. Got your text. Umm give me details and I'm so there. My mother is at work again, and we had a fight. So call me back. Bye!"

Click.

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"Hey Mer, sorry I didn't get your call. This party rocks though. Am I right." Cristina yelled over the loud music.

"Huh? Oh yeah um sure?" Meredith was not enjoying herself at all. She couldn't shake the thought of her mother possibly being sick.

"I hate everything about you. Why do I love you?" Meredith's motto to her mother. She wanted so bad to hate the woman, to resent her with all her might, and not care about her at all. But she couldn't. Her mind wouldn't let her. Her body shouted run, while her heart shouted stay.

"Hey, are you alright?" Cristina asked, noticing the odd lack of fun her friend was having.

"Me? Uh, yeah. I'm just gonna head home. I'm not feeling to well."

"Oh. Alright. Want me to come over?"

"No. I'm just gonna go to bed, I'd invite you but my night is gonna be very boring."

"Okay well see you Monday?"

"Definitely." And with that, Meredith walked ot of the party just as the cops were raiding it,and headed home for a night of peaceful sleep. No mother, no worries, no nothing.

A/N: SO I'm re-doing my crappy cussy chapters. Lol. I have been told the story is way better without them, so yeah. Is this a better start?

-xo-Ash