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NESSIE! Omg girl I'm so excited for you, he cnt deny you now, right?- Naomi

I quickly began texting her back with a small smile on my face

Well yes he can if he wanted to. But he told me he wanted our first time to be special and a weekend alone seems special to me.- R

Jake got us a cabin in Canada far away from everyone so we could just be together. I hope this meant he wanted to continue what he denied me of a month ago. I had gotten over that rejection but I'm not sure I could get over another so I hope he goes with it this time. So yes I hope that when I come from the cabin I will be a virgin no more. When Jake first told me about our tiny getaway I was a little nervous because the first thing that popped into my head was what we were going to be doing while we were there. Then again isn't every girl a bit nervous when they are going to lose something so precious? I tried to talk to my friends but they really don't understand just how important this is to me. With them it just happened; no planning, no going to a secluded place; hell I think one of them said that they lost it in the back of a car, I do believe that was Naomi though.

But that whole car thing… all of it is so not for me. I want to be with one person for the rest of my life and I know in my heart that person is Jake. Every single time that we kiss it is like my heart is going to explode. That is how much I love him and I know that I will always love him. So this all concludes to the fact that if something does happen this week, I would never regret it.

My phone vibrated again.

No, I have a feeling he wnt deny you this time. Do you still have those condoms I bought for you?- N

Against my better judgment a light blush rose to my cheeks when I read her message. My eyes unconsciously shot to the drawer beside my bed where the box she bought me was still sitting in the bag inside. I typed back a message.

Yes I still have it. I plan to pack them last, you kno so my dad doesn't get suspicious.-R

my phone vibrated almost immediately

Good girl. But I gtg Lydia wants me to help her with something. Seth is busy today so she has been bugging the shit outta me! Haha but anyways I love you and wish you the best of luck girly! 3- N

Smiling I messaged her back

Okay thanx again and I love you too! 3- R

"Renesmee!" I heard my father yell from downstairs

"Yes." I said back not bothering to raise my voice because I knew he would hear me

"Can you come here for a minute?" he questioned. Sighing I pocketed my phone and made my way downstairs to see what he wanted. I made sure I guarded my thoughts as I entered the living room where my parents were sitting on the couch together

"Are you sure that you will be okay this weekend so soon after you..." Dad trailed off.

"Dad you really need to stop worrying so much about me I will be fine and I am going to be with Jake," I said.

"That's what worries me." He muttered.

"Daddy Jake loves me you know that." I said exasperated

"Renesmee we only want what's best for you." My mother said softly

"I know." I huffed and I truly did but sometimes my parents became over bearing and I needed the space as of late with all my dirty thoughts. I blanked my mind when I saw my dads eyes snap to me. I gulped and said some stupid excuse and dashed to my room. As I went up the stairs I heard my dad grumbling about something but I ignored it.

They think Jake and I are going in a group of six; that group consisting of, Myself, Jacob, Sam, Emily, Jared, and Kim so they don't think they have to be worried about anything happening. And Dad won't have to worry about Jake and I, thank God. But obviously those other four people are definitely not coming, so it's just me and Jake but they don't need to know that.

I do understand why they are all freaked I mean this is my first time away from home in months. I need to do this though I need to be able to go out on my own even if it is only for five days.

They came up an hour later and kissed me goodbye and my mom made sure I had packed everything I would need for the days I would be away. Then they grabbed all their stuff and hit the road. They decided to go on a vacation or as I like to call it; another honeymoon. I know that they have wanted to go away for awhile so Grandpa Carlisle and I came up with the idea we would send them back to Isle Esme. We knew that they would love it.

Now that I am alone I can pack without worrying that my dad might see, I through in a few nice bra and panty sets that I knew my dad would flip his shit if he saw them, then again so would my mom. I then took a deep breath and opened the top drawer of my bedside table and snatched the box of condoms out and quickly stuffed them in my bag; zipping everything up.

After packing I laid down for a little nap waiting for Jake to arrive. I woke up with a start and I looked outside to see the sun was facing the other direction I guess my nap wasn't so little. I heard a creek as the front door was opened and the thud of footsteps coming up the stairs. Normally I would be scared but I knew those footfalls anywhere, I waited until there was a knock on the door before jumping out of bed and ripping the door open with a huge smile on my face.

Jake standing behind it with a worried look on his face.

"Shit you scared me." He said before enveloping me in a hug that would normally crush a normal person but we all know that I am not normal.

"Sorry?" I asked it as a question

"Well when you didn't show up at your grandparents house I got worried." He said to me with a small smile as he let go of me. I smacked my forehead with my hand

"Oh wow, I totally forgot I was supposed to walk over there." I grumbled to myself as he chuckled.

"Its fine as long as your safe." He said kissing my forehead lightly.

"I am. Now can we please go?" I pleaded pathetically. Jake chuckled but nodded

"Yeah." He said smiling. I went to grab my suit case; but Jake stopped me.

"I believe the guy is the one that should take that for you" He said with a laugh. I just smiled and let him take it for me. "If it makes you feel like a man by all means take it for me." I said with a small giggle. He grabbed it and made his way down the stairs as I followed him. We went out to the car and Jake tossed my stuff in the back with all of his.

"So will you tell me where we are going?" I asked.

"Nope." He answered going to his side of the car and jumping it.

"Why not?" I asked getting in the car beside him

"Its a surprise so you will just have to wait and see. You know we are going to Canada that's it. I let you know that's all you were being told about the whole thing." He said starting the car and pulling out of the driveway. I huffed and turned away hoping he might tell me. Of course he didn't though.

We arrived at the airport after about an hour. Jake checked us in and I listened with perked up ears to see if I could hear the guy say where we were headed.

"Where are we going again?" I asked the male travel agent behind the desk. The guy smirked

"I was specifically told not to say a word miss." He said with a chuckle when I glared at him and crossed my arms like a child. Soon after we made it through security we sat in the area reserved for our flight number. I had never been on a plane before but I had watched enough movies to know that on the board where it posted our flight number usually said where our destination was. But of course somehow it wasn't. I turned to Jake.

"How did you get everyone to bend the rules for you just so you could keep me in the dark about all this?" I asked, he just shook his head with a smile

"I have my ways Ness." He paused "I want to surprise you and it is not easy in that family of yours." I smiled he was definitely right; especially with Aunt Alice's visions and Dad being able to read minds; it's not easy to surprise anyone.

Soon we got loaded on to the plane and we were on our way. I didn't realize just how boring and long this plane ride was gonna be until after an hour of being in the air. I leaned over to Jake, he had his eyes closed but I knew he wasn't sleeping

"Jake?"

"Hmm." Was his only response so I spoke again

"How long is this flight?" I asked sighing, he chuckled lowly beside me

"About 4 and a half hours," he said opening his eyes to look at me. I nodded and leaned over to press my lips to his lightly

"I'm excited." I admitted after a minute, he smiled

"Good."

After another three hours of flying we finally touched down in Canada. We got off the plane after 20 minutes of waiting for people to get off ahead of us.

"Now can I know?" I asked.

"We are in Toronto." He stated. I looked at him funny. After all of these promises of a cabin he takes me to Toronto one of the largest cities in Ontario but I knew out of all the cities in Canada, Toronto was lower on the list.

"I thought we were going to a cabin?"

"We are this is just the closest airport to where we are going." He answered. Oh so I guess we aren't staying in the city. We collected our luggage and went over to the car rental place. Jake got us a SUV equinox I think it was called and we went on our way.

"How long?" I asked.

"I don't know we have to follow the GPS." He answered; keeping his eye on the road

"What?"

"You heard me." He said with a smile. Oh great, we are so gonna get lost. I watched in wonder as we passed the CN tower; currently the tallest building in the world. I managed to stay awake for another hour as we flew past hundreds and hundreds of trees. I'm not sure how far north we were going though.

"Nessie….Neessiiee!" I woke up to Jake leaning over me and shaking me lightly.

"We're here." He said.

"Oh I slept the whole way?" I questioned.

"Yeah a few times I thought you woke but I guess you don't remember?"

"No." I huffed, angry that I missed most of the scenery. We made our way into the cottage and everything looked so homey. That's the only word I can think of. Everything looked worn in and cozy. There is a fire place in the corner with a rug and flagstone mantle. Everything is wood and all of the walls on the outside are logs and the inner walls are covered with thick wooden planks.

I made my way to the bedroom to see a giant sleigh bed that looked extremely comfortable.

"There is only one bedroom." Jake whispered in my ear and I shivered slightly. I looked up at him and I couldn't keep myself from kissing him. I leaned up and pressed my lips onto his; memorizing the feel of his warm lips on mine and the way that his hands tangled in my hair. Everything that he did to me made my body feel like it was on fire.

After a few minutes he pulls away and I frown.

"We need some sleep." He said caressing my cheek with the back of his hand lovingly. I agreed with him and made my way to the bathroom to get ready for bed. I had a warm shower to wash all the grime off my body, brushed my teeth and dried and combed my hair. I came out to see Jake lying in the bed with the covers turned down on my side. My body was all jittery with excitement at the fact I could sleep with him in bed.

I crawled into the bed and snuggled right into Jake's side he wrapped his arms around me; enveloping me in his warmth. The last thing I heard before I fell asleep was a distant I love you, it put a small smile on my face.

I woke up to the feeling of something very heavy and very warm across my waist. I looked down to see Jake's arm randomly thrown over my stomach. I looked over at him and smiled as I watched him sleep his face was stuffed into the pillow and sometime during the night he had turned over so he was lying on his stomach and pulled me closer to him so I was practically beneath him. It was an interesting position, but I didn't move; fearing I would wake him up. He looks even sweeter when he is sleeping if that's even possible.

After about 20 minutes of just sitting there watching him sleep I decided to get up and see what this place had for food. I stealthily slid out of Jake's grasp not even making him stir before I made my way to the kitchen. Opening the fridge and cupboards I realized that this place was stocked fully with food that would last us about a month. I began to cook bacon and eggs when Jake came out and hugged me from behind while kissing the side of my head.

"Morning." He said gruffly before stealing a piece of bacon from the frying pan shoving it in his mouth. He then complained about burning his tongue while I laughed at him

"Of course its gonna be hot you idiot, especially with all that grease on it..." I laughed; he just glared at me playfully before chugging a glass of ice cold water from the tap.

Our day started there and continued on normally. We went for a walk in the woods for a couple hours before coming back and chilling out in the hot tub. We talked about nothing and existed normally. We didn't have to worry about prying fathers or rogue vampires anymore. We could just be ourselves without a care in the world. I called my grandparents to let them know we were safe and to pass that information onto my parents if they called asking.

That night while Jake was in the shower; I gave myself a little pep talk, I've been thinking about it the whole day and I told myself that I was going to have sex with Jake tonight and I wasn't allowed to chicken out. But when Jake came out with only a small white towel wrapped around his waist I got nervous again. Needless to say after a small make-out session before bed I chickened out and we both went to sleep. I don't think Jake had any idea of what I had been thinking about all day. This was good because I wanted to take him by surprise again.

The next morning I found myself in another position but this was more normal then the one yesterday morning. This time Jacob was awake and looked like he was previously watching me sleep, he had his head propped in his hand and was looking down at me smiling. I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes and smiled up at him. His breath smelt minty fresh and I figured he had gotten up to brush his teeth.

"Just a sec." I said before getting up to quickly brush my teeth. Once I was done I crawled back into bed and kissed him good morning. He pulled me back when I pulled away and kissed me again, but more forceful this time.

****LEMON STARTS*****

All of a sudden I got this urge to just go for it. Live in the moment. Our tongues battled for dominance and I rolled on top of him. He looked a bit surprised and pulled back a bit to look at me

"What are you doing?" He asked me. I shook my head and kissed him again

"Just go with it." I said in between kisses

I pulled off his plain grey pyjama shirt and he followed by taking off mine. I wasn't wearing a bra and I heard him groan when he found out but I kept on going and ran my hands down his body and over his muscled chest, I continued to run them over his hard six pack followed by his arms.

I kissed my way down his chest to his pyjama pants. I slowly pulled them down leaving him in his boxers. He ran his hands over my body just skimming my breasts with each pass. My moans got ever louder as he kept getting closer. Until finally he cupped both of them in his hands and squeezed softly, I through my head back and pushed my chest farther into his talented hands. Jake then flipped me over and started to massage my breasts; softly and driving me nuts with want.

"Oh. My. God." I said between breaths. Jake just smiled down at me as his hands left my chest and he went for my bottoms, once those were off I was left in only my lacy blue panties. I decide to be bold and I ran my hand over Jake's very prominent erection, he hissed and bucked his hips towards my hand slightly.

"Nessie are you sure?" he asked hesitantly his voice deep with desire. I looked up at him.

"I have never wanted anything more in my life." I admitted. I slowly pulled down his boxers and he pulled down my panties. I watched as Jake scooted down the bed a bit and spread my legs. Surprisingly enough I didn't feel the least bit embarrassed as Jake looked at me. I felt him run one of his fingers up the side of my thigh as he got closer and closer to where I wanted him most right now. I felt him spread the moisture of my arousal a bit on his finger then slowly pushed the digit into my opening, I whimpered at the shear pleasure of having him touch me slowly he moved his finger in and out of me and my body was going mad. He added another finger and I could feel myself stretch around them. I felt him curl his fingers up inside me a bit and hit a spot that made my hips fly off the bed, I swear I heard him whisper 'found it' to himself with a smirk on his face but I ignored it, I was too caught up in the feelings coursing through my body at the moment. He added a third finger after a little while and i felt a stinging sensation but I tried to ignore it.

I knew him taking my virginity was really going to hurt but I could take it; I know I could. After Jake entered the third finger he sped up a bit and I knew I was close. My breathing picked up as I drew closer to my release and I found my hips moving against Jakes hand in quick bucks.

"Let go, Ness" Jake said when he leaned forward and kissed me. He curled his fingers up again and hit that spot like last time and I let go. A feral scream of pleasure ripped up my throat and I was surprised at myself that I made such a noise but I could care less right now. All I could think of were the millions of feelings and emotions coursing through my veins as I rode out my orgasm. Jake shifted above me as he cleaned his fingers off with his mouth. He sucked each digit by itself and his eyes continued to darken with desire. He looked around for something.

Confused, I asked "What do you need?" he looked at me

"Condom." He said very quietly. I reached over to the night stand on my side of the bed; where I had put them after unpacking and handed one to him. He looked shocked "Your prepared I see…" he trailed off with a chuckle as he rolled on the condom and looked at me. "Are you ready?" He asked again with a worried expression on his face. I reached up and framed his face with my hand

"Yes, Jacob, I've been ready for a while now." I said quietly.

Jake very softly pushed my legs apart again and positioned himself at my entrance. I nodded with a reassuring smile to say that I was ready and he very slowly pushed himself in. My eyes squeezed shut as my body stretched to accommodate his size

"Tell if you want be to stop Nessie." Jake said his voice strained, I could only nod. He continued to push in and after a minute he arrives at my barrier. I gulp

"Just do it fast Jake. Then it will be over." I said he looked at me sadly and leaned over me as he held my upper body to his chest. In one quick movement he thrust forward breaking my hymen. I gasp at the pain and held onto him tightly as I pushed my face into his shoulder willing the pain to go away.

"I'm sorry, Ness." Jake said in a sad voice as he kissed my face all over and hugged me tightly

"Just give me a moment." I murmured. After a few minutes the stinging pain receded and it felt really good.

"Okay. I'm ready." I said to him and Jake started moving inside of me very slowly. He pulled all the way out of me and I realize I feel empty. Like my body is missing something. But I also notice there is no more pain at all just pure pleasure.

He thrusts in again; filling me. With a grunt he started moving in and out of me in a steady rhythm. I was still clutching to him tightly but I was making noises that I would usually be embarrassed by but right now embarrassment was the last thing on my mind. In the pit of my stomach I felt a coil wound tightly almost like it was waiting for something.

All of a sudden Jake hit this spot inside of me, like he did with his fingers and the white hot coil in my stomach unwound and I came hard around him; screaming his name. As my body tightened it brought on his release and with a grunt he collapsed on top of me. I welcomed the weight of his body.

***LEMON ENDS***

"That was better than I expected." I said to him breathless. He got up just enough so he could look at my face before he leaned down and captured my lips with his.

"Yeah." He said kissing me again "I love you so much Renesmee." I ran my hands through his short—slightly perspired hair—as I leaned up and kissed him chastely

"I love you too, Jacob" I said as we both smiled at each other like complete love sick idiots.

After awhile we got ourselves cleaned up by jumping into the shower; where Jake gladly joined me. After we finish we ate breakfast and went outside to the hot tub and just relaxed for the rest of the day.

"This is all amazing." I said relaxing into his side as I felt his arm wrap around me. I looked up at him from where my head was resting on his shoulder

"Yeah it is." He said looking at me with a smile.

For the rest of the trip all we do is lounge around in the hot tub and joke around just being us. I was pretty sore the next couple days but that was too be expected. Jake was annoying me with his 'I'm sorry' or 'how can I help' I told him I was fine but did he listen? No! We did end up making love again before we left though which put me in a good mood the day it was time to go. I was sad to see our little cabin paradise end but I knew I needed to get back home and live in reality again.

When we were about half way home I start to get scared at the thought that my dad might find out about what happened through our thoughts, well through Jake's thoughts since Dad always checks his mind first when he is around me.

We arrived back home around 5:30pm everyone was at Grandma and Grandpa's waiting for us to return.

The moment that we stepped onto the front porch my Dad opened the door to the house and stepped out; closing the door behind him. His facial expression made my heart beat faster. He wants to murder Jake.

"Dad." I say in a small voice.

"Go inside Renesmee." He tells me through his teeth.

"No Dad you can't hurt him."

"Go inside." He repeats as his fists clench at his sides. I didn't budge and I even made a point to stand in between him and Jake.

"Daddy you will not hurt the man that I love." I said boldly crossing my arms across my chest. He seemed to calm down a bit and I saw this as a good sign

"Go inside I need to talk to him." He said simply and once I noticed the anger start to dissipate in his eyes I went to say something

"I.." but the look that my father gave me told me that it was final.

I went inside but looked back to see Jake give me a reassuring smile.

Jacobs POV

"Follow me." Edward said as he bypassed me and headed towards the woods. I did as I was told and followed him.

"I know that you love my daughter and I know that she loves you too; but I do not need to know anything about your relationship other than you care for her." He said to me.

"Edward-" He interrupted me by holding up his hand.

" Let me finish. I accept your relationship but if I ever see what I saw today again in your head I will not hesitate to rip it off. Understood?" he said a bit of the anger returning to his eyes

"Yeah, understood." I said with a smile. Then he did something I never would have thought would happen….ever. Edward held out his hand to me, without hesitation I grabbed it and shook it.

"Now like I said, I fully support your relationship. But please for the love of all that's holy….control your thoughts around me." He said with a disgusted look on his face "I mean she is my daughter." He said scowling. I chuckled and punched him playfully in the shoulder as we walked back to the house

"It's not my fault you read minds, old man." I said with a laugh; He grumbled something like 'I'm not old' before laughing along with me. We walked back to the main house where everyone was waiting with anxious expressions on their faces. Renesmee ran up to me and seemed to be checking me over for damage. I just laughed at her antics

"You good Jake?" she asked me seriously, I smiled and kissed her forehead.

"Yeah, never better." I answered as I wrapped my arms around her. I knew right then and there that we would be Together for Eternity; and nobody was going to change that.

Okay i hoped you liked the last chapter of this story. Sad isnt it...its over. BUT like i said in my last authors note an Epilogue is not out of the question and if you all want one then you have to tell me. Majority rules all. If i do end up writing and epilogue it will not be on my priority list. But anyways i really hope you all enjoyed this story and i know i enjoyed hearing your reveiws and writing this. Thank you all for sticking with me for the whole time.

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