My second fan fic! (: YEY haha :]
I hope you like it. But it's not humorous this time, though.

Disclaimer: Even if I want to, I don't own Wallflower. :D


"CHANCE"

Chapter One : Regrets

"I'm going to take a bath," Kyohei said, frustrated.

'Three days... three days left. That's not enough,' he thought.

The other guys looked at him with compassion. They knew what he felt. All of them did. All of them knew clearly, except Kyohei wasn't sure about it then. But now, he knew it. He knew it all too well. All those weird moments and feelings all fit into one conclusion. He hated how late he realized everything and knew the truth. He hated how much time it took for him to understand it. He hated how many months, if not years, he has wasted. He hated how Ranmaru, Takenaga, and Yuki were right. He hated how everything Noi said was true. All of them were right after all. He hated it... hated all of it. But mostly, he hated himself for being so slow. He hated being so insensitive, even towards his own feelings. How come he didn't realize it? They were his feelings weren't they? And besides, everyone told him, and all of them were right. But he didn't listen to any of them. He didn't listen to his feelings shout out the truth. Why didn't he? Why?

Kyohei opened the door to the bathroom, and slammed it shut behind him. He locked it and threw his dirty clothes down to the floor. He proceeded to the shower and turned it on, letting the water flow on him. He placed his palms on the wall in front of him, leaning. He looked down, making his perfect golden hair drop down, and closed his eyes.

'Why didn't I listen to them?' He thought angrily. He slammed one of his fists to the wall, creating a very loud thud, echoing inside the bathroom. 'Why?'

He didn't notice it, but his tears were streaming down, together with the flowing water. Red droplets went along with it, making the water turn red. He looked for the source of it and noticed blood gushing out from the fist he slammed. He hissed and curled into a ball, putting his hands behind his head while looking down. He uttered all kinds of curses under his breath. The splashing of the water was too loud that he didn't even hear his own soft sobs. He regretted everything. Everything wasn't going his way. Everything went bad for him. Minutes passed and he stayed still, until a knock on the door knocked him out of his reverie. He turned off the shower.

"K-Kyohei...?" Yuki's innocent voice sounded from the other side of the door.

"What?" Kyohei answered, disturbance evident in his voice.

"Y-you've been in there for 50 minutes now. A-are you alright?"

That question struck him. He didn't know what or how to answer. Was he really alright? Instead of answering that obvious question, he wrapped himself with a bath robe and nursed his fist with a towel. He sighed hard before opening the door. As he opened it, he saw Yuki's innocent and frightened face looking at him. When Yuki saw Kyohei's face full of regret and obvious sadness, his frightened look turned into pity.

"I-I'm sorry Kyohei..." Yuki tried to say.

Kyohei just walked past him, towards his room, irritated by all the pity he was receiving.


First chapter's done! [: So... how is it? Okay? Bad? Worst?

I'm working with the next one so I'm gonna post it soon ^^

*sooner than you think (((: