summary Isabella Swan has been married to her husband Edward Cullen for 6 years. She has had to deal with his infidelity throughout their marriage. Sick and tired of it she asks for a divorce not before getting into a near fatal accident. Now watch as they try to rebuild there lives and their marriage.

"Shoot for the moon if you miss you'll land among the stars"- Unknown

Chapter song Heart Attack- Trey Songz

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Three point of views in this chapter this is the first and probably last time this is happening

Rosalie

The rift in our family was a plain as day and everyone could see it. Alice and Bella haven't been speaking and when they have it just ended up in a shouting match. I felt that I had to be the voice of reason but, I kept thinking to myself every time I wanted to intervene, Why. That three letter word flowed in my head as I thought of my favorite cousins. My life to tell you the truth has been going extremely well no drama, good paying job that allowed me to live comfortable, and a boyfriend (well sort of). Emmett and I we've come to a strange place in our budding relationship where I wanted to give us a shot but, he was against it saying that with already so much tension it would ruffle to many feathers, I disagreed but, what can I say that he wasn't right because he was. It felt wrong at times to be happy because that meant for me that I was accepting what was happening around me.

"Rose are you okay?" Emmett asked as e grasped my hand across the table.

"Yeah I'm fine" I smiled half- heartily.

"You just seem lost in your thoughts that's all" He said taking a sip of his coffee.

Emmett decided to meet me for lunch. I used to meet Bella or Alice once every few days just to catch up and chat but, for the past few months they've been all about them, now Bella had an excuse with her divorce and all but, Alice no she was to busy caught up in her new found relationship and probably thought that I was going to judge her, which I was. What she did to her sister was a complete joke I mean are you fucking kidding me to know what she was been through to get a guy and steal him away like that whore Tanya was unacceptable in my book.

"No just worried about my cousin." I took a sip of my tea and set the cup down and glanced out the window.

"Which one?" He asked curiously.

"Bella of course" I said quickly "Alice can kick rocks."

"Rose-" Emmett began but I quickly cut him off.

"Please don't start she knows what she did, she made a that decision as an adult and has to live with that fact if she thinks I'm going to embrace her and that scumbag boyfriend of hers she has another thing coming"

"Hey" he grasped my hand again "It's me your talking to, its okay."

"No it not okay Emmett look at whats happen this past year nothing but, chaos and craziness. Our lives have all been affected by this and that the reason you and I can't" I stopped myself before I became upset again.

"Rose please don't go there you know why we can't" Emmett sighed shaking his head.

"I know, I know but it still hurts" I glanced down at my hands and sighed. "How you shit faced brother?"

Emmett laughed " I think relatively okay for the most part business is doing well."

"Well that's good hope he makes extra money so he can take care of his mistress and her brat" I said off handedly.

Emmett's boyish face became serious and dark " Look I know how you feel about Tanya and believe me she's not getting in votes coming from me but, that's my nephew or niece your talking about. Like it or not that baby is apart of my family and I'll be damned if I sit here and let you bash a kid who did nothing wrong and didn't ask to be born in a shitty situation so stop it."

"Look I'm sorry" I started but, the damage was already done.

"Look I gotta get back to work okay" He said getting up and putting on his suit jacket he walked around the table and gave me a kiss on the check "I'll take care of lunch you just get back to work safe okay".

And with that Emmett Cullen left me sitting there speechless in a cafe.

Now Tanya's issues are messing with my damn life

Alice

"Hey Babe are you okay" Jasper asked shutting of the tv and looking over to me " You've been washing that same plate for 15 minutes, what's up?"

"Oh" I said looking down at my pruned hands "Sorry I just have alot on my mind"

I turned off the faucet and dried my wet hands and went to go sit next to him on the couch. Our relationship was going strong and I have never been happier he gets me and I mean really gets me the good, bad, and ugly but, the way our relationship started would forever be a thorn in my side that just won't go were days when I looked in the mirror and could barely recognize myself and I hated it. Bella and I have barely had a full conversation without it turning into a screaming match, no matter how many times I would apologize or plead with her to talk to me it always ended the same, with a door slammed in my face or both of us walking away and that was months ago.

I walked over to the couch he was sitting on and crawled next to him snuggling in his side "What's wrong?" he whispered peppering kisses along my temple.

"I was just thinking that I need to make peace with my sister"

Jasper ran his hands along the side of my arm "Love you know I"m all for it, I would also like to apologize to Bella for what happened"

Suddenly I didn't feel like snuggling anymore. I pushed Jasper off of me and got it. "I don't think that would be a good idea"

"Why not?" he questioned, looking at me.

"Because its bad enough she's not talking to me, I don't need you around to be another reminder" The more I thought about my current situation the more frustrated I became.

"Alice I think you need to calm down, your acting crazy" he looked at me, his blue eyes pleading with me to calm down, I wasn't having any of it.

"Acting crazy, your family is still speaking to you. My sister and my cousin barely talk to me I'm alone"

"Stop being dramatic, you still have your mom"

"My mom is so disappointed in me she won't talk to me till I break up with you" By now tears were rolling down my face.

"What the hell do you think you're the only one whose hurt, I hate seeing you this way" Jasper tried to hug my but, I slapped his hands away. "Alice do you regret us being together?"

"At times I do, look at this were wrapped in our own little bubble, I'm extremely close with my family and I messed that for you, I'm not a cheater"

"Well neither am I" he was clearly offended by the look on his face "Look I admit the way we came together is less than conventional but, I care about you Alice deeply"

"I care about you too but, Jazz look at this, lately I've been questioning everything, you know"

He smiled, though it didn't reach his eyes, he slowly approached me wrapping his arms around my waist. "Ally cat things get worse before they get better"

"I know, Jasper" I sighed thinking I know...

Emmett

Driving to my brother's house was bittersweet. I remember the family bbq's we would have, Friday night get together but, unfortunately that all came crashing down when my brother decided to stick his dick in Tanya. Just her name got me upset, not that she is solely to blame my brother is a grown man he knew what he was doing, and now their is a child involved. As I pulled into the drive way the beautiful house was lite up like Bella still lived there. I quickly shut the car off and walked to the front door ringing the bell.

"Who is it" Edward called on the other side.

"The only person who will visit your dumbass" Sarcasm dripping from my voice.

He quickly unlocked the door ushering me inside, I followed him and shut the door behind me. "Don't you feel uncomfortable sleeping here at night"

"It's my own kind of penance in a way" he smiled in a self deprecating way.

Edward walked into the living room and sat down on the couch putting his feet on the coffee table. I followed suit and sat across from him.

"Edward, I think you should sell this house"

He looked at me and rolled his eyes "This house is all I have left, besides the memories"

"Yeah and I don't think that's healthy for you, I'm mean all you do is work and come home"

"Doing other things got me in trouble in the first place"

"Look you and Bella's problems are affecting us all man and you staying in a house that you shared with your ex-wife is like some weird shrine to her, hell nothing in here has change you guys are divorced you need to let it go" I sighed.

"I can't" he rubbed his face.

"Why not"

"Because" he stopped and looked at me, shaking his head and looked at me. "How's things going with that dragon you call a woman"

I laughed and leaned back in the chair "Angry as every, man she's amazing but, lately things have been at a stalemate"

"Because of Bella and I?" Edward asked.

I looked at him and looked away.

"Emmett look just bec-" He was interrupted by a knock on the front door. "Emmett can you get the door I have to use the bathroom"

"Yeah" As Edward walked down the hall into the bathroom I walked to the front door and saw that familiar blonde who was quickly becoming the bane of my life: Tanya

"Emmett" she stared at me looking left and right any where but, my eyes.

"Is Edward here?" she looked so innocent but, I knew better she was just another member in the guilty party.

I moved out the way and watched her waddle her way in my ex- sister in laws house.

"So why are you here?" I asked closing the door behind me and walking right behind her.

"I needed to talk to Edward" she said glancing over her shoulder looking at me.

"That's what the telephone is for, I know you have one" I said nonchalantly.

"Is there something you would like to say to me" she said angrily.

"Oh Tanya there is alot I would like to say to you, but my mother taught me to respect women" I smiled.

"Look I know you're on her side but, I"m try to respect the fact that I'm sorry"

"Try and respect the fact that you broke up a marriage, and managed to get yourself pregnant" I sighed rubbing my face " I'm sorry"

"Look we can't help who we love" she said looking down a her feet.

"I know"

I don't know how long I stood their in the foyer, the awkward silence enveloping us but, I had enough "Look tell Edward I'll see him later"

And with that I walked out of my brothers house

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I sat at my desk my, with my hands on the keys and sighed. My thought process was completely fried I couldn't even think of one character to write for the new movie I was thinking of shooting. Shoot writer's block!

I freaking hate writers block because it could be weeks before a good film idea came to me, I sighed and ran my hands through my hair. I began to click on the projects I've done this summer and I couldn't see any progression. I had a vision of what I wanted to accomplish this year, what I wanted to create but, what was in my head couldn't translate into my film.

"Bella School, now" My dad called from down stairs.

I twirled around in swirly chair and looked at my poster of Hitchcock when I was brain dead; like I am right now he always usually gave me some inspiration.

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