I'D LIE
Chapter One: Teardrops on my guitar
SUMMARY: Bella and Edward are best friends, the only problem? Bella is Head over Heals in love with him and he doesn't know!
DISCLAIMER: I OWN ABSOLUTLY NOTHING!! ALL CHARACTERS BELONG TO STEPHANIE MAYER AND THE LYRICS TO THE SONG BELONG TO TAYLOR SWIFT!
Dear Diary,
It's me again, remember me? Bella Swan? I haven't wrote in you for such a long time, but now I feel the need to tell someone everything and well you're a book so you won't tell anyone anything, lol. Guess what day it is Diary? It's my first day as a Junior! Yup me, Bella Swan is officially a JUNIOR! Yeah I know you must be wondering why I am so happy that I'm going to be a Junior? Well not only is it one step closer to being a senior but it's also the last year I have to spend with my brother in the same school. I mean I love Emmett and everything but I can't do anything without him breathing down my neck, I haven't even had a boyfriend like ever (but I think you know that already), the only guy he doesn't sent running to the hills is Edward, but that is only because one, Edward would NEVER give me a second look, two, Edward is on the football team with Emmett and one of his close friends and three, Edward is my best friend. Best friend, you have no idea diary how much I hate those two words! Why your asking? Well that's just it Best friends that's all me and him will ever be, and you don't know how much it kills me to admit that. You see Diary since I met Edward freshmen year I have had a crush on him, no scratch that not a crush, I'm in LOVE with him, and I don't know what to do, but I figure that I'll just ignore it, I mean it's better to love him in secret and be his best friend than to confess my feelings to him and not have him in my life at all! Well I've got to go if I don't leave now then I'll be late for school and Emmet will personally massacre me for being his reason not to have his early morning make-out session with Rosalie, his girlfriend. Bye, Bye Diary….
She closed her Diary, picked it up and put it in her backpack, as she walked out the door she stopped a moment to look in the mirror. She was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans with a bright yellow spagetti strap shirt, on top of the shirt she wore a black sweater with the zipper half way up. Her hair was down and straight with a bit of curl at the bottom, she was also wearing a pair black converse. She smilled satisfied with her look and walked out the door. As she entered the kitchen she immediately spotted her brother quickly eating his food
"Emmett slow down, the food isn't going anywhere" she said in a mocking tone
"The food might not be going anywhere but my stomach but time, preciouse time is flying by" he said as he continued to eat his food as though it would up and leave at any moment
"You mean preciouse make-out time" she said
"You know me too well dear sister" he replied as Bella walked and grabbed a poptart to eat but before she could even open it, a beeping sound erupted from Emmett's watch
"Time to go" he screamed before grabbing his things
"Emmett I haven't even opened my poptart yet" Bella said with irritation
"You can eat it in the car, come on, move it! Preciouse make-out time is running away" he said before grabbing Bella and rushing to the car
"Damn it Emmett!" said Bella after being thrown in Emmett's Jeep, he backed out the car and hit the accelerator, Bella already being used to the speed tried to eat her poptart before getting to school. Ten minutes later, Emmett pulled up the Jeep into a parking lot next to a Silver Volvo and a Red M3.
"Good Morning Bella" said a voice that sent shivers down her spine, a voice that could only belong to one person
"Morning Edward" said Bella in an irritated voice
"What no 'good'?" asked Edward with a chuckle already used to Bella's early morning mood
"Well it isn't good when you brother litteraly throws you in the car, without you even eating, so he can have a make-out session with his girl friend" grumbled Bella as Edward chuckled
"I said I was sorry about that" said Emmett as he grabbed Rosalie's hand and started walking towards their usual make-out spot
"No you didn't" screamed Bella
"Well I just did" screamed back Emmett before disappearing behind a wall
"Urg!! I hate him sometimes" said Bella furiously
"Come on Bella lets go get some breakfast in you before you kill Emmett with your glare" he said as he put his arm on the small of her back to lead her to the cafeteria. If only he knew what that touch was doing to the brunnet girl he was leading.
"Jasper, are you thinking what I'm thinking?" asked Alice, who was Edwards Twin and Bella's best friend
"What are you thinking?" asked Jasper, Emmett's best friend and Rosalie's Twin
"Ohh nothing sweetie, you'll find out sooner or later" said Alice before giving Jasper a kiss and initiating their make-out session
As Bella and Edward entered the cafeteria Bella's face immediately turned into a frown as she saw Lauren Mallory and Jessica Stanley walking towards them
"Hey Eddie" said Lauren as she walked up to them "Bella" she said with distace
"Lauren" said Bella with the same amount of distace
"Hello Lauren, Jessica" said Edward
"I was wondering if maybe you and I, could like go out this weekend or something" said Lauren with a flirty smile
"Umm...Sure why not" he said smilling
"Great! we'll talk later on details" she said before giving Edward a kiss on the lips and walking away
"You okay Bella?" he asked a bit worried at the face she was wearing
"I'm fine" she said giving him a fake smile
"You sure?" he asked
"Yeah, I was just thinking about Renne" she said sadly
"Come on Bells, don't think about sad things, come on lets go eat" he said
Renne Swan, Bella and Emmett's mother had died in a car accident a few years ago
"Actually I don't feel that hungry anymore, I'm going to go get my schedule" she said before turning around
"Okay, I'll go with you" he said turning around to go with her
"No, you go eat, I need to change my schedule so I might be late for class and I don't want you to be late also" she said
"You sure?" he asked
"Yeah go, I'll be fine" she said before turning and walking as swiftly out of the cafeteria as possible
"God Bella, get ahold of yourself! he is your friend, not your property, he has the right to go out with whom ever he likes!" she scolded herself as she headed to get her schedule trying to look as normal as possible.
Clases passed by, and Bella tried to act as normal as possible and before she knew it, the bell rang signalling the end of the school day. She gathered her things and walked to the parking lot
"Hey guys" she said as she saw her group of friends which included, Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper those three which were Seniors and Alice and Edward who were Juniors
"Hey Bella" they chorused
"Ready to go squirt?" asked Emmett as he disentagled himself from Rosalie
"Yeah" she said as she waved good bye to the group and got into the car
As she entered her house her phone began to ring his ringtone
"Hey Edward" she said trying to make her voice sound normal
"Hey Bella, is everything okay?" he asked worriedly
"Yeah, of course why wouldn't it be?" she asked
"Well becouse you hardly talked to me today during lunch and you seemed a bit off" he said camly
"I'm alright Edward it's just that I was a bit tired and I didn't eat any breakfast so I was also feeling cranky" she said with a chuckle at the end
"You sure that was all?" asked Edward
"Yeah I'm sure, so I'll see you tomorrow?" she asked
"Yeah of course! Bye Bella" said Edward "oh and make sure you wake up early tomorrow"
"Why is that?" asked Bella curiously
"Because I want you to get some food in your system so you don't take out your crankyness on me" he responded
"Ha Ha" she said mockingly "Bye Edward"
"Bye Bella" he said before hanging up
She walked up to her room and took out her Diary and began writing
Dear Diary,
Hey Diary It's me again! I think I jinxed myself today, why is that you may ask? Well I was so happy to be going to school and when I got there it turned out to be hell on Earth! let me tell you what happened. You see I went to school as usual, and everything was going great until me and Edward entered the cafeteria and Lauren "the big blond bitch" Mallory came up to Edward and asked him out! and that's not the worst part, the worst part is that he said YES! Ugghh when he said that I swear Diary my heart broke into a million pieces. I had to leave or else he would've witnessed me grabbing Lauren and pulling out her hair till she stayed bald! I don't know what to do anymore Diary! I guess I'll just have to try and forget him, I can't let Edward be the reason for the teardrops on my guitar (hey that sounds like a good line for a song) anymore, I have to get over him or else I'm going to get hurt more and I don't think I can stand to see him and Lauren together, so I guess I'll have to try and move on, because my fake smiles are running out and I know he won't see me the way I want him to. I'll really try to forget him....Bye Diary
She put her diary down and picked up her guitar and started playing a tone and the lyrics began to flow
"She better hold him tight
give him all her love, look in those beautiful eyes
and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
he's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do...."
SO WHAT DID YOU GUYS THINK? DID YOU LIKE IT? NO? let me know what you think!
-XOXO LALA