I dont own anything yo

K when jasper reads lips it's bolded!

and when he signs stuff its italicized

underlined is texting!

JASPER HALE POV:

Deafness is a bitch!!!

Straight up no way around it. It made living your plain and boring normal life just a pain in the ass.

You feel isolated!

Wait that's the understatement of the year. YOU ALWAYS FEEL ALONE! No wait I always feel alone. Lets put the emphasis on I! I just wanted a normal life like everyone else and what happens God pisses on me!

THANK YOU! LORD!

So let me say something or wait in my case sign something!

It's unfair that you can't ever just get along and live your life normally.

Everything always just has to get in the way! My life is one big Fuck JASPER over fest! I was born deaf and will always be deaf according to ever fucking doctor under the sun. Well I'll be moving to New York soon to meet a new doctor to see what they say and like usual I'm expecting "We're sorry son there is nothing we can do!"

Well whatever. I live with my sister Rosalie. Wait my seven year older sister who is absolutly beautiful and has nothing wrong with her! LUCKY BITCH!

I don't know, I shouldn't be to hard on Rosie for the simple fact that well, she always and I mean ALWAYS has my back.

See when we were young and my rents' first found out I was deaf as a fucking rock. They refused to learn sign language. And I MEAN REFUSED like throwing a fit and all that Jolly good entertainment.

My parents said I had to be normal there couldn't be anything wrong with me. Well they were fucking delusional. So as I was learning sign language in school. They would talk to me like any other parent would and I was really young then so it didn't bother me as much, but still no communication from my rents' made me a little stir crazy. Rosalie I think and don't quote me on this, but I think she realized that I was really well depressed about the fact that I just couldn't understand what the hell was going on. Soooo.....

Rosalie decided that she would sit in my sign language class with me and learn everything fucking thing I learned so she's bilingual and well I'm proud to call her my sister.

But by sixth grade, my rents' wouldn't even look at me. I was like a fucking leper walking through the halls of my supposed home. It didn't help any with my low self-esteem issues. But Rosalie of course was always there to have my back. She would translate everything for me that my rents' were saying it was helpful until one day they refused to let Rosalie do any sort of communicating for me. It threw me off I'll tell you that, but it was just getting started.

later on after that dinner my rents' started taking me to a reading lips professional and speech therapist. To this damn day I still think it's a joke, but yeah. The joke ended up being on me.

Reading lips was not difficult in the slightest manner for me I picked it up quite quickly. But the talking part was rather fucking difficult, I learned five words the whole time I was there, No, Yes, Stop,Please, and Rosalie. And well my dad was rather pissed about that. And he never showed it until that one day after work.

I was 11 still in sixth grade doing my homework with my 18 year old sister, she was signing me jokes and what I knew were called giggles were escaping my lips. I felt the foot steps come into the living room, see I wasn't nervous cause well we all walked into our living room at some point. But when I was grabbed by the back of my shirt and hoisted off the floor I started to panic! I was turned around to face my dads face. His face was colored in rage and anger. He was yelling I knew that much, but well I couldn't hear, I wasn't really phased by it. I could pick up a few things here there.

"You worthless, piece of shit. I can't believe I helped give birth to you. You disgust me."Were well just a few, and like I said before I was unphased well that was until he threw me head first into the wall. I can still remember my head slamming into the plaster and stars dancing as he lifted me back off the ground. I was whimpering now like a damn fool. Which only seemed to make him angrier.

"I know you can't hear yourself so shut the fuck up!"That was when he smacked me and threw me again. I was full out sobbing now and well it was terrifying.

I knew that I kept whimpering the word. "Stop." I cried which seemed to pull him a little out of his rage, but not enough. That was when Rosalie took action she bolted from the room and dragged mom in by her arm. My mom looked from her whimpering pathetic son on the floor to her over powering dick of a husband and you'll never guess who she ran to first just can you guess?

Well long story short it wasn't me. Her arms looped around his muscular and neck and I could tell by the movement of her body she was crying and Rosalie looked like she wanted to hurl.

That's when it all blew up, She started signing everything that I guessed was escaping her moving lips.

"This is total bullshit you just beat up your son and you need someone to comfort you, you are a monster and you should be put away. And you how can you call yourself a mother. Jasper is over there bleeding and you comfort this dirty disgusting man, I can't believe you." Her hands moved so fast I almost didn't catch it, but I knew from then on my sister would always have my back. But after all that crap I ran to my room and locked my door. I sat there for days until my damn father took it off the hinges, I was literally petrified when he walked through those doors, I winced when he leaned down to me. But when his arms embraced me, and sobs I could not hear escaped his lips. I knew I wasn't getting another beating at least for awhile. Rosalie was standing in the door looking slightly relieved at the actions accoring on the floor in my small bedroom.

He moved me back so I could look at him, he was giving me the once over with the nasty bruise riding the side of my damn head. He tears slide down his cheeks and I knew he really felt horrible for what he did, but I still haven't ever felt comfortable around my dad still to this day.

My little delicate hands quickly went to wipe the tears away and he smiled slightly, and words that were read off his lips made me tear up a little bit.

"I'm sorry."I knew he meant it, but i still wasn't ready for it, so I started crying and backing away from my dad. He looked extremely hurt. WELL FUCK OFF you jackass!

And all I did as whimper "Stop." Repeatedly pulling myself into the fetal position. My dad was backing away crying himself, but Rosalie was by my side in seconds. Holding me close like a real mother would do. "Rosalie." I cried clinging my body to her. She was crying to. She knew I had permanently been damaged.

But when the day finally came and Rosalie told me she was moving out I was rather lets say I WAS A FUCKING maniac. I would pace around the house and freak out all the time and since she was now becoming a world famous super model well. I couldn't stop her. See I told you she was gorgeous! My mom and dad watched there 13 year old boy unravel slowly. I was still afraid to be touched by older men. It as scary and well, I never did anything with my father that required us communicating.

I helped Rosalie pack everything she owned into card bored boxes and watched her walk out of the white door tears streaming down her face. I was holding myself back I didn't want her to leave my life support was being cut off. I ripped from the hold of my parents and ran out the door. She turned and watched my sprint across the lawn slamming my tiny body into hers.

"No. Rosalie. Stop. Please." I cried burying my face into her stomach. Her delicate hands ran up and down my back. "Rosalie. Please."

She kneeled down level with me and wiped my tears from my face. "I'll be back for you."

I knew that she would come back after that and she did on Christmas, with her brand new reed BMW in the drive way. She would walk in and I barely recognized her. She looked absolutely fabulous and in tow was a man that was the size of our living room. I remember backing away a little bit when he walked in and Rosalie saw me, she smiled at me and beckoned me to come over. I must have looked terrified because she waltzed over and grabbed my and and dragged me toward the big guy. I whimpered and hid behind Rosalie's skinny leg. She turned toward me and smiled reassuringly "He's friendly I promise he won't hurt you. He's my bofriend." She smiled at me. "Actually he was really excited to meet you."

"Does he know that I can't hear?" I can just remember signing that to her and her smile got even bigger.

"Yeah he does."She laughed and whipped my blond hair out of the way. "He actually asked me to teach him a few things so he could communicate with you."

"Really?!"I signed so fast I thought my fingers were going to fall off and with Rosalies nod.

I walked passed her and to the tall, muscular man standing there. "Hi, I'm Jasper."

"Hey little man, I'm Emmett."He wasn't as scary as I thought he would be. He actually seemed like a big brother almost. His smile was warming and his big hands weren't threatening. And what I did next I think shocked everyone including myself. I hugged him. And with the least amount of hesistation he hugged me back and I felt safe. So after that christmas Emmett came to every family gathering learning more and more sign langugage as he went trying to be able to talk to his little bro he would always say, but yeah at times Emmett was a real goof. When I turned seventeen, I was becoming an anti-social prick and well I couldn't have cared less!

My dad and mom didn't try talking to me ever and well I was lonely. I started seeing doctors about corrective ear sugery and well they all said that it was impossible for me to ever get my hearing. and YADA YADA YADA. So I started to give up. And when I turned 18 I was a fucking disaster. Rosalie finally stepped in and well it was an intervention from HELL! I knew I had dissapointed her, and it hurt like a bitch and finally I broke down.

Completely and utterly died. I was sobbing and muttering things, like I had when I was 11, and of course like always she would sit there and comfort me even if I didn't deserve it. When she pulled me away. I pushed my chin toward the floorand she lifted it back up so I would look at her.

"What's going on Jasper?" When she signed that it was a flood drowning me. I shook my head no and tried to get out of saying anything, but when I got up to leave Emmett shoved me back onto the couch.

"I don't want to be here anymore." I finally signed feeling everything wash out of my body.

"Do you mean mom and dad?"She asked cleering thinking in a more positive note. When I nodded I watched the lungs slowly escape her lips. "Why?"

When I gave her the look, she giggled a little but then I answered. "I'm Lonely, they haven't talked to me in five years. They don't even make an effort. I mean for god sakes Emmett made an effort and he's not even related to me!"

"Emmett's special." She smiled at her know fiancee.

Emmetts big hands interppted. "That's right."

And well I laughed and I mean laughed. "Okay we'll be right back." Rosalie signed and grabbed Emmett's hand and dragged him out of the room. It felt like forever before they came back in and Rosalie got down on her knees in front of me and signed the best words ever invented.

"Want to move to New York with us?" And well I must say after that I was one giddy motherfucker and still am. FInally when we moved in it was rather amazing. I gave Emmett and Rosalie as much space as possible and being deaf wasn't totally horrible at times I didn't have to hear Rosalie and Emmett's wild sex escapdes through the aparment. And when I came out to Rosalie she was totally fine with it. Actually she was supportive and took me boy hunting or whatever she called it.

Okay anyway back to now! Since I droned on and on about nothing totally important. Rosalie asked me to go out for a little while so Emmett and her could have some alone time and well I was willing to give it to her. So I am walking down the streets of New York and well it's beautiful it's still a trash heap at times. But still a glorious city.

I was walking down the sidewalk when, when I saw a diner, a little trashy diner. And i hadn't eaten dinner yet so I walked in and sat down. A robust lady in her late 40's came waltzing up. When I read her lips and she asked me what I wanted to order. I pointed at the menu, and well she just kept asking what I wanted to eat and pointing at the menu was not getting her attention. Finally she was telling me I didn't need to be rude and so I resorted to signing to her.

"I'm not trying to be rude. I'm sorry, but I just wanted a cheese burger." The lady looked even more insulted and when she started making a scene. I was turned bright red. Out of embarrasment.

A bronze hair boy approach and said to the lady. "Linda don't be rude, he's not being rude to you. He's deaf for crying out loud. He's not offending you in any manner. So knock it off."

I looked at the boy and he smiled at me with this crooked grin his emerald eyes shining. Sat down his pad and started signing to me. I think my mouth fell through the able and onto the floor. "I'm sorry about her, she can be really rude. But my names Edward and I'll be your server this evening what can I get you to drink?"

"Tea, please." I signed right back and he understood I was rather astonished to say the least.

"Okie Dokie I'll be back with your tea in a minute." He was gorgeous. I don't know how many people come here everyday just to see his face. He arrived back in a minute carrying a glass cup filled to the brim with tea. "So what can I get you?"

"A cheesburger, please" I smiled, and he grinned right back. Wrting it down nodding and trotting off to the back. I sat and played with my hands for ten minutes. Then Edward came back with a plate and sat it in front of me.

"Enjoy."He smiled leaving to go behind the counter. Oh god what a hottie!

EDWARD POV:

The door chimed when another customer entered The Classic Diner. My shift was almost over so I turned to face the door and in walked heavens angel. He was magnificent with his messy blond hair and skinny yet muscualr body all I could do was stare. When he sat down in a booth in Linda's section I was a little dissapointed, but whatever I could always go talk to him later if I found the need.

Linda's big body walked through the black and white checkerd floor diner to his table her voice was as annoying as ever.

"What can I get for you?" She asked rather rudely and the blonde haired man pointed to the menu, that confused me a little bit.

"What can I get You?" She asked again a little more rudely than before. Again he pointed to the menu and ran his other hand through his hair most likely frustrated.

"YOU KNOW YOU DON'T NEED TO BE SO RUDE!' She yelled through the diner a couple occupants turned to look at the scene playing out in one of the booths the poor man was blushing and then he started signing and it all made sense then he was deaf.

"I'm not trying to be rude. I'm sorry, but I just wanted a cheese burger." After that Linda was throwing an eve bigger fit.

"Well I'll never do you think its okay to make nasty symbols at women yound man." His blush was getting even redder so I decided to save the angel.

"Linda don't be rude, he's not being rude to you. He's deaf for crying out loud. He's not offending you in any manner. So knock it off." He looked at me slightly relieved. With that Linda walked away, so I sat down my shit and started signing to him. "I'm sorry about her, she can be really rude. But my names Edward and I'll be your server this evening what can I get you to drink?"

He looked totally shocked about me baing able to sign to him. After he ordered everything and was set I went into the back and took all my stuff off and got ready to leave, but one thing was dragging me back to the diner the angel who I would probably never see again if I didn't hurry. So I raced back to the public side of the diner and walked back. He was sitting there drinking his tea relaxing just a bit.

"Hello again." I signed and watched his face lit up a little bit.

"Hi."He looked rather shy and timid and I jsut thought that that was the cutest thing ever.

"I was wondering if I could sit with you?" I was now the one to be shy and timid, but his eyes opened in shock.

"Yes. Sure." He smiled waving his hand in the direction of the booth across from him. I slide in and gazed at the perfection across from me.

"I know you know my name so can I ask you yours?" I asked politely and he smiled.

"My names Jasper." He smiled signing the whole thing a little slow so I could keep up. "I must say or sign Edward that I wanted to thank you, I could tell she was yelling it's rather embarrassing not being able to communicate with everyone. And then some people make a scene and well yeah."

I could tell he was embarrassed about his disability, but I wasn't going to let him. I looked into his bright gray eyes and signed. "No problem Jasper and don't be embarrassed because obviously Linda's in the same boat as you."

He looked very confused. "What do you mean?"

"Well, she cant communicate with everyone. She couldn't communicate with you. So she's in the same boat." He smiled a little realizing what meant.

"Thanks." He signed. "But I was rather shocked that you could sign, most people can't."

"Well I took a bunch of classes for it for some reason I thought it was fun."I smiled and heard his phone vibrate. He loooked like he didn't notice it go off. "You gonna answer that?"

"huh?" He asked.

"Your phone went off." He nodded his head in a thanks moition and pulled his phone from his pocket.

"Wow that was quick." Jasper signed to me. "Rosalie says I'm aloud back in the house." With that he laughed and I thought it was the most gorgeous thing ever except he obviously had someone, this Rosalie character.

"Oh you and your girlfriend get in a fight?" I asked catiously. worried on what the answer might be.

He gave me this grossed out look and I thought I offended him. "No." He stated and I loved the sound of his voice. "I couldn't do that incest is well gross."

Now I felt like a freaking idiot. "Oh my gosh I'm sorry." I said way to fast. Jasper's head cocked to the side in a confused manner. Well I'm officially fucking this up now.

"Edward I don't understand."He signed clamly. "Slow down and I can make it out."

"Wait you can read lips?" I said.

"Yes." He muttered obviously embarrassed. "I went to a speech threapist and reading lips specialist when I was younger, but the speech is hard I can only say five words. I feel really stupid I'll stop rambling."

"Oh no no no, what can you say?" I asked curious. I watch him contemplate what he was going to say.

"Yes. No. Please. Stop. Rosalie." I wanted to hear my name upon those perfect lips so I decided to be brave.

"Your voice is beautiful." He looked at me like I was insane. And blushed madly.

"Thank you. I'm always afraid I'm going to say them wrong and make a fool of myself." If it was possible he turned even redder.

"No they sound perfect. So do you have a girlfriend?"I asked wondering if he coiuld get any cuter.

"No." He said looking at me. "This might ruin this, but I like guys so yeah."

"Me too." I replied and he looked completely like he was going to have a heart attack. His phone went off once more and he replied hastily.

"Edward, my sister wants me home, but oh god this is embarrassing, can I have your number? But only if you can text cause well I can't do phone calls." He was rambling again and I must say it was the most adorable fucking thing ever.

And my heart was jumping inside. "Of course here give me your phone and I'll put my number in and you can put your in mine, how does that sound?" He nodded his head and handed me his propel and I quickly dialed all the numbers in. He had my phone done faster than I had ever seen anyone put a number in before.

He paid quickly for the food and handed me a ten dollar bill. I was confused and gave him a quizzical look.

"It's your tip, silly." He laughed and I tried to give it back.

"Don't want it. It was my pleasure to serve you." He thrust the money back at me. "I'm not taking this."

"Fine." He huffed taking it back. I started heading the opposite way of the angel and he sighed coming over and giving me a hug. "I'll text you and thank you so so very much."

"Like I said my pleasure." With that he was gone. I got home in a matter of minutes my mom Esme was sitting in her rocking chair knitting and my dad Carlisle was sitting in his lazy boy reading The Doctor Journal.

"Hello dear how was work?" My mom asked and my dad looked up from his magazine. I smiled and went and plopped down on the couch.

"Amazing." I muttered staring at the cieling.

"I never knew making food could be so amazing." My sister Alice Laughed from the stairs. "I'm thinking there's more."

"Well, we had this scene at work today this boy came in and was pointing at the menu trying to place an order and the waitress Linda who you guys don't like started yelling him making a scene and well he started signing to her and it caused her to throw an even bigger fit. But he was so embarrassed that he couldn't get his order placed because he was deaf." I looked at my mom and she looked livid along with my dad.

"Oh that Linda woman should be ashamed of herself, that poor boy!" My mom exclaimed.

"So I took over and well he is a rather nice guy." I muttered looking over at my mom.

"Oh, I'm thinking he's more than nice." Alice giggled jumping on top of me.

"Yeah he's hot too. But we got to talking and he thanked me profusly for being able to communicate with him." I smiled.

"Isn't it a great feeling being able to help someone?" Dad asked smiling at me.

"Oh yeah and he asked for my number and well I gave it to him." My whole family was beaming at this. Then my phone started signing clair de lune. "What the?"

I pulled my phone from my pocket along with a ten dollar bill. "Oh I'm going to kill him."

My mom and dad looked confused. "I thought you liked him?"

"No I do, but he was trying to give me a tip and I wouldn't take it so instead he shoved it in my pocket all ninja like." But so I opened my phone.

Hey Edward I hope you got ur money. *Jasper* "It's him."

"OHHHHHHH Ask if he can send a picture!!!!!!" ALice exclaimed.

"Alice we just met, I don't want to make him uncomfortable." I repled and she looked at me with that I'm going to murder you look.

"DO IT!"

"FINE." I yelled back typing in my phone.

Oh yeah I did and well, I want to punch you and hug you at the same time will u send a pic my sis wants to see what you look like? #Edward#

"I asked ok." My phone quickly vibrated. No punching, pretty please and yeah give me a sec and I'll take one. *Jasper*

Withing a couple of seconds the sexy blond haired boy was on my phone I should Alice and her jaw dropped. "He's fucking gorgeous!" Alice exclaimed.

"Language." Mom yelled.

"He could be a model!" She yelled once more. "But he looks like someone I've seen recently."

passed the phone to my mom and she was saying how hansom he was. So I texted him back.

My sister is trying to figure out who you look like lol that shes been seeing sround lately, oh and my whole fam thinks you gorgeouis ;) #Edward#

"I asked for you relax." Alice was jumping up and down.

The phone sang once more.

She's probably talking about my sister Rosalie Hale shes in every magazine now she's a supermodel lol :) *Jasper*

"He says he has a sister named Rosalie Hale and they look alike." Alice gasped.

"Are you serious, you found Rosalie Hale's brother you lucky boob." Alice was screaming. "I have to meet her. She could wear my designs! And so could he!"

"Alice she's a super model I don't know how that would work out for you." I laughed.

My sister is hyperventilating XD And wants you and your sister to wear her fashion designs lol #Edward#

I felt weird sending him this stuff.

"Well what did he say?" ALice shrieked.

"Alice, Dear calm down." Dad said trying to relax. The phone went off.

Maybe lol But Rosalie is booked oh and she says hello to your sister and I'm not a model I'm a rather average looking guy with a disability. Oh I g2g I'll txt u tomorrow good night. *Jasper*

"His sis says HI." Alice squealed and ran down the stairs. "Oh and she said maybe."

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH are you serious what about him?!" Alice asked lauching herself at my phone.

"He says he doesn't think he model worthy for he is average and is disabled." I said and my sister looked at me like I was insane.

"Edward don't say that." My mother scolded.

"Whoa wait he said it not me." I raised my hands in defense. Which Alice ripped my cell phone from my hand.

"Yeah mom he did." She sighed. "But he's beautiful"

"Agreed." I sighed retrieveing my phone from Alice's hands. "I'm going to bed goodnight.

"Goodnight dear." My mom said and My dad smiled.

I walked upstairs quickly texting Jasper.

Don't say such things about yourself your a beautiful guy and you should model I think you would be a natural and your disability is what made me meet you in the first place so I' glad you have it, but good night #Edward#

With that I quickly fell asleep. And dreamt of him.

OMG OMG OMG OMG I love this!!!!!!!!!!! SO SO mUCH

Read and PLEASE REVIEw!!!!!

Suggest if you want

Love you guys always,

Kotaxvampire