Ch 18: Heart's final

Title: Heart's Pain

Author: LightningRose

Disclaimer: I do not owner Sailor Moon.

A/N: SOOO sorry everyone! I just got married like a week ago so now that all the planning and stress of my wedding is out of the way I will have WAY more time to write. Too much has happened this past year to get into writing but here is the next chapter! **** Special note to those who pay attention to my notes….the man I married is the one I based the idea and feelings of my story on…of course that was years ago and not exactly the events of how this story goes…that's a whole new story and plot!***

The air was thick and humid, she could feel the sweat on her skin, but it didn't faze her. All she could feel was him, his hands, his heat. His front was pressed up against her back, his hands running up and down her sides; she wanted him to touch more but could feel the tension in his body.

He was trying so hard to reign in his control, and she wanted him to let it go. The music vibrated through the air, she swirled her hips letting them touch closer to him than before. She heard the sharp intake of breath in her ear. He was at his limit she could tell; she only needed to push a bit more.

This was a game of seduction, she started the night only wanting to torture him and then leave him wanting like he left her. But years of waiting, years of wanting were crashing down on her.

She would not be left wanting tonight, he was going to give into her or she would just take what she wanted. Only then would she finally be able to walk away, the way he so easily walked away from her.

"Serena…I think we should take a breath." Darien tried to breathe, but his body was having a bit of trouble. Looking down at the blonde in front of him, he nearly lost it, she was so fucking sexy. Her tight little outfit clung to her body, he could practically see everything. Of course he had seen her naked before, but that was before her body became was it was, even then he had never touched her.

God did he want to touch her now.

Serena twirled in his arms just then; he nearly lost his footing from the sudden movement. Her breasts were rising up and down from her heavy breathing, her lust filled eyes heavy with wanting. It took everything he had to not attack her then and there on the dance floor.

She pushed her smaller body up against his just as he convinced himself to be a gentleman. He could see how much she wanted him, this time however he could find no excused for why he should stop, she was everything he wanted and nothing was stopping him this time.

"Fuck it."

Darian grabbed the blonde by the arm and pulled her after him through the club, he found a dark corner that was surprisingly empty giving them just enough privacy.

"Darien what are you doing?" Shocked by the sudden change in him Serena wasn't expecting him to actually make the first move.

He pushed her against the wall, his hands in her hair before she could react, his mouth covering hers. It startled her at first, taking a moment before she was able to respond. It was erotic, naughty and exactly what she wanted. He had finally lost control; his hand slid from her hair down to her ass and pulled her up into him. She could feel just how turned on he was. It did wild things to her, to know she could turn him on so much that this indifferent, cold and always controlled man completely lost his composure in a public place for her.

"I need you so much." He barely lifted his lips off hers but she heard it.

Hearing him say those words were driving her crazy. She had to squeeze her thighs together to suppress some of the mounting pressure, only wishing for more. Darien's lips left hers to trail along her jaw and down her neck, she needed more but this was not the right place for it.

She tried pushing him away to make him stop for a moment so she could suggest they head to her place, only it was harder to accomplish than she anticipated. He was lost in her, pushing her back harder into the wall, devouring her lips to silence her. It was hot, and had they already been in the privacy of her home she would not have wanted to stop. But if she wanted to get anywhere with this man she would need to get him to back off just enough to see that they could not have sex right there against the wall in a very public night club.

Darien couldn't think straight, his mind was lost, his body in complete control. But the feeling of someone biting him very hard was something he could not ignore. He jumped back and stared in shock at the women in front of him.

"What the hell was that for?!" He was pretty sure his shoulder might be bleeding. He was all for some kinky play if that was what she was into but he might have to gag her if that was the case, her biting fucking hurt!

"You wouldn't stop; I had to get your attention somehow. As much as I am enjoying myself, we need to take this elsewhere." Gripping his shoulder, Darien was thankful that the pain was able to suppress his raging hard on for a moment. It took him a few seconds to understand what she meant, and realize that he had nearly fucked her against the wall in front of everyone.

"Fuck! Serena I am so sorry!"

"Don't be sorry, just hurry up and take my home."

Darien felt his heart stop. She wanted to go home, he pushed her too far. The look on Darien's face made Serena smile; if she weren't so horny she would have taken the time to tease him a bit more.

"Take me home Darien, not drop me off." Her hand reached for his and pulled him back into the crowd. He could only follow after her with a goofy grin on his face.

The car ride was silent on the way back, both thinking and yet unable to voice anything. Darien unsure if things were happening too fast, if this was a good thing or a bad thing. Wondering if he should not let it go too far. Serena fidgeting in her seat wondering what Darien was thinking about. She had been waiting for this night for years, she had always hoped he would be her first but that didn't work out.

"I'm nervous."

She didn't mean to say it out loud, but it was out now. She hoped it didn't change anything.

"Me too, but we don't have to if you're unsure." He was just as nervous as her, this wasn't just some random girl, this was the woman he loved and lost and would be damned to lose again.

Serena clenched her teeth, angry that he would even suggest they not go through with it. It was like they were living together again, every time she made a move he would say something similar and pull away. He was still thinking she was innocent or not ready.

She unbuckled her seatbelt when he pulled up to a stop sign; it was late and dark so no one was around. She leaned over pressed her lips to his ear and slid her hand up and down his thigh making sure to run it just close enough to his hardening member that he let out a small gasp of surprise. It sent shivers down her spine and made her tighten in all the right places.

"S..Serena!"

"Do you want me to stop?" Her lips whispered against his ear sending him nearly into convulsions. He had never been so turned on in his life. His hands clenched tightly on the steering wheel.

"No..God no…" He could barely get the words out; her hand was driving him crazy, squeezing his thigh and touching but not touching his now hard as a rock member.

"I'm nervous, because I have waited years to have you."

Her lips were whispering against his skin in the most delicate way, her hand was rubbing his inner thigh teasing him with promise of what will come, and it was her words that were his undoing. He stopped thinking about all the what-ifs, and what-could-have-beens and looked at the women practically begging him to ravish her in his car.

"I am going to fuck you until you can't walk. I am going to make you cum again and again while screaming out my name, until it is the only name you think of. I regret not being the first, but I promise that I will be the last."

Darien grabbed the shocked blonde by the head and kissed her as if he were sealing the promise. Everything went out the window just then, all her dirty plans, all her scheming, everything was different now. She had waited years to hear him speak to her that way, and God did it feel amazing.

It took less than five minutes for Darien to get them back to her apartment complex. They were currently standing in front of her door as she tried to open the lock, her keys fumbling in her hand. Darien was plastered up against her, his face in her hair, his hands on her hips, he was grinding into her, and she was all but two seconds away from throwing her keys on the floor and having him take her right then and there in the hallway.

Finally the door opened and she barely had time to walk in before she was scooped up and the door slammed shut. Her back was once again found up against the wall, only this time nothing was keeping them from stopping, just the two of them alone in her dark apartment.

"Tell me again."

Serena thought she heard a rip as her dress was removed, but it didn't concern her, hands and lips were everywhere now. She couldn't remember a time she felt this amazing, this turned on.

"I want you…" He had wanted to hear it again and again since she said it in the car.

It drove him wild, and finally his control broke. Lifting the small woman into his arms he felt her legs wrap around his waist. She was in nothing but her bra and panties, a thong by the feel of her sexy ass in his hands, and he had somehow been relinquished of all his clothing save his boxers. They both let out a moan.

He walked over to her couch, images of bending her over it from earlier causing him to harden even further if that was possible. He would spend hours doing everything he had ever dreamed and fantasized about doing to her, even bending her over the back of her couch.

Serena stared up at the dark haired, blue eyed man she knew she would always love and yet hate all at once. His toned chest and abs leaning over her, his muscular legs caging her in, she could feel her nipples harden just by looking at him. The things she wanted to do to that body of his. She reached up and ran her nails down his chest, over his nipple and watched his face as it finally reached the edge of his boxers.

She wrapped her small hand around him, watched as his face scrunched in a painful way, knowing that he felt anything but. She wanted to show him she could please him, make him feel as if no other could make him feel the way she could.

They spent hours teasing each other, letting the anticipation build, neither wanting the night to end for fear of what would happen when it did. Just wanting to feel each other and be wrapped up in the moment.

He made good on his promises to make her cum again and again, and each time it was his name she screamed out. He pleasured her in ways she never thought were possible.

When he finally entered her, it felt like her first time, he was larger than most men, stretching her and giving her time to adjust. She would never be able to look at her apartment the same way again. Her couch, the floor, her dining room table…they would all be filled him images of him either on top, under or behind her. They did it all, and they did it everywhere.

It felt wonderful and by the end of it all she felt as if her heart would explode with the rest of her body.

"I love you."

They both looked at each other, tears running down her face, love and hope shining in his eyes. She couldn't keep it in any longer, she didn't want to anymore.

"I love you too."

They fell asleep in each other's arms, finally content and happy. No more hate or drama, they knew there were still things they had to work out but they loved each other and were tired of fighting it.