I think of myself as a robot.
I function if he makes me.
He shapes my entire life.
And I live up to his expectations.
I am his object to toy with.
I conceal my emotions.
And he taught me how.
If I am hurt, I cry inside.
If I am in pain, I scream inside.
I am so sick of myself.
I am his machine.
I am created to work.
He expects me to be perfect.
I am his child.
But his words destroy me.
I am made of iron.
But my insides rust with tears.
My existence is flawed.
My iron body wears away.
And I realize I am only human.