Contemplation and A Small Wish

I can't feel... my body...

Ah... That's right. I fought Onyx, the Inferno King.

Mother... I'm sorry I couldn't protect our forest, our kingdom, and our people.

If only I was stronger, maybe the land wouldn't be torched into ashes, and our forest would remain as beautiful as ever.

But did you see? I managed to defeat Odin, and fulfilled my role as the world tree, defeating Onyx.

Did I manage to make you proud? Was I able to become a great queen, just like how you used to be?

I feel so tired... so sleepy... so comfortable...

Mother, is this how you felt when you returned to our dearest land? Free from everything bounding your body?

If so, then maybe death isn't such a bad thing...

I've finished my role in this world, and the kingdom I lived to protect has already returned to land before me.

I have but one thing left undone; fulfilling a single promise.

I've done everything with my best, hoping that one day he'd show up just to pat my head and say 'well done'.

I waited and waited, but until the very end, what I ever met was only a cold, lifeless body.

And you said we'll meet again...

Liar.... You liar frog... You stupid frog... You liar, stupid little frog-head...

I hate you... I hate the promise you broke...

I hate the fact that we'll never meet again.

I feel so tired... so sleepy... so comfortable...

Mother... Everyone... I will rejoin you soon...

I am welcoming death upon my body... And wishing...

For death to bring me to the place your soul rest, to be where you are.

May we meet again, even in death...

Ingway.

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A.N: This is just something I write for fun, and for the love of IngwayMercedes!!! It's kind of hard... I never wrote about dead *cries* characters before. I hope I got her character right... Did I make her go OOC? Sorry if I did. Welcoming criticisms. A review would be nice, and a beta check would be nicer :P

Not going to be a one-shot, yet I may just drop it on the way for the sake of laziness...