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ALSO, I WOULD LIKE TO ADD THAT IN THE LAST CHAPTER I DIDN'T OWN TAYLOR SWIFT'S "OUR SONG" I FORGOT TO WRITE IT IN THE DISCLAIMER

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SO ONWARD WITH THE STORY. SORRY IF IT'S A LOT OF DIALOG, BUT THEY HAVE SOME TALKIN THEY NEED TO DO.

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT, OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS. :o( I ONLY OWN BRIAN, KRISTY, AND RYAN.

BELLA'S POV:

When we got to my room I sat down at the top of my bed. Jasper sat on the edge at the bottom.

"Are you ok?" I asked him.

He looked up from the floor and nodded. "Are you?"

I laughed, "Can't you tell?"

"Kinda, you're feeling upset, confused, angry, sad, and relief. Relief?" he looked at me with confusion on his face.

"I was willing to give up everything for him, and I'm relieved that I didn't. Who knows how long they would have continued before they told us? I'm just glad that it's over. You know?" I looked up at him and he has a sad smile on his face.

He nodded. "Bella, you said earlier that you've been cheated on enough before, what did you mean? But, it's ok if you don't want to tell me." I could feel the nervousness flowing off him.

"It's a long story." I said, sighing.

"I've got time." I looked up into his eyes and was instantly lost in them. "Bella?" I could hear the concern in his voice.

I snapped out of it and shook my head. I took a deep breath and started telling my story.

"When I was 13 I had a really great boyfriend, Brian. We dated for two years and everything seemed perfect until on my birthday I went over to his house. I knocked on the door and no one answered. He told me he didn't have any plans so I just walked in. I went to his living room were I found him making out with my best friend, Kristy. I ended it with him then and there and never forgave Kristy."

Jasper walked over to me and gave me a hug. I hugged him back. He could sense that I wasn't done so he looked at me waiting for me to continue.

"I started dating this guy, Ryan, when I was 15. He was 16 and we dated for a year and a half before he joined the army. They were low on men so he was sent to Iraq immediately. A month later and I get a call, it was Ryan's mom. She told me that he had been killed in the war." By this point I was crying and Jasper was holding me, letting me cry on his shoulder. "We went to the funeral, and it was one of the hardest days of my life. Then my mom got remarried and you know the rest."

He nodded. "If you don't mind me asking, how were you able to move on and fall in love with Edward so quickly after Ryan's death?"

I wasn't expecting that but I still answered it. "I truly did love Ryan but before he left we were talking in the park and we made a promise to each other. We promised that if anything happened to one of us that the other was to move on. I know that he is in heaven watching down on me and helping me along the way and that he is happy that I'm not living in the past."

I looked up at him and he looked like he was deep in thought. He must have sensed me watching him because he looked down at me and smiled slightly.

"What's wrong?" I asked. Then mentally slapped myself for saying that. I knew perfectly well what was wrong.

"I was thinking of when I first met Alice and about how I thought that we were meant to be together forever. Now I realize that I was stupid for ever thinking that. Obviously I wasn't good enough and wasn't enough for her." He said with so much self-loathing that I almost wanted to punch him.

"Jasper, don't you dare even start thinking that was your fault. This is Alice and Edward's fault. They decided to cheat and they decided to make this mess." I told him.

He just stared down at me, sadly. "If it's not our fault then why did they do it? Why couldn't they be happy enough with us?"

"Because they are selfish, arrogant, cheaters and they aren't worth our time or tears." He just looked at me in shock. not use to me being this direct.

I looked at my clock and it was only noon.

"Do you wanna go do something?" he asked me. I nodded and he asked me what I wanted to do.

"Let's go bowling! I haven't been bowling since before I moved here. Ryan and I use to go every Friday night and it was so much fun." I jumped off the bed and ran downstairs to tell my dad we were leaving. Jasper followed chuckling softly behind me.

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