I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT :)

… all right, I understand I pissed a lot of people off with that ending.

That's why I'm re-doing it, and you guys all deserve much better than this.

I wanted Bella to live, but my personal life got the better of me, and I was beyond depressed and dealing with a lot of shit. If you didn't already know, my sister was battling with cancer and wasn't meant to live past Christmas, but things changed and I grew up and stopped acting like the pathetic child I was being. But all's mostly good now, my sisters getting better, my brother and I are happier, and my parents can finally breathe and have time to themselves outside of us and work.

I owe you guys all a deep sincere apology

and here it is :)

Edward's Point Of View

I trailed my fingers over the veins in Bella's arm, humming a new tune quietly to myself. Carlisle has arranged for Renee to come down to make sure she got a chance to say bye. Charlie kept quiet. I kept quiet. Alice still yapped on about changing her.

I placed kisses along Bella's arm, watching the corner of her mouth curl up at the corners as she slept. "Beautiful girl." I whispered.

Maybe I should just be greedy and change Bella anyway. It was what was best. I could imagine my family falling apart at the seems with both Bella and I gone, just like they where when they thought we'd died when we went to Italy. I'd do it for my family's sake... and for both Bella's and I's happiness too.

The door swung open, Alice grinning as she jumped over and onto my lap, hugging me. "Your the best brother ever!"

I sighed, smiling a little. "Calm down, someone will think you've been sniffing something."

Alice rolled her eyes getting up and waltzing to the door. "Renee will be here soon."

I fake cheered rolling my eyes. "Funny how we've only meet on two occasions, both of them, Bella having been lying in a hospital bed."

She smirked. "Just goes to show Renee how much you love each other." I smiled a little, as Alice left again.

I frowned, placing a kiss on Bella's wrist. If I could turn back time... I thought to myself, once again.

Quarter of an hour later, Renee appaered, opening the door slowly, her thoughts all jumbled up, looking flustered and lost. I stood up from where I was sitting, offering Renee to sit down in the seat.

Bella smiled at her mother. "Hey mom."

Renee took me around my shoulders, giving me a little hug and offering me a smile. "Thank you for being here for her." She whispered in my ear, hugging me a little longer than normal, I wrapped my arms around her too, enjoying the comfort Bella's mother brought. We'd both finally let go, Renee taking a seat whilst I stood at Bella's bedside, her hand in mine. "Hey baby." Renee whispered to Bella, stroking her hair away from her face.

Bella smiled at her mother, and I ran my thumb along her boney knuckles.

I'd tried to give Bella and her mom some privacy, but Bella refused to let me leave her bedside. Renee left for an hour to go sort out some stuff with Charlie, they'd invited me to help them sort out some of the stuff, but Bella didn't want to be left alone. Truth be told, I didn't want to leave Bella's side empty, as long as there was someone there to look after her, I'd of been able to bear being away from her.

I paced across the front of her bed whilst Bella lazily watched me. Five minutes into it, she began to start talking, which in turn turned into a violent cough. "Oh God, Bella." I soothed, rubbing her back gently and leaning her forward. "Jeez Bella," I breathed out, collapsing to the floor, my head in my hands. "I can't do this any more, your going to die, and its all my fault, look what I've done, I've fucked you over, I've fucked your dad over, I've fucked your mom over. Talk about what a shitty boyfriend I've been. I should be sent to hell. If I die I hope I suffer for all of this."

"Edward... don't." She whispered, I looked up at her, leaning over her hospital bed looking at me, pathetically on the floor dry sobbing. I could see tears drop from her eyes and land on the floor, some on me even.

I reached up wiping them away. "Please don't cry." I whispered as I stood, kissing each of her cheeks.

"I don't want to die." She cried quietly.

"I'm not going to let you." I told her determined. I wasn't about to cut her life short. I was going to let my own greed take control of the situation at hand.

Renee's Point Of View

I'd gone with Charlie to retrieve some of Bella's stuff so we could pack it up for her, so she'd feel at home. Doctor Cullen had told us she'd be in hospital for months on end if she began to improve, if not, it'd be a matter of days till she'd be gone.

So now I was having a break down, I'd not even taken a step inside her room. Charlie and I were both just outside her door as he cradled me on his lap on the floor. And I could see the old Charlie I fell in love with all those years ago, and was, without a doubt, still in love with.

Edward's Point Of View

I closed my eyes as I stood at the foot of Bella's bed, my family all surrounding her, awaiting my important announcement.

"I'm changing Bella."

Alice squealed, attacking me with a hug whilst Emmett pumped his fist in the air, all of them celebrating, except one. Rosalie. We'd all turned to her and she'd just simply shrugged. "I guess I've been a little selfish too. I see it's the only way to keep my brother happy and our family together."

Emmett had simply grinned at her wrapping her up in a bear hug and leaving with Rosalie shortly after.

"We'll change you tonight Bella, give your parents a chance to say bye." Carlisle simply smiled, mentally coming up with what to say to Charlie and Renee, and left the room, wringing his hands.

Alice squealed. "I can't wait! This is going to be so much fun, after everything from the last few weeks, I can see we're all going to get back to normal!" She squealed again. "C'mon Jazz, we need to find something nice for Bella to wear whilst she's changing." She grabbed his wrist as she drug him out.

Jasper stood in the doorway with the little pixie grabbing onto his wrist. "Can't wait to finally spend some time with my sister." Jazz winked at Bella and left.

Esme wrapped Bella up in a delicate hug, and left without another word.

Bella spent a couple of hours with her parents together, Renee and Charlie both getting on more than the average divorced couple would. It interested me, but didn't want to waste valuable time getting into their business.

Carlisle came in that evening, Bella's insistence of me to be the one to bite her, I'd complied, leaning down to gently nuzzle her neck before hand, I intertwined our fingers together, grazed my teeth along it gently, and finally took the plunge into her flesh, biting her tasting her blood, and unable to stop, I heard the crunch of her fingers as I tightened my hold on her, and as Carlisle pulled me away. Me spitting Bella's blood out onto the floor.

I looked down at Bella's neck, and backed away to the wall, sinking down against it, head in my hands.

Days were spent with me meant to be "locked away in my room, unwilling to move myself from my bed" the reality was I was with Bella in Alaska as she made the change, whilst Bella's parents grieved. Carlisle had broken the news to them shortly after. And though Bella wasn't really dead, I had grieved too. For her parents. I knew how much they cared for Bella, how much they'd put into making her life more enjoyable, more fulfilling. Giving her a great quality of life. For a certain particular vampire to throw this girls amazing bright future down the drain.

Three days over and new eyes opened, a steady breathe was taken, a sniff and a body jolted upright out of curiosity.

A vampire was born tonight.

FIN.

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Might do some one shots to tie all loose strings in this story up :)

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