A/N: Hey!! So I recently developed this obsession with Rosalie and Emmett lately so yea I had to write something at least to satisfy my craving, hehe, I seem to crave a lot lately…..like strawberry cake and grapefruit!! Okay back to the issue at hand…anyhoo, enjoy and review!!!!!! (I already love you for reading this so I will love you more if you review!!!)
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, okay? I think you can figure it out yourself.
Rose POV
"I love you." I whispered for about the ten thousandth time, in between kisses. I wrapped my arms around his neck and knotted them in his curly hair.
"I…love you….too," He also managed to get out as I deepened the kiss. Emmett pulled me closer but it wasn't enough for me. I crushed myself to him feeling the familiar fire- that hadn't burned out at all over the centuries- start up again. I knew he felt it too because he moaned but broke the kiss slowly and leaned his forehead against mine. We were both breathing deeply even though we didn't have to breathe at all. "But, now is not exactly the time."
I looked up at his face as he stood up and smiled that dimpled smile I loved. I felt my heart melt at the sight of it. His smile that held me to myself. Held me to everything. It was my smile, I thought and I smiled also. He was mine, all mine and no one else's.
I sighed and headed towards the closet. I knew he was right and we needed to get up even though we hadn't even slept. I chose a pair of dark skinny jeans, a purple and white camisole and a brown cardigan. I paired the outfit with brown boots and went to fix my hair. I stood in front of the full length mirror as I pulled my hair into a loose ponytail and pulled a few curls out to frame my face.
Before walking out of the bathroom, I examined myself in the mirror. Not because I was thinking about how pretty I was but more like I didn't know who I was. I saw my flawless porcelain skin and my long golden ringlets but that wasn't me. Was I really only a pretty face to everyone? Did Emmett only love me for my beauty? I shook the thought from my head and immediately scolded myself for doubting him. I knew that I came across as shallow to everyone else but they didn't know the half of it.
"Rose, Emmett!!!!" I heard Bella call us at a normal volume; she knew we could hear her.
I glanced at myself one more time before coming back into the room to find Emmett lying on the bed flipping through one of my magazines. I had to stifle a laugh at his expression.
"Em, what are you doing?" I asked between giggles. He looked up at me and stood up.
"What do you see in these magazines Rose? All there is are clothing and guys that pose to look good but will never live up to my standard of handsomeness." He sighed dramatically and I couldn't hold it in any longer.
"Of course they aren't as handsome as you. No one is." I said as I tapped the tip of his nose playfully. I wasn't kidding though; I meant every word of what I said. I still hadn't gotten use to his flawless features. That dimpled smile, his dark curls, or his perfect body. It all still amazed me.
"Aw, thanks Rose. But you know I'm nothing compared to you." He said as he wrapped his arms around me and I leaned my head on his shoulder.
"ROSE!! EMMETT!!!" Our moment was interrupted as Bella screamed a bit louder for us this time. I had completely forgotten she had called us in the first place.
I felt Emmett unwrap his arms from around me and just settled for holding my hand. I smiled as he opened the door to our room for me.
"After you, ma'am."
"Why thank you sir." I replied playing along as I tugged him down the stairs, excited to see Renesmee.
We found her sitting on Bella's lap playing with her hair. Edward was at the piano and Esme was standing behind him listening intently to his piece. Carlisle, Jasper and Alice were nowhere to be seen.
"Finally," Bella breathed when she caught sight of us. I grinned; she and I had become closer since her pregnancy. I think it was more that I got to know her more than just Renesmee's birth. "Can you guys watch Nessie? Edward, Esme, and I have to go hunting, Alice dragged Jasper out shopping, and Carlisle is at the hospital. It will only be a little while."
"Of course Bella." I answered quickly as she thanked me and bid Nessie good bye. I felt Emmett walk over and take her from Bella as they left. He sat down and immediately began talking to her.
"How's my favorite niece doing?" He cooed and I felt my smile falter a bit. I felt guilty for not being able to give him what Bella had given Edward. He said he was okay with just having me but I knew deep down that he wanted exactly what I did. But unfortunately he wouldn't be able to get that because he loved me. It was my fault that he couldn't be completely happy. I was pulled out of my thoughts by Emmett's voice and Renesmee's giggle. "Oh, so you like my hair do you? Well, than again, who doesn't?"
I rolled my eyes as I moved to sit next to him and I noticed that she had a fistful of his dark hair in her hand and was looking at it fascinatingly. When Emmett noticed me next to him he turned and handed her to me and I sat her in my lap as looked into her chocolate eyes. She let go of Emmett's hair and looked back at me.
"Auntie Rose, will you do my hair for me?" She asked sweetly and I couldn't help but smile despite my thoughts. I wanted a baby girl that I could braid her hair or play dress up with. I wanted a girl that was just like Renesmee, perfect in every way.
"Of course I will, Nessie." I said as I quickly ran upstairs and returned in a matter of seconds with a brush in my hand. I began to run the brush gently through her long curly bronze hair. It was past her waist now. She seemed to already be the size of a five year old.
"Oooh, oooh!! I got an idea." I heard Emmett say and I smiled at how much of a kid he really was. But that's what made me love him. "Let's…..watch a movie!!!" He said excitedly.
"Yay!!!" I heard Renesmee clap her hands together. "Um….how about Snow White?? Wait, no, I got it. Let's watch Thumbelina!!" I rolled my eyes, it was her new favorite movie and I was sure that everyone in the Cullen household had seen it at least ten times.
"Okay, whatever you say Ness." He replied as he stuck the movie into the DVD player and turned it on. Once the movie began to play Renesmee instantly became engrossed in it and I laughed.
I continued to brush her long hair as I played around with it. I braided it a couple of times and then I would arrange it in a different style. I couldn't make up my mind.
As the movie went on, the more I wished I had a baby too. I wanted my own little bundle of joy, my own little angel.
"Rose….what's wrong?" I heard Emmett whisper and my head snapped up. He must have noticed my sadness when I thought I was covering it up quite well. Maybe it was just because he knew me too well.
"What? Nothing's wrong, why would you think that?" I said hoping he bought it. I should have known he wouldn't. Instead he looked at me skeptically and I could see in his eyes that he knew I was lying. I sighed. "I want a baby Emmett." I whispered so quietly I wasn't even sure he had heard me.
"I know, but Rose, you know we can't…"He trailed off and just wrapped his arms around me as I set the brush down and returned his embrace. I buried my face in his shoulder and if I could cry, I would be.
"I know but…….It's my entire fault. It's my fault that I can't give you what Bella gave to Edward. I can't give you everything. I'm keeping you away from things you could have if you weren't with me." I murmured brokenly into his shoulder.
"What? Rose no, I have everything that I could possibly want. You have given me everything, you gave me you. I couldn't ask for anything more." He said his voice calm and soothing. It almost made me believe him. "I think you have it backwards Rose. I can't give you everything you want. I know that I am not enough to make you happy."
"No, Em, no you're everything and more to me." I said as I looked up into his golden eyes. How could he think that he wasn't enough? He was the very soul that held me to this earth. He was the one thing that made my life practically perfect. I wouldn't sacrifice him for anything, not even a baby.
I brought my lips up to his and kissed him passionately to prove my point. He responded but I could still sense his doubt. I deepened the kiss as I tried to move closer but we were interrupted by a squeal.
"EW!!!" Renesmee cried as she jumped up from my lap and stood in front of us with her arms crossed. Emmett and I pulled away as she stared at us disappointedly. "You're supposed to be watching Thumbelina with me. Not eating your faces. That's gross. Now come on." She made a face and I had to laugh.
"Okay," I said as she bounced back over to sit on my lap again. I felt Emmett put his arm around my shoulders and immediately his touch made all the doubt and pain go away. I leaned into him.
"Look, look, look! This is my favorite part!" Renesmee squealed and I heard Emmett laugh.
"This is my favorite part too Nessie." Emmett said playfully and she looked at him excitedly before turning back to the movie. I smiled and decided that even though I couldn't have my own baby, I would be happy just having Nessie around to make it all better. I would be happy for Bella instead of jealous of her.
I began to run the brush through her hair again as the movie continued. Once it came to an end though Nessie was fast asleep on my lap as she leaned into me. Emmett stood up from the couch and I picked her up and laid her down gently. She moaned and turned over but did not wake up. I felt Emmett wrap an arm around my waist as we stood and watched her sleep.
"I'm sorry…" I said absentmindedly. I didn't even mean to say it; it just slipped out before I could stop it. I didn't even know what I was apologizing for or to whom.
"Rose, what do you have to be sorry for?" I heard Emmett ask but I just shook my head.
"I don't know…" I said.
"Well, I know something that will cheer you up." He said as he flashed me a grin and ran upstairs quickly. He was back down in a matter of seconds and kneeling in front of me on one knee.
"Rosalie, will you marry me?" He asked in his velvety voice. I couldn't stop the smile that lit up my face. We had been married exactly nine times since I first saved him. Everyone else thought it was ridiculous but I thought that each wedding had a different significance. This would be our tenth.
But before I could answer, he quickly slid a simple diamond ring onto my ring finger. "Now you have no choice but to marry me." He grinned evilly and I rolled my eyes.
"Of course, Emmett." I said as he stood up and I wrapped my arms around his waist. I felt his arms wrap themselves around me and I leaned my head against his chest. I may have been tall, but he was a full head taller. I breathed in his wonderful scent, committing it to my memory. "But I don't think we should tell the others just yet, let's wait a while and then surprise them like we always do." I said because our last wedding had only been about five years ago so I thought we should maybe wait another year or so.
"NO! PLEASE NOO!" We practically jumped apart as Renesmee screamed. She must be having a nightmare, oh the poor girl. I leaned down next to her and place my hand against her face. Her expression was one of pain and I felt like crying.
"Nessie? Nessie, you have to wake up." Emmett said from behind me. She didn't wake up though; instead she let out a high pitched scream as she turned her head quickly. I didn't have time to move my hand away because she bit down hard on my finger. It actually hurt.
Surprisingly, I screamed.
A/N: There you go. Just to let you know, Nessie's bite hurt Rosalie for reasons that will be revealed in the next chapter. This is sort of an alternate universe and of course if vampires can exist and werewolves, is anything impossible anymore? That's why it is called Miracle. Anyway review please and I will love you forever.